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always be with you ; eren yeager

warnings not edited, other than that… nothing much lol

genre fluff, angst ( ? ), modern au, established relationship

word count1.3k

inspirationn / a

synopsis in the final days you have with eren before you have to go away for college, he takes you on one last date before you leave

a / n back from a hiatus i wasn’t even aware i was taking only explanation is that i’ve been in between fandoms and didn’t feel like writing for anyone really. but i’ve recently attached myself to jjk so let’s see how that goes

“Eren, I don’t understand the need for a blindfold.” Your fingers came up to touch the material for the umpteenth time. Eren scoffed, his hand coming over to swat your hand away just like the other times.

“It wouldn’t be much of a surprise without one, would it?” Your body jerked to the right as Eren hit another sharp turn.

You huffed. “Well, the more you drive recklessly, the more I want this surprise to be over.”

He laughed. “Don’t worry, you big baby. We’re here now.” The car eased to a stop in what you guessed was a parking spot. It didn’t take long for you to process where this surprise was.

From the amount of turns, to the salty smell of the ocean. You already knew Eren had taken you to the beach.

“We’re at the beach?” Eren finally removed that blindfold. The beach was practically deserted at this hour, at least on the side Eren always brought you to.

“Don’t like it?” He asked, already getting out of the car.

You followed suit, opening the passengers door and having Eren join by your side. “I don’t mind but we come here all the time.”

“I know, I know,” Eren grabs the both of your wrists, leading you both from the pavement to the sea of sand. “But I wanted this to be the last spot we came to before you have to start packing tomorrow.”

Eren said it with a smile but you could tell that sentence hurt him more to say than for you to hear. For you, Eren had always put on a brave face. No matter what the circumstances were, he always made sure you knew he was “taking it well”.

Being one of the closest people to Eren, you knew when he was on the opposite spectrum of that. You knew when a situation was weighing down on him, you knew when he was stressed out, you could when he just wanted to breakdown.

You saw all those things clearly ever since you told him you wanted to travel for college. Specifically, thousands of miles away from him. Eren always knew he wanted to stay homebound for college, and so did you. But unlike him, you didn’t have much ties to your hometown. Besides him and your friends.

And you had the overwhelming want to travel since forever. Since you got the chance with a scholarship to a college across the country, you weren’t going to pass it up. Much to Eren’s dismay.

He was upset, to say the least. It wasn’t direct but he was trying to convince you to try other options. Like for example, stay with him. Thankfully, he let that hope go when he saw that you were serious about this decision.

Yet, even though you knew he had come to terms with the idea, he was still hurt and worried for your relationship. You were too. For the past year your relationship has managed to withstand anything, but the possibility that long distance could deliver the blow prodded at you.

“I think this is our usual spot.” Eren sat down on the sand, bringing you down with him. You two sat side by side in silence. Just listening to the repeated crashing of the waves.

It reminded you of the moment this had become you and Eren’s spot. One year ago, the both of you sitting close to this very spot on the sand. Talking about nothing. There was no worry that one of you had to leave for a while. Just the worry Eren had that you’d say no to his request of being his girlfriend.

The memory made you laugh, your forehead meeting your knees. Eren looked over in concern.

“Are you okay?” Your eyes met his curious gaze and you couldn’t help but laugh more.

“I was just thinking about the night you confessed to me. And how we started dating at this exact spot.” Your laughter subsided as you laid back onto the sand. In the moment, you weren’t worried where it landed but you knew you’d be annoyed when you say up.

Yet, when Eren joined you and copied the way you looked up at the sky, your future worries melted with ease.

“16 year old Eren was quite the romantic, choosing to confess to you at a beach at night.” Eren mused. You hummed, a soft laugh rumbling in your chest.

“Now that I think about it, I think that’s the most romantic thing you’ve done.” Your laughter was more audible when you heard Eren’s gasp.

His hand landed on his chest, he was obviously offended. “I have done romantic things since then,” He sat up onto his elbows.

“Like— remember the time I—” Eren paused when began to laugh more hysterically. He scoffed, plopping back onto the sand.

“You were joking.” He said bitterly in realization. You nodded, shuffling over to place your head on his chest.

“I was just joking, bub. You’re very romantic.” Eren sucked his teeth, his hand coming up to dust sand from your hair.

You cleared your throat. “I’m going to miss this.” You whispered, hesitant, hoping you didn’t cut deeper into any of Eren’s open wounds. He inhaled deeply.

“So am I.” He whispered back, his hand rested on the side of your neck, his thumb caressing your cheek.

The silence returned but you could only focus on the present. You wouldn’t get a moment like this with Eren for a while and that you couldn’t even imagine.

“You know,” Eren interrupted your thought process. You hummed in response. “I brought you here to stargaze.”

“Really?” You inquired.

“Yea. I wanted to say one of those cheesy lines like how, even though you’re thousands of miles away, I’d always be with you because of the stars. But then I realized that line was really bad.” He laughed it off. And usually, you would too. But just him admitting that weighed into the fact you’d really be without him and only with him through your devices.

