i hate taehyung bc i like his version of life goes on more than the original one now and i know he already deleted it the second he dropped that clip on the internet
I am afraid of getting older. I am afraid of getting married. Spare me from cooking three meals a day—spare me from the relentless cage of routine and rote. I want to be free. (…) I want, I think, to be omniscient
Yesterday facebook reminded me six years ago I had drawn this black locust (Robinia pseudoacacia) stump sprouting back, and I had captioned it “Life goes on”.
Also, yesterday I came back to Glasgow after two weeks in Milan, where all my family is, and that caption was the best reminder I could have read right then.
Remember the last time I posted, when I was complaining about the weather, when I was terribly homesick and longing for the spring I’m used to?
Little did I know just a few days later I would unexpectedly find myself in that warm sunshine I was so missing, completely unable to enjoy any second of it. Little did I know I would lose one of the closest family members I have, in a horrible, traumatic way.
But, as that drawing tried to remind me, death is only one part of life, and life must go on, regardless of the pain.
