#vodka thoughts

That must be the most bizarre part about falling for a friend. I don’t think I ever really “fell in love with you” in the traditional sense. I think my heart actually loved you this entire time, it just took my brain awhile to catch up and say, “This is it, this has been the one you’ve been waiting for.”

Episode 7: No topic unedited Explicit by Crossed And Faded • A podcast on Anchor

I was soooo high i forgot what the topic was before i could record

Isn’t it crazy how the ones we trust to always protect us, end up hurting us more than anything else ever could?

S.A // You were supposed to be my safety.

The love I have for you is bigger than anything I’ve come to know in this lifetime.

S.A // It might swallow me whole, and I’m okay with that.

The world would be so much better if we never stopped loving each other.

S.A // It feels empty without you

“Please call. Get drunk, get high, whatever it takes for you to reach for your phone and dial my number.”

- S.A // I’m desperate

I know I miss you because it happens in daylight. When I’m driving down a road with a view and the sun is hitting me, I think of how good you’d look beside me. And how great your laugh would sound, joining me when I’m out with friends. Or how much warmer the bed would be with you in it.

- S.A // I miss you even when I’m not lonely

Maybe when you try and give your entire heart to someone, it gets broken in half so that you learn to give half of it away and keep the other half for yourself.

S.A // Blessings in disguise