You wouldn’t be able to hear any more borderline terrible jokes or what he considers romantic lines in person, on his chest, on his shoulder. The thought singly made tears well up in your eyes and your tears fell before you could blink them away.

The sudden wet spots of Eren’s shirt and the sound of your sniffling alerted him. He sat up immediately, bringing your body up as well.

“Oh no, I know it was really bad but don’t cry.” Eren’s fingers came to wipe your tears before cradling your face in his palms. You laughed at him sadly.

“I’m not crying because of your terrible line, idiot. I’m crying because I’m actually going miss you telling me them in person. It’s not going to be the same when we’re thousands miles apart.” Your explanation made Eren frown.

He sighed, leaning his forehead onto your own. “I know. And I know it’s selfish to say that I’d do anything for you to stay with me but I know you going to that college is what’s best for you. I want what’s best for you and if it means we’ll have to be apart for a while, I can accept that.”

Again with the silence with only the sound of the waves. You sat on Eren’s words, trying to accept the situation just like he had.

You scoffed, weakly hitting his chest. “How are you taking this better than me?”

Eren laughed, pulling back hut still keeping his hands cupping your face. “I’m not, seriously. But I love you and I know that this is what’s happening. And I know we’ll still be together no matter what.”

That made your frown upturn a bit. Eren had faith in your relationship, and there was no reason for you to have doubt when he didn’t.

You sucked your teeth. “I love you too.”

“Yea, I know.”

v-day ; levi squad + hange

warnings just cute stuff with my babies

genre fluff, modern au

word count0.7k

inspo honestly, i’m going through an armin brainrot phase so

synopsisstill sad and mourning so here’s how i cope with aot ( again )

a/n i miss sasha so i needed to make one of these for valentines day activities ( isayama, if you ever see this. i’m under your bed )

eren yeager;

  • literally gone when you wake up
  • and you know exactly why ‘cause he does it every year
  • to say eren goes all out for valentines day would be an understatement
  • even though it happens every year, you never get tired of his planned out scavenger hunts
  • he has you run around the city for clues and it brings you to places the both of you have been before and of course, it ends with you meeting him at some restaurant or even back at home
  • ( you prefer the restaurant because i headcanon that eren cannot cook for shit )
  • but still it’s really romantic and he will not hesitate to do it again ( or something even better ) the following year

armin arlert;

  • plain and simple, you’re not allowed to lift a finger
  • he brings you breakfast in bed, he’s giving you presents, he’s running you a bath, literally anything you want he’ll do it for you
  • ( it’s like this on a regular basis but he denies that )
  • and he’ll make you both a dinner ( which is actually good )
  • and you guys would probably spend the rest of the night in this extravagant fort ( that armin built without a word ), watching romcoms

levi ackerman;

  • you never expect much every year but you never expect nothing
  • levi doesn’t really favor valentines day, he thinks it’s stupid and just a money grabber but ask that man to buy you a bouquet and he’s out the door
  • he’ll give it to you with a grimace while muttering something but you still find it romantic
  • but of course, grumpy still believes in the money grabbing part so he insists you guys stay in every year and he’ll cook instead
  • which you don’t mind ( again, ‘cause it’s actually good compared to w.e eren would’ve made )
  • every valentines day to date with levi has ended with some cheesy chick flick and he acts like he hates them but he’s definitely invested

hange zoë;

  • y’all are on vacation
  • every single year hange refuses to stay home for valentines day because they think it’s boring and generic
  • so, ( even though you think it’s too expensive), hange flies you guys out somewhere to spend the occasion
  • “we don’t need to fly out to the bahamas, hange. it’s just valentines day.”
  • “but i already booked the flight.”
  • you can’t complain though because spending your valentines day with hange on a beach is something you don’t mind doing every time february comes around

sasha braus;

  • no matter what the circumstances are, y’all are gonna eat out on valentines day
  • snow, rain, hail, y’all are going somewhere with food and sasha is determined
  • and always after your dinners, you guys go home and try to make a valentines day themed treat
  • which is typically unsuccessful because you have sasha as your own personal human trash disposal but it’s still romantic in the moment

jean kirstein;

  • just like levi, he’ll say valentines day is pointless but he’ll still have a table booked at some fancy restaurant “just because”
  • trust me, in the same breath he denies the fact he cares about the occasion he’ll be bending over backwards to get you a good gift
  • and he manages outdoes himself every year somehow and will still claim the day is stupid
  • definitely that one mfer that puts roses on the bed for “atmosphere purposes” when you open said gift

connie springer;

  • seriously, valentines day with connie is fun
  • he never sticks to anything annually
  • one year you’ll celebrate at the amusement park, or at a fancy restaurant, one year even landed you two at mcdonald’s but with connie it was all the same
  • i definitely see you guys just staying in one year and making personal cards for each other
  • it’s a complete mess of glitter, glue, markers, and stickers but with the amount of laughter it doesn’t matter
  • his card definitely had a corny dirty joke as the punchline but at this point you consider it romance

mikasa ackerman;

