#deep thoughts
There’s no fun in being a mystery..
Once you’re found out,
Well.. there’s really nothing else, is there..?
Maileta /// lose the chase
“Thank you.. for giving me a chance.”
Maileta /// leap of faith
Beautiful clouds
But the acid rain
Stains my body
With pains of third-degree burns
And the scent of melted flesh
Leaving my body in shock
As I cannot feel anything anymore.
I am afraid
This is simply not the way I would have wanted
To die.
Maileta /// 痛い。
“Because my emotions can be destructive
Not only to myself,
But to others too.
And I’m tired of losing people because of it…”
Maileta /// never again
My heart hurts…
Maileta /// dead flower petals
It just… it bothers me that it bothers me…
Maileta /// the female psyche
I am nothing. I’ll never be anything. I couldn’t want to be something. Apart from that, I have in me all the dreams in the world.
~ Fernando Pessoa
Gonna light this bad boy up and suck it dry while rubbing one out. Who wants to lend me their throat for a while? That’d be ideal…
No matter how difficult and defeating life can sometimes feel, there is always something to feel grateful for.
I think there are some loves that aren’t meant to last, that burn what they’re meant to illuminate and drown what they’re meant to nourish.
I’m having such a hard time forgiving you because I’m not sure whether there is a point in offering you a second chance.
I want you to know that you’ve come a long way and that every version that you’ve been or will become is good enough.
It took losing you to find myself.
He’s his to fix and you’re yours to love.
After him, she was free.
One day you will finally understand why everyone else left, why they were wrong for you, why it never lasted with anyone else because you will be with the one who brings out the best in you and knows you’re the best person for them.
You still took up all this space in me- and then left the gaping hole behind once we stopped talking to each other.
You can break my heart but you can’t break my soul.
I might be upset for a few weeks, maybe even months after you walk away from me, but I will find happiness again.
You’re allowed to leave someone you love if they’re treating you poorly, you’re allowed to put yourself first if you’re settling and you’re allowed to walk away when you’ve tried over and over again but nothing has changed.
