#excerpt from a story ill never write
“I warned you
To the boy who fell in love with me
You can’t say I didn’t warn you
Can’t call me a bitch
Like I didn’t already you that I was one
I wear my story on my sleeves
It’s not my fault you didn’t read in between the lines
I told you not to love me
I told you I was known to flirt with others
You should’ve read the terms and conditions before you checked you accepted
Because I will lie straight to your face and kiss you all in the same breath
My favorite color is red
Because it matches the flags that I bare
I get pleasure from playing games
You shouldn’t have stray to close
Now you are entangled in this web
I will haunt you at every place that you go
Every song that you hear
I’m not one for love
I told you that to begin with
I told you I would break your heart
So don’t you dare say I didn’t warn you
Sincerely
The girl you’ll never forget”
-Day 586
“I both love you and hate you, and it’s driving me insane”
-day 585
“I’m sorry that I still love you”
-Day 584
“Break my heart”
-Day 583
“You should never love a person like me because I’ll go from loving you to hating you in a matter of minutes.”
-Day 583
“I created the monsters that haunt me and they will follow me until the end of time.”
-Day 582
“I keep dreaming of you and waking up sad because those dreams will never become reality.”
-Day 581
“People always ask me how I can be friends with my ex’s and I tell them I can because I no longer love them like that but when in reality I don’t know how to let go of the ones I love.”
-Day 580
“I just want to feel like I matter to someone”
-Day 579
“You kissed me like you were desperate for that moment to never end.”
-Day 578
To say
We are here and
We’re here
To stay.
I fathom I say and
You say
‘Cause we would like to.
- we would stay if we want to
I know I shouldn’t do it.
I should leave you alone.
But damn it’s so hard
Not to pick up the phone-
Tap on your contact,
Hit “new message”..
And ask how you’re doing.
But I shouldn’t.
I know I shouldn’t do it.
-b.m.
And this is me-
Giving up on you.
-b.m.
Guys, he actually makes me happyfeel something
I never thought he’d like me back
- been a while since I felt something
I guess it’s true… they won’t notice until you’re gone …
I’m actually such an inconvenience..
I’m actually falling apart in front of people and no one notices
It sucks when the only way out of a problem is death
I’ll always repeat this: I’m so proud of you
- me to me