  • mikasa and valentines day simply don’t mix
  • kind of like jean and levi, she doesn’t understand it. but like genuinely, she doesn’t
  • “why do i need a special day to be sweet to you? i do that every day already.”
  • so, every year you have to turn the tables and do things for her that honestly come as a surprise
  • she genuinely never expects the presents you get her but she always shows her gratitude and thankfulness
  • and she keeps every one of them very close to her, literally still sleeps with the bear you won her on your first v—day date at a carnival

levi ackerman dick analysis

warnings; mentions of pegging, dumbification, just dick in general

authors note; i normally never thirst for levi, like at all, but this just came to my mind and i’m like yk the entire app needs to hear about this

let’s talk about levi’s ackerdick!

ok for starters, id like to point out that he was extremely malnourished as a child which means there is totally a chance of it being on the smaller side. in my opinion, it’s pretty small- 4.1 inches. while levi’s strength and stamina is immeasurable, his dick just does not apply to that. it’s a nice contrast though.

(levi simps and stans, please don’t beat me up this is just a headcanon and there is nothing wrong with having a short dick! after all, it’s about the way you use it)

he’s uncut, but i’d imagine most men in aot are. after all, the walls are stuck in medieval times and technology and medical tools aren’t that great. it doesn’t matter though, he keeps himself clean down there so no funky shit grows.

now the color? oh boy, he’s got such a nice pale dick it’s cute. and the tip flushes a really pretty shade of baby pink. if you’ve got him REALLY aroused though it’ll turn just a tad deeper.

this may surprise some of you but his dick is… really smooth. almost too smooth. it’s really soft and nice and there’s only one semi distinct vein on the shaft. it doesn’t really curve either, it’s straight.

do the curtains match the drapes, if you know what i mean? yes, in fact they do! levi keeps himself very tidy down there, trimming regularly and never going full on jumanji down there unless on a long mission. he’s got a happy trail too, it’s a dull black and leads up to his navel. and there’s a few gray hairs in there because he’s aging, but it looks great nonetheless.

now for the really juicy stuff. levi’s cock is so so so goddamn sensitive! it twitches at the smallest thing, making him fail to stifle a moan. when you first pull his pants down, he covers his face with his arm because he finds it embarrassing to look all flustered in front of you.

now he rarely takes control when you’re having sex, but every once in a while if you’re being a tease, he will just use that godly strength of his to pin you down and fuck you until you’re dumb. to top it all off, he will bury himself in you and cum right there and after pulling out, marvel at the sight of his release dripping out of your hole. if you’re being exceptionally bad, he will let you have a taste just to let you know how much of a slut you are.

there’s times where you’re in control too, though. it’ll take some convincing but he might let you peg him at some point. the whole time he’s whining and whimpering for you to go faster and harder and rougher even though he acted like it was going to be a chore at first. his pretty dick and balls are swinging wildly, and he’s holding back tears because this whole sense of being filled up is so new to him. eventually he will feel his balls tighten and dick twitch rapidly until his sweet release makes a puddle on the sheets where he’s laying above.

porcogalliardenthusiast:

Reiner cries during sex.

Eren lasts a grand total of 2 minutes, if you’re lucky, and immediately falls asleep.

Armin has way too many weird kinks you’re not ready to explore yet.

Jean wants you to wear a short black wig and a red scarf, for some reason

Connie farts during sex.

Niccolo has a knife kink.

Levi insists you have to shower before and after sexual intercourse and he has to change the sheets immediately after.

Erwin cannot hit the spot, no matter how hard he tries.

Colt says he’s in love with you the second his cock is inside.

Porco insists on having anal, very aggressively.

Zeke thinks you have to call him Master and wants you to sign a BDSM contract.

Grisha has a breeding kink, but he says shit like “let me put a baby in you and then be a horrible father and traumatise the fucking kid.”

WHY ARE ALL THE MARLEYANS ABSOLUTELY DERANGED DURING SEX HELLOOOOOOO

guys please help me verify how accurate this is

*JUST SO YALL DONT ATTACK ME I KNOW ERWIN ISNT A DILF CAUSE HE DOESNT HAVE KIDS AND NICCOLO ISNT NORMAL CAUSE HE ALMOST KILLED A CHILD BUT YK WHAT CLOSE ENOUGH

“No amount of freedom gets you clean.”

summary: just insecure post war levi who seeks reassurance ( maybe slight manga spoilers ig ?)

Levi had never really paid attention to his injuries or scars ; they were a part of him , a part of his story. He’d never thought he could feel ashamed of something that only showed what he went trough, what he fought , what he lost. He’d never considered himself diminished because he bore scars ; but somehow, that was maybe because he’d never really gotten severely hurt , never getting to a point where, like Erwin, he could’ve lost an arm or worse.

He’d never paid attention to his scars during the war , perhaps because he knew they wouldn’t be the last ones he got. But now , now that everything was finished , now that, for the first time of his life, he knew peace , Levi couldn’t stop himself from realizing how hurt he was. He didn’t only have scars on the inside, memories he could never erase ; but he also had scars on the outside , obvious marks of what haunted his soul.

