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Feed your mind and soul today.ॐ

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amargedom:

““Every day, think as you wake up, today I am fortunate to be alive, I have a precious human life, I am not going to waste it. I am going to use all my energies to develop myself, to expand my heart out to others; to achieve enlightenment for the benefit of all beings. I am going to have kind thoughts towards others, I am not going to get angry or think badly about others. I am going to benefit others as much as I can.””

— Dalai Lama
(vianaturaekos)

mindfulawareness:

We are what our thoughts have made us; so take care about what you think. Words are secondary. Thoughts live; they travel far.

Swami Vivekananda

❤️

These part couple days I haven’t been begging. Which is a no no. I have just been so tired from working out and emotional stress that I have passed out at 9 or 9:30 every night.  That is still no excuse though.

Tonight I am thinking of begging in a way I haven’t before just to show Master how much I need his cock. Also planning on greeting him at the door differently. I know that there has to be punishment for my lack of begging and other things such as saying “I” and “me” instead of “this slave” and “your slave”, saying “no” and just my attitude in general.

I honestly  don’t know why I am doing things that displease Master. I know it isn’t on purpose. Maybe I am just not thinking everything through and how it effects him and makes him feel, which should be my first thought in doing things. “Will this please Master and bring him joy?” used to be the first thought I had before doing things, so why has it changed?

I want Master to be happy and to be pleased with all my actions. Why have I lost the fire this week? I am leaving in six days for three weeks so one would think I would be doing the opposite.

Maybe I need to sit and meditate and try to get my emotions straight. Do some self healing today before he returns home from work so I will be in a better mood and happier spirits. That may be helpful.

please help me figure this out, I feel lost right now.

Is this normal, to act out in such a way before I depart?

Today I wish to share with you my experience with unique playing cards \ tarot draw - basically I found it laid down on the road. This morning while walking sleepy and chill street in the heart of Hanoi, I almost stepped on Queen of Hearts, I posed and looked at her as if she was my very long forgotten friend, from somewhere unbelievably  far who suddenly appeared this morning at my door carrying star dust on her coat and asked for a mug of coffee. It was crushing feeling as if knowing anew something I always knew. When I saw that there are two more cards on the road creating triangle with Queen of Hearts - Ten of Hearts and Ace of Spades.

It was obviously a spread laid here, waiting for me, in another time and place I might read that message in ravens flight, river stones, position of planets or newspaper headlines, but today it was three playing cards. 

We’re deeply rooted in symbolic language of the universe, it can be expressed in any form - graffiti, colors which people at your work place choose to wear today, street vendors offering to you something, strange mistakes in how someone spells your name. Universe doesn’t stop speaking with us. To start receiving its messages, quiet your mind and trust — and you’ll be led, in the flow.

Queen of Cups (Queen of Hearts) - Ten of Cups (Ten of Hearts) - Ace of Swords (Ace of Spades)

Your home is not a place or a person, even that’s how sometimes we tend to project it, your home is in your authentic path, you find it the moment you connect with your authentic self - between two breaths, that space of your true presence, immense peace and beauty. Trussst it and start experiencing while going with the flow. 

You should become a true explorer of your emotions and feelings, you can’t allow yourself any more to have boxes hidden in the corners of psyche \ body where you stored pain and fears, now you let it all out and explore as an observer and the child of cosmos who is here to find new expressions for wisdom, to remember the soul and bring it into this dense world. 

Your path is leading along the inner landscapes and to the stars where you truly belong. Your intuition, rooted deeply into your heart, is a compass, it speaks to  you and lead you. Your psychic abilities might be opening nowadays, which means that you start to see, feel, know deeper, you begin to own that very moment, neither more nor less, this is where magic resides and true fulfillment is possible. 

You’re ready now, the deep transformation is coming from inside of you as waves carrying you beyond the past, in slow and unique moments of acceptance and letting go. The more you let go, the more open you become -  for new, previously not explored aspects of your self, for new vision and projects, for sharing your energy with others.

Road is open.