#ptsdwarrior

my friends simulator.

would you like to befriend someone with a mental illness: yes/no

you picked yes

would you like to be warned ahead of time of their symptoms yes/no

you picked yes

uh oh they’re showing symptoms what’s your next move

show them support and understanding/abandon them without warning

you chose abandon them without warning

congratulations your awful

I’m sick of feeling like I have to try my absolute hardest and fight so hard just to keep people in my life. nobody ever talks to me yet, I’m the one who will talk to you when you need someone. It doesn’t make sense to me how I put in all of this energy and i try so incredibly hard to keep people around yet, i still have no friends to count on, no one to call. Am I doing something wrong? I feel like for whatever reason friendships and I just don’t workout, and not because I push them away, maybe I’m just not interesting enough? I’m just sick of not feeling like I’m enough.