However, he didn’t think he would have been this disturbed by his scars if you hadn’t been there , standing by his side,tending to his wounds,making him feel guilty of how much of a bother he’d become. Levi had always been the one caring for others , protecting them , putting everyone but himself as a priority ; and he didn’t particularly enjoy how the tables had turned , how he was now the one needing someone else’s help , especially yours when you had your own hurts to recover from. He knew you loved him, no matter what , knew that your love had never flattered or changed ; but he couldn’t stop himself from thinking that you need someone else,someone better than him.

These thoughts , thoughts of how unworthy of you he was , how,for your own good, he should let you go but couldn’teven think of doing it ; these thoughts kept him awake at night , haunting him almost as horribly as the war memories. Tonight was not an exception to this : sitting on your shared bed, his fingers tracing over the scar on his face , his eye fixed on you , Levi felt as tough he might get suffocated by his thoughts.

Y/n ? ” he called , half hoping you wouldn’t hear him and stay asleep , his voice so low he wouldn’t even had paid attention to it if the words hadn’t been his.

Your sleeping form stirred,eyes blinking slowly as you turned your face to Levi’s,brows furrowed ; it was most peculiar of him to awake you in the middle of the night , especially since he always made your sleep and well being a priority.

Levi ? Is there something wrong ?” you asked him, propping yourself into one of your elbow to be at his level. Even in the dark, you could see how tormented his face looked , his eyes looking at everything except you, purposely avoiding your gaze that always made his resolution falter .

“I…I’ve been thinking about stuff recently. About us.” He could feel you suddenly completely focused on him , the deep sleep you’d just been in already forgotten , his words enough to awake you completely. Levi knew he would regret his words, regret voicing his thoughts , but he knew sharing them with you was the only way to get rid of them.

Y/n , you know that I…” The words locked into his throat and Levi gulped ; no matter how many years passed, expressing his feelings was still as difficult as it’d been on the first day. “ You know how much I cherish you. More than anything. This is why I think I’d be better for you to…”

“Are you trying to break up with me in the middle of the night, Levi ?”

There was an hint of playfulness in your voice , and when Levi looked at you, he saw a small grin on your face . He didn’t know if you thought this was a game or if you simply knew he could never willingly leave you , knew how his insides were currently screaming at him to stop speaking and simply kiss you to forget everything.

I don’t…I don’t want to break up with you.” He stumbled over the words “break up”; simply pronouncing them was enough to fill him with a dreadful feeling.

It really sounds like you are. But go on, what do you think would be better for me ?

Your voice was soft, still full of this kindness Levi had never fully understood. He sometimes thought you’d still use this tone even if he was yelling at you , and he didn’t know how to feel about it.

Look at me , Y/n . You deserve more than someone who’s so… marked. You deserve to live your freedom without having to care about my health , you should be able to do whatever you want without being restrained by my state.

Silent rang in the room , and Levi thought nothing he’d ever faced could compare to the fear he felt currently as he waited for your answer, waited to see if he had pushed you away , if he had lost the only thing he’d ever truly cared about. After what felt like an eternity, you sighed, getting closer to Levi as you did and gently grabbing his hand.

I don’t care if you’re marked , Levi. I am too, and it just shows what we survived , how hard we fought.You brought his hand to your lips and kissed the scars that were on it. “ I feel insanely proud whenever I look at you , whenever I see the scars of these events that could’ve destroyed you , but that instead made you stronger and made you the man I love.”

You words were punctured by the small kiss you placed on every single one of his scars , slowly mounting toward his face. Levi stared at you , almost in awe , feeling small jolts whenever your lips brushed his skin .

I don’t want to live my freedom with anyone else , because I fought to earn it only to be able to spend it with you. I would’ve fought in vain all these years if the rest of my life wasn’t happening with you. You could be bedridden until the day you die , and I’d still stay with you, without any regrets , without wanting anyone or anything else because you’re the only thing I need, Levi.

You finished by kissing the scar on his face , eyes closed,lingering a bit longer on this one. When you opened your eyes again and met Levi’s gaze , you knew at once that you’d won , your words vanishing all his worries like a spell.

Life really sucks, but I think I’d still bloody thank it for putting you into mine.” he muttered as he leaned forward and kissed you , kissed you like a goodbye and a welcome,kissed you as if he might die if his lips parted from yours. In that moment , he didn’t care about how he looked , didn’t care about anything else other than you , you with him and in his arms ,the two of you more than enough for each other.

Levi had never knew he could feel that much. He’d only ever felt a range of emotions ; anger , sadness, sometimes affection … It was rarely , or never, bright emotions , emotions that made the world looks like the sun had never shone higher and stronger. He felt, but his feelings tainted his world in grey , made his insides burn with a need for revenge and fighting. And he’d never complained about it, never tried to change it ,never tried to feel something else , something new ; because in this world,emotions were your greatest weakness. He didn’t want to feel love,he tried his best to avoid it and any other happy feeling ; because how could he fight,how could he kill , if his heart was too bright to endure it ?

