So this is a bit of an angry rant because I’ve noticed how seriously annoyingsome people can be when they don’t understand how shy or closed off some people are. I have a really close friend who’s quite quiet, they never say anything unless they have something important to contribute to the conversation. They don’t do small talk. And loads of people always try and get them to say something. Like they’ll make a game of trying to force them to talk and it really ticks me off because it’s making my friend so uncomfortable and they view it as a game. Or they try and make this person smile or frown, I don’t even know how they can find that funny because all it does is annoy me and them because it’s like they’re treating them as one of those toys where you push a button and it spits out phrases. They’re not a toy. They’re a person. With actual flipping feelings.
I also got a text later on asking why my friend wouldn’t frown. I kid you not, who even does that? And I replied with how they didn’t have to if they didn’t want to, they’re a person and I got the typical “Calm down it was just a joke jeez” type of thing. How do people find humour in trying to force a person to smile or say hello? Seriously?
In conclusion, sorry for going on but it seriously ticks me off when people do that because this has always happened to them and it’s so frustrating and I don’t doubt at least someone else out there has dealt with something similar. So can we all just try and have some respect? That’d be great thanks.
So I live in a co-op with eight other people, most of the rooms are singles and I’m one of the few that shares a double with another person for lower rent.
I hate my roommate so fucking much. Generally for normal asshole roommate etiquette like eating- INSIDE OUR ROOM WHILE WE HAVE A WHOLE ASS DINNING ROOM AND KITCHEN DOWNSTAIRS- at 3 fucking a.m. on a weekday aka classes in the fucking morning. During finals week. Admittedly I am a noncommunicative person and did not tell him to shut the fuck up and get the fuck out and that’s on me, I’ll do better next time.
But no this venting session is actually about how he has gone to ALL of the parties that he had reasonable access to the entirety of last semester. Pretty sure he’s been throwing himself into very close mouth to mouth encounters with near strangers. He caught a non-covid cough and passed it on to me. It was a horrible plague that put me out of commission for two weeks. He does not cover his mouth when he coughs either, so gross. At least I hacked my lungs into my blankets. Dude is a regular fucking idiot.
So anyways he tested positive for covid today. Yaaaaaayyyy I am not surprised. Great start to the new year! Let’s hear it for 2022!
Upside to this: I’m still home on winter vacation AND my university has made the wise choice of having the first three weeks be online. So I’m just going to stay where I am and not deal with any of that shit. Can’t fuck me over this time, dickhead!
Downsides to this: As I said, he doesn’t cover his mouth when he coughs. Imagine a very proud goose honking to the sky, that’s him. I’m going to have to wash EVERYTHING on my side of the room when I get back as well as badger him to wash his own crap after a ten day quarantine. Also I’m going to miss a week of work (at university) cuz I won’t be in town.
I really have to translate my cover letter for the English Studies master degree in English and I really have to improvise a one page explanation of my eventual thesis project but I had a really intense week (not in the good way) and I. Am. So.Tired.
People can be so harsh to people that have mental health problems or self mutilation issues. Society goes oh we must accept people who have tattoos or who are severely obese but when it comes to a person who has scars new or old it is so unacceptable. Yes I know that my arms and legs look ugly and that I hate that I cannot seem to find a guy who accepts me with all the scars and issues. In someways stretchmarks and tattoos are self inflicted. Why is it that you cannot have some sort of decency to instead of stare and say horrible things actually go “hey hun you will make it through” or maybe just treat me like anyone else.
I’ve been having a pretty shitty two weeks. I’ve been crying a lot. I’m 17 almost 18 (saying this just for context) because of some things that’s have happened in the past I live with my step grandparents.
They don’t take my mental health seriously. It took me like 3 years to get therapy. They lied to me and told me that they didn’t have the money for bit since either was in foster care my insurance covers all of it. It took my dad passing away an my school guidance counselor giving my a form to see the in school therapist to finally get one. Along with lying to me they also guilt tripped me into not getting one. They also at first refused to get me medication when I asked. My mental health has gotten so unbearable since July last year. It’s not related to the cover lockdown though.
But now I have medication and a therapist. My grandparents act like I’m perfectly fine. Even though I’m pretty much still just as mentally unstable. I was just happy for a couple months. I know this is normal for people who have depression. But my grandparents don’t. Since I haven’t been feeling well the past two weeks. I haven’t cleaned my room. My grandmother saw and decided to add cleaning our rooms as a chore. And said that it’s a skill we need to learn since where going to have roommates. An now they tell me and my sister to clean our rooms like where 8 year olds again.
I clean my room on my own and my grandmother knows that. If u have depression you know it’s had to have the motivation to do anything. For the last couple weeks I haven’t had the motivation to take shower, brush my teeth, wash my makeup off. I’ve just been crying the past couple days to the point that my head hurts the next day.
My sister had to clean my room for me because I just couldn’t and she didn’t want me to get in trouble. My little sister shouldn’t have to do that. She’s the only person that cares about my mental health and she can hardly do anything to help me.
I’m going to try to move out as fast as I can because I can’t stand living here anymore.
I wish I could just not get emotionally attached to the first person that shows me kindness. I feel like I’m about to go into my depression again. I feel like I always depend on other people to pull men out of my sadness. I finally pulled myself out. But it’s happening again. I know it’s normal for that to happen. But I’m so tired of being sad. I’m so tired of being hurt. I just want things to go right. I want someone to love me just as much as I love them. I want someone to appreciate me an treat me with the same respect I would give. I love everyone I meet with my whole heart and that’s why I get hurt so easy. Maybe one day ill meet someone who won’t take me for granted. Someone who won’t use me. Or maybe I won’t.
Ppl: omg it’s like 80 degrees outside aren’t you hot in that!?
Me: perhaps temporarily but everywhere i go that’s indoors is blasting the air-conditioning and i get cold really quick.
Ppl: it’s not THAT cold inside
My anemic ass:… ok sure….
So basically this is something that I’ve always been picked on about by pretty much everyone in my family or even complete strangers (with the exception of my SO because they are amazing and dgaf what i wear). I worked on a cruise ship for a while and i ALWAYS wore sweaters or a hoodie…. In the Caribbean. I looked insane, sure, but i don’t get that hot like…. Ever. I’d rather look crazy but be comfortable and not shivering everywhere i go. And sweaters are cute af.
Idk if anyone else has had this happen to them but i figured I’d share cause perhaps i might find my perpetually cold twin lol.
Don’t tag this bullshit as LGBT, this is not LGBT. You are NOT LGBT for being ‘‘nonbinary’‘, call yourself any shit, but you are not LGBT and don’t tell lies.
do you see that T in LGBT?
stop excluding agender and non-binary folk. cis people do a good enough of a job at that already.
Reblogging for the last thing.
Listen.
Not many people know that nonbinary, genderfluid, agender, etc. people are trans. That’s the white part of the flag, as stated in the final reblog above.
No one, and I mean NO ONE, has the right to exclude anyone when they