#model thin

fuck chocolate. i hate it. it’s so damn triggering.

all i need is a flat tummy for fuck’s shake

i need to stop making up excuses to eat all the time… like fuck. how will i ever lose that weight, if i just keep stuffing my face??

currently 5:30pm and i’ve only taken in 10 cals this whole day. getting my self control back :)

i love the feeling of feeling empty. even when i exercise i need to take breaks, not because i’m out of breath but because my bones pressing into the floor hurts

i know i must be doing something right because rings now fall off my fingers when i wear them

30 Day Thinspo Challenge

• Day 1:Stats

Hips = 85cm // 33.5inch

Thighs = 51cm // 20inch

Waist = 61cm // 24inch

Arms = 27cm // 10inch

CURRENT WEIGHT = 52kg // 114lbs

I hate being sick because in order to take medicine you’re suppose to eat something so I ate some grapes and half a piece of toast but now I feel like I ruined the whole day lol like wtf ??

How tf do I get skinny calves ?? Like this shit is whack

I really wanted toast with peanut butter and banana this morning so I just ate half a small banana and a little bit of peanut butter then chugged a water bottle, I’m pretty proud of that

Okay does anyone else have this problem where it’s not their stomach/ waist that is the problem area but the legs?? I stg my legs are so fat, not just my thighs but my calves too. When I was bigger I was called slim thick and I know some people want that but I don’t I just want to be THIN and I look at thinspo and so many of them have thin legs and I just want that so bad.. I’m hoping once I start cycling I’ll finally have it..

Everyone in my family kinda knows about my eating disorder but the fucked up part is we all have disordered eating, so when I lose more weight my mom will start insulting me and now I gained a little weight but I’m starting to lose again to get back to my lowest weight but everyone makes comments now to make sure I’m eating it’s so sick here. I hate it. I just want to lose weight in peace

I don’t even drink the coffee I used to like and get all the time because it has more calories. It’s okay tho I’ve come to like the taste of almond milk

Tomorrow is my sisters birthday so I’m gonna try to eat under 600 cals today, then tomorrow I’ll fast for the whole day so I can enjoy the cake and food with my family, I am the oldest (we don’t talk about my older sister) and I know they all struggle with bad eating habits, so I don’t want them to see me starve myself, if I could just disappear and come back 20 pounds lighter without them noticing I would 100%

Bruh idk how but I binged an entire box of cheezits last night and lost 2 pounds??

Maybe if I was thinner people would wanna be my friend.. I don’t have friends, I’ve never had girl friends that I could hang out with, I’ve been bullied my whole life and at this point I’m starting to think there’s something wrong with me. What the fuck is wrong with me

I don’t want to look healthy I want to look sick.

Alright I’m now losing just by eating less, once I get a bike I’m going sicco mode

I was right, I gained, I’m 116.2

Trzymaj swoje ręce z dala od wszystkich pieprzonych kalorii i gówna. To nie jest takie cholernie trudne. Kiedy siedzisz wesoło i żresz kanapki, hamburgery, frytki, bułki lub pizzę, czy jakiekolwiek inne paskudne gówno, potem wypłakujesz swoje oczy i nienawidzisz siebie z powodu wszystkich gównianych śmieci, które zjadłaś. Poważnie… nie rób czegoś, czego żałujesz później. Oprzyj się lub żałuj.