But it seemed like life thought that Levi couldn’t spend his life running away from feelings , running away from what made people humans . Life had put you into Levi’s path, and it had gave you the key to unlock Levi’s well hidden emotions,the key to walk through his barriers as if they weren’t there,as if he hadn’t spent his whole life building them.

You made Levi feel , feel emotions he’d only heard of, but that he’d try to avoid like an incurable disease. He only had to look at you,to hear the sound of your voice , and he was then overwhelmed by a wave of warmth , his heart swelling inside his chest , his body filled by so many emotions he didn’t even think he could identify one and put a name on it.

And he was afraid of it. He was afraid of happiness , because he feared that these bright feelings he had would only hurt him more in the future ; because the more you felt , the more you had to lose,and Levi had already lost enough. He didn’t know how it’ll be if you ever disappeared , leaving him alone again,with only the memory of the love he’d felt.

Levi was afraid of losing you and losing the ability to feel , but he was more afraid of how he’d feel if you ever disappeared , and that he’d never tried to do anything. Yes,losing you will hurt him , but he didn’t want to risk you dying and giving him more regrets .He didn’t want to regret that he’d never confessed, that he’d never got to kiss you or admire you in the morning. He was afraid , but he knew too well how fragile life was , and how everyday could be your last. He didn’t want to be haunted by ‘what if" , and wanted to be able to remember how things had happened and felt instead of imagining how they could have gone.

Levi never knew he could feel that much, but he was willing to accept these feelings if it meant he could experience them with you.

the air was cold but something inside it felt like home somehow

since it’s spring my dumb ass decided to write a “winter” morning fic :)

The first thing Levi felt when he woke up was the cold icy air coming from the open window ; and he mentally cursed himself from forgetting to close it when he went to sleep. He buried his face in the crook of your neck , tightening his grip on your waist as he tried his best to grasp as much of the warmth your body and the blanket that covered it could offer him.

He wasn’t the type of person to linger in bed after waking up ; usually , he simply admired you sleeping for a few minutes , and then rose and began his day almost immediately . He always had more things to do than time available , and time wasn’t something he was allowed to waist and spend by staying in bed , though he often wish he could act so.

But today , Levi felt lazy. He knew he should wake up and start working , but he was too comfortable with you by his side to even seriously consider the idea. Who would willingly decide to leave the warmth of the bed that was occupied by the person you loved to go into the cold world and bury yourself into reading boring paperwork ? When he quickly understood that the only answer to his question was “ no one” , Levi buried his guilt in the back of his mind and decided that , for once , he could enjoy a calm morning with you.

His fingers gently and lightly begun to trace lazy circles over your back , and , as you woke under the slight touch, Levi felt you shiver. Tightening the blanket even closer over your bodies , he placed a kiss on your neck and rose his head so he could look at you , feeling his heart swell at the same time with the feeling of happiness only you could provide him.

“’‘Morning” you muttered, eyes still half closed as you tried to adjust yourself to the light ,your hair a mess around Levi’s chest.

Levi loved many things about you , but if he ever had to make a list , your morning face would probably be in the first place. He loved how he was the only one able to witness you like this , but also how you loved and trusted him enough to be able to do so. His hand brushed through you hair, untangling some knots that had former over the night at the same time.

It’s not everyday I get to wake up you with you by my side.

“And do you prefer when I’m here or when I’m at work ?” he asked, a small smile on the face as he looked at you. He didn’t think he could ever understand how a single person could make him feel so much emotions , emotions sometimes so bright he wondered if they weren’t making him a complete other man.

You gently slapped Levi on the face , laughing at his question. “Do I even need to answer that , or do you just want me to remind you of how in love I am ?

The word love made Levi’s heart fluster ; no matter how long you’d been together, how often you said the words , they still had the same effect as the first time he’d heard them.

I think I just want more praises. Good for my ego.”

Who knew Levi Ackerman was such a narcissist.”

Smiling into your hair, Levi kissed your forehead , and then proceeded to give you light kisses on every bit of skin he could attain. He felt at peace , with himself and even with the world; and he suddenly thought that he’d still feel like this even if you’d been sleeping on the floor or even in the snow outside. It didn’t matter where he was,as long as you were with him.

“You’re going to be late.” you stated ,without doing anything to break from Levi’s embrace. He nodded, muttering “I know” as he tightened his grip around you, not moving.

You know, since the window’s open,we can tell Erwin you’re sick. We’ll say that you caught a cold or a terrible disease that force you to stay by my side if you don’t want to dramatically drop dead on the floor.”

Levi’s made a sound half between a laugh and a groan , and answered : “ He won’t believe it , but since I never missed work ever since I’ve joined the scouts…I think he’s not going to complain too much.

And, this time kissing your lips, Levi Ackerman chose to take the first day off of his life , just so he could stay in bed with you all day.

Levi had never really fantasized about kissing someone. About being intimate with someone,about having a relationship and experiencing true love. It just wasn’t in his nature ; it had never crossed his mind,and he’d never found someone who could summon these thoughts in him.

