Mentions of Sex, genderneutral reader, actually lots of Sex talk, Uncomfortable sex talk, anxiety, touching, pressurised sex, illusions to asexuality
NOT MY GIF
Disclaimer: Sorry I have been kind of MIA lately… I have just been really enjoying life and I am in a really good place right now.
Sitting on the floor in the common room with you sitting in between Regulus’ legs with his arm draped over your right shoulder. The fire was crackling adding a comforting dim, orange light to the normally unwelcoming room. Across from you was Barty Crouch Jr. sitting with his girlfriend Adorabella Greengrass. To the left of you was Caius Avery with his boyfriend Jacob Abbot. Evan Rosier was laying on the couch playing with the snitch he had stolen from James Potter.
Most of the night had been filled with light conversation and meaningless chatter until Evan Rosier picked up the conversation.
“So… How’s everyone’s sex lives?” He blurted.
“Wanna get in with the action Rosier?” Caius asked which caused a few sniggers.
“No, you prick just interested in who’s getting it” he smirked at you. A blush crept onto your face as you just stared into the fire refusing to make any eye contact.
“So Avery, Abbot what’s the gay sex life like?” Rosier laughed.
They both went on to make several jokes and descriptions of what it was like.
You and Regulus were getting both visibly uncomfortable. You were tapping your foot and feeling a little ill and Regulus was scratching his palm which he only does when he is anxious.
Soon the conversation got directed to you and Regulus.
“So Black… Are they good in bed?” Crouch asked.
“P-pardon” he coughed.
“You heard me, Is are they good… Well, the real question is do you enjoy it Y/N?” He laughed along with the rest of the group.
You laughed nervously squeezing Regulus’ usually cold hands but now they were clammy.
“Oh look at them they are getting Horny I can feel it” squealed Adorabella.
“No-” You tried to reply but got cut off quickly.
“Oh go on you two wankers quickly before the mood is gone and Regulus’ cock shrivels up” Rosier joked. Everyone laughed in response.
You and Regulus reluctantly went upstairs and sat on his bed.
You both started awkwardly making out until you both pulled apart.
“What are we doing?” You exclaimed staing up.
“To be honest I haven’t a fucking clue” Regulus nodded.
“Why is everything about Sex these days” you sighed “ I mean what is the big craze about it… For most people it’s disappointing… Especially women”
Regulus sighed and laid down on the bed you joined him and you were both staring at the celing.
“Y/N… Do you even want Sex… Like ever?” He asked in a gentle, curious tone.
“To be honest not really… I mean maybe one day to try it… But I’m not ready yet it’s just so… So pressurised and a big step also I don’t know I just don’t like the idea of mushing out bodies together” You ranted.
Regulus listened intently.
“I’m so fucking glad” he whispered.
“What-” you questioned.
“I feel the same way Y/N/N… It’s just so… I don’t even know how to explain it. Don’t get me wrong you are an attractive person but like… I don’t find it appealing having our sweaty bodies join you know?” He smiled lightly.
You gave him a soft tender kiss.
“You get me Reggie and I love that” you giggled.
“I will always try my best to understand Y/N… I promise”
“I promise too”
You both then interlocked one another pinkies to seal the promise.
For the rest of the night, you just snuggled in each other’s arms feeling a connection like no other.
The next morning you both went downstairs and sat at the table in the great hall.
“So how was your night?” Barty asked wiggling his eyebrow subjectively.
