#bpd community

headache is an emotion

me: ahh yes I finally found an identity and style.

someone: *describes my new identity in perfect detail and ruins my individuality complex*

me: well that’s enough of that.

for anyone who cares.

school has been kicking my butt. so I haven’t been able to post/think of stuff to post.

sorry

when I cant be honest with my therapist :/

you know that moment when you do something wrong and you literally wanna remove yourself from you body and beat yourself up?

what’s it like to be passionate about something?

we do be getting used as the “toxic” friend they drop for having more than a surface level personality for character development doe.

this no friends thing not cute anymore :/

I’m such an idiot I let people in. I feel so exposed and seen. people know things about me. I’m gonna be sick

I can never show my face anywhere ever again

I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.I wanna die.

my friends simulator.

would you like to befriend someone with a mental illness: yes/no

you picked yes

would you like to be warned ahead of time of their symptoms yes/no

you picked yes

uh oh they’re showing symptoms what’s your next move

show them support and understanding/abandon them without warning

you chose abandon them without warning

congratulations your awful

everyone: just be yourself!

me: *is myself*

everyone: ohhhh no no no…..no no no no no sssssss ahhhhhh no.

*doctor shows me my x-rays*

me: oh wow I am a real person.

people ik irl now follow this account

brb gotta go reinvent myself

After starting antidepressants: wow I feel amazing! I’ve literally never been this happy!

Dormant BPD symptoms: ─=≡Σᕕ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ

Me, reconciling with my fitness tracker after a 4 month long depressive episode: haha so what was with that nutrition hiatus am i right

Does anyone else constantly feel like people are pretending to love you so that if you ever become worth something they can use you more easily

Me, empty and can’t feel anything except the hole in my chest that can’t be filled: I would do anything to feel again

Me, two minutes later having a mental breakdown:undo

I have a crush on this boy and sometimes I’ll get mad at him and block him on Facebook and he’ll just send me memes on Snapchat and not even ask why I’m mad and honestly? That is the most big dick energy power move I’ve ever fuckin seen

I’m not even a person anymore I’m just an inconvenience that walks

What do you do when the empty feeling inside you can’t be filled? What am I supposed to do when everything I want isn’t enough, and nothing I do makes me feel alive. No amount of supportive loved ones can make me feel wanted, no amount of drugs or alcohol can make me feel euphoric, no amount of food can comfort me, no amount of passion or self expression can make me feel valuable or like I have a purpose. I honestly don’t know what else to do. I’m so empty. I get what I want, and then what? Nothing is ever enough