But all of this had disappeared the instant he met you. He became fully aware,for the first time, of someone else’s existence, fully aware of how alive you were, and how that could change so easily in the world you lived in. He wanted to get to know you more,wanted to spend all the minutes available in your presence ; and he feared that.

He was afraid of how all his thoughts were now about you, about your lips, your gestures, your voice ; everything that made you who you were. He couldn’t stop himself from acting like a teenage boy and playing on repeat the smallest of your interactions , making up,at the same time, fake scenarios that kept him up all night,blushing into his pillows.

He’d never thought about anyone else romantically, and he didn’t know if it was normal to be this much into someone ,to want this much to kiss them,hold them, press their hands into his. He felt young,younger than he’d ever felt,as if ,with this bright feeling he had, he was standing under a ray of sunshine. He was completely in love with you, and deep down, he knew you were the only person could he experience these feelings with. You were the person he’d been waiting for his whole life, without even knowing he was searching for it.

just a bunch of random soft levi headcanons <3

.He only adopted a regular and “healthy” sleep schedule when the two of you started sleeping in the same bed ; and he’ll never admit it but falling asleep into your arms,and being able check that you’re still there,still alive when he wakes up from a nightmare makes him enjoy sleeping more than he ever did before.

. He used to be really awkward and a blushing mess every time the two of you hugged or cuddled at the beginning of your relationship. He was just so unused to physical affection that it always made him really flustered ; he didn’t know how to accept it,and above all,how to
react to it. But after a while,(and a lot of reassurance from your side that you liked hugging/cuddling him),he literally couldn’t let go of you anymore and was always with his arms wrapped around you.

.He thinks the most romantic thing about you ,things like comparing your smile to the sun and your laugh to an angel , but he NEVERsays it out loud. He’s literally mentally writing poems about you,noticing every single details about your person ,but never lets anyone know about it , because he feels like it will look as if he’s doing too much ( and because,yes,Levi ackerman is also too shy to say these type of stuff).

.When he has a bad day and come home angry, the only way for him to calm down is to hug you,or to have any sort of physical contact with you. Your presence is the only thing that can make him forget his problems, and ,just by burying his face into your neck, he’d be able to forget everything and calm his soul.

“ i like shining things , but i’d marry you with paper rings”

summary : levi being afraid of real engagement so he and reader gets “engaged” with paper rings. (not proof read)

Have you ever thought about getting married,Levi ?

The question, unexpected, seemed to float in the room,taking Levi aback and leaving him at lack of words. His arms,wrapped around you as you were both silently laying on the bed,seemed to froze,and his body felt more tense than a few seconds ago. He didn’t know why you were asking him this all of sudden ; why your mind had suddenly wandered on this topic .

Not really.” he answered after a while. He wasn’t being entirely honest with this answer ; and he knew,by the way you slowly shook your head,that you’d heard the lie in these two words.

Let’s just say I never seriously considered it. I thought about it but…I never saw it as a real possibility.” he said again,slowly. This answer was closer to the truth ; Levi indeed thought about marrying you,and if he was being honest,he thought about it quite often.

The thought of marriage had never even crossed Levi’s mind before he met you , but recently,he’d found himself thinking about this idea more often. He knew you couldn’t actually get married ; the world you two lived in was too dangerous,and some part of him also feared that if your relationship became as official as a marriage would make it, something would happen,life would take you away from him and he would somehow get punished for thinking he could have and keep someone for once.

This was why he’d never seriously thought about proposing to you ; thinking of being married was more like a daydream to him,something that help him relax after a stressful day. Yes,he may have looked at some rings,or imagined what he could wear ; but he’d never imagined that one day you could actually get married. It was something not worth risking , and he knew he’d only get more scared of losing you if he became your husband.

I mean…” you said,breaking the silence and interrupting Levi’s thoughts at the same time. “ I think it’d be better to wait until the war,the titans ,everything…It’d be better to wait until all of this is finished to get married. We’ll be able to do it properly then.

Levi’s heart missed a beat at the thought that you saw a future with him,and above all,that you were hopeful about the outcome of your current situation. He nodded,pressing a small kiss on the top of your head at the same time.

But even then I don’t want something extravagant. Let’s have a quiet marriage.

He heard you laugh as you suddenly moved and started to look for something on the floor; and he was also almost certain that you’d called him a “party pooper”. A few seconds later,having apparently found what you were looking for,you leaned back into Levi and his embrace,holding,to his surprise,some sheets of paper.

Just give me a few seconds , and you’ll understand.” you muttered,answering to Levi’s puzzled expression. You quickly teared the paper,seemed to play with it and,a few seconds later,you proudly held what looked like two rings. They looked pretty terrible in Levi’s opinion, but he didn’t dare to voice his thoughts after seeing how happy of yourself you looked.

Paper rings. Sasha taught me how to make them.”

You grabbed Levi’s left hand and slowly passed the paper ring on his finger, trying your best not to break it at the same time. Understanding what you were doing,Levi’s heart skipped a beat again he suddenly felt like the whole room had grew hotter.

“This is…A safe way to get married,let’s say. Or ,if the word married disturb you,let’s say it’s just to show each other our love and our care, ;and that it’s also a sort of promise that ,if the situation lets us… one day we will put real rings on our fingers.”

You placed a kiss on Levi’s hand while he grabbed the second paper ring, looking suddenly really timid. He locked his eyes into yours while he put the ring on your finger ; and his eyes said all the words that couldn’t pass his mouth.

Does that mean I should call you Y/n Ackerman now ?” he asked,making you laugh again as you leaned forward to kiss him.

I don’t mind that…Except that, if you do it, it’ll probably be impossible to make Hange shut up afterwards.They’ll get excited and everything , and will ask why we didn’t say anything…

Levi groaned, kissing you again and interrupting you at the same time.His hand went through your hair,and he could feel some strands of it getting attached to the ring. He knew it will break easily, and that in the morning he probably won’t have it anymore ; but all the meaning behind this small paper ring was still enough to make him feel overwhelmed by love.

He just hoped that one day he’ll get the chance to put a real ring on your finger, one that will not break,one that will represent your story and the love you have for each other.

the first time y/n tries to cuddle with a blushing and stuttering levi who can barely make a sentence

You want …to…cuddle ?” Levi asked again,his brows so furrowed it looked as if you’d just asked him to resolve a particularly difficult math problem. You nodded to his question ,and he took in a deep,shaky breath,turning his eyes away from you and looking at the bed with a look of utter horror.

We don’t have to,Levi…I just thought…If it makes you uncomfortabe,let’s not do it,okay ? It’s fine.

Levi shook his head,still looking at the bed. “I don’t know how to do it.” he muttered,his voice so low you didn’t know if you’d heard him properly. A soft smile appeared on your face as you looked at him, being suddenly so vulnerable and far from his usual so composed self.

It’s not something you learn to do, you just…follow your instinct while doing it,I guess ? But,again,we don’t have to do it.”

Levi shook his head again. “No let’s...” he coughed,trying to hide his stuttering . “Okay.Fine.But start because I don’t know how.

Levi’s face had turned a bright shade of red,and it became an even deeper colour when you wrapped your arms around him and leant on the bed. The daylight disappeared as Levi buried his face into the crook of your neck,taking a deep,shaky breath at the same time. He could feel his heart beating faster than usual,and he suddenly wondered if you could hear it too.His arms stood by his side as he awkwardly tried to think of whatto do with them,and he suddenly felt like a little kid ; he didn’t remember ever being held like that,being held by someone and feeling their love through their embrace.

Do you mind if I …?” he began, his hand a few inches from your waist as he waited for you to accept his touch, face still buried in your neck. You pressed a small kiss on his forehead,and Levi felt as if a thousand of fireworks had just exploded inside his body.

No,Levi,I don’t mind at all.

He knew he didn’t have to ask,knew you would prefer for him to just go for it and not wait for your approval before touching you ; but he was always afraid he might do something that made you feel bad,that hurt you and made you want to leave him. He wanted to touch you all the time,even if it was just something light,and he was afraid to do it and make you run away ; afraid that you might understand and fear how much he loved you and thought about you.

But he chased these thoughts away as he slowly wrapped his arms around, your bodies now so close to each other you almost became one. He was surrounded by your smell,every single part of his body touching one of yours ; and he suddenly felt so overwhelmed by his feelings,by the luck he had to experience something like this in such an horrible world , that he would have cried for the first time in what felt years if the moment hadn’t been so bright.

He pressed light kisses on your neck as your hands played with his hair ; and he felt a sudden urge to do a thousand things he never usually did : he wanted to hum ,wanted to express all his feelings,he wanted to smile,laugh and be happy. He felt as if all the happy feelings he’d never experienced through his years of despair had just suddenly appeared between your arms ; that you were the remedy for this curse he’d been living. You were bright,brighter than anything he’d ever seen and he didn’t know why you’d chose him,but he was happy you did.

He felt at peace between your arms,felt at peace just by being able to hold you,to linger his fingers over your skin,to enjoy your presence. And he thought that,after all,cuddling wasn’t so bad ; actually,he hoped you felt like him,and that you wouldn’t want to end it,that you wanted to hug him for all eternity and forget about everything else.

just a very flustered levi who still hasn’t got used to dating y/n

Levi didn’t think he’d ever felt this aware of someone else’s presence next to him. You were sitting next to each other,legs touching,while you told Levi all about your day ; but no matter how hard he focused,he didn’t seem to be able to understand a single word of what you were saying,his mind too busy thinking about how close you were.

You’d been dating for a short time now ( even though,as Hange liked to mention , you’d been acting like a couple way before finally confessing to each other) but,despite the two of you being officially partners , Levi still hadn’t got used to it. He still acted as if he wasn’t allowed to touch you,to kiss you,to tell you how he felt ; and he still turned a deep shade of red whenever you did these to him.

Suddenly,dragging him out of his thoughts,Levi felt a weight on his shoulder. Turning a bit,his heart missing a beat at the same time,he saw your face,leaning on his shoulder,and eyes focused on him.

You’re not listening .” you stated,without an ounce of reproach in your voice. Levi nodded,knowing that he wouldn’t be able to talk with you this close to him. He found it quite funny (or embarassing ,he didn’t really know ) that he could easily kill titans, but was flustered just because of one person.

Can’t focus.” he muttered, his eyes locked into yours,suddenly feeling as if the whole world had just disappeared around him to move into your eyes.

And why that ?” None of you dared to break the eye contact,and Levi suddenly felt as if the temperature had just drastically increased ; and he wondered ,unreally ,if the house wasn’t on fire.

You.That’s what.” He was so lost into your eyes that his mouth spoke before he could think of a proper answer. Feeling suddenly really flustered,he almost turned his eyes away,but at the same time a broad smile appeared on your face ,and he didn’t dare to look away,afraid to miss this sight.

That’s great then. I was telling a lot of shitty stuff because I couldn’t really focus either.

He didn’t know how that had happened,but your faces were now mere inches to each other. “And why couldn’t you focus ?” he asked,your smile increasing with his question.

You.That’s what.” you answered,kissing him at the same time. He could feel you smiling through the kiss,and he suddenly thought he could die of it,die because of you and the way you made him feel.

He didn’t know if he deserved to have these feelings,deserved to love someone so much he didn’t care about anything else. He didn’t know if he deserved this,but he was for sure not going to let it go. His hands then found their place on your cheeks as he kissed you back,forgetting everything that had ever existed before you,everything else that existed in the same time as you ; his solely existence only consisting of this kiss,and of you,and of the love he felt.

Eremika actor au where Eren and Mikasa get caught kissing in the middle of traffic

I even made a fake magazine cover!

This was so much fun to draw and I may or may not still be crying over the tomdaya pics from yesterday

DATING ARMIN ARLERT HEADCANONS

WARNINGS! — none! sfw it’s just fluff

CONTENT! — armin arlert x gn reader!

A/N!— this has been sitting in my drafts for a while so i’m posting it! also it’s super early and i’m exhausted, so bear with me while i look through for any grammatical errors

ARMIN would be the type to hold your hand in public. all the time. he isn’t too big on pda but holding hands with you just puts him at ease. also the type to pull your chair closer to him because he loves having you close.

ARMIN would see you struggling with something and immediately try to give you a solution. it can be irritating when you want to wallow in self pity, but he’s very patient and very motivating, so he finds ways to help you with your problems before they get the best of you.

ARMIN very happily lends you any item of clothing you desire you he adores seeing you in his clothes. hoodie? no problem. t-shirts? of course! boxers? why not!

ARMIN prefers to study with you in the room. he doesn’t know what it is but just your presence makes him want to work to be the best him.

ARMIN takes you on what appear to be spontaneous dates but they are very meticulously planned by him. most of them are very chill like coffee dates, beach picnics, sightseeing, etc.

ARMIN loves eating homemade meals with you. he’d be trying to teach himself to cook and you’d shimmy on over to help. the two of you would just spend hours together struggling with the recipe. the food may not come out as expected but just the process of making it with you would make his heart soar.

ARMIN likes when you lay your head on his shoulder. he feels so loved when you’re sleepy and choose to lean on him for support and warmth. he’ll place a gentle kiss on your forehead and let you doze off for a few minutes.

ARMIN is the type to apologize before letting any disagreement escalate into something more serious. he prefers to talk things out from a more logical perspective but he has no problem throwing in the towel if he sees you’re really upset with him. he’ll drop the issue if it means the both of you will calm down and can come back to the problem later.

ARMIN just wants the two of you to grow together, so expect having to crack open your feelings and be vulnerable around each other. it can be extremely intimidating at first, especially if you’re a emotionally closed off, but he just wants to be able to help you through whatever obstacles you have.

ARMIN is an excellent listener, and his memory further proves that. he literally remembers all of the little details with ease. your heart is frequently warmed whenever he brings up something you swore he would’ve forgotten.

ARMIN loves the beach, and he loves you, so expect to be taken to the beach frequently. going to the beach would definitely be a monthly tradition, so the both of you have an opportunity to release some stress together.

all in all, ARMIN is so patient and sweet that having him as a boyfriend would be a literal dream come true.

Hello my loves! I hope you all are doing fabulous and are ready for a new week! I just wanted to say a few things and get a little input from you all.

First, I wanted to thank you all so much for the wonderful support you’ve shown me. I know I’m not the best writer and I don’t have a good posting schedule, but you have still been so good to me. All 1,149 of you!

SECOND, this one is big, I need y’all’s opinion. Should I continue on with The Nanny, or work on my My Hero: Unlimited or Backstabber series? I really want to know what you guys think.

Also, I’ve seen and read all of your requests and I promise I’m getting to them! I’m working on a Todobaku x reader right now that I’m going to be posting soon. So please don’t think I’m ignoring those! I have just been consumed with work and I want to make the requests from you all as perfect and juicy as I can.

If you’ve read this far, thank you so much again. Love you guys bunches! I send all the love to you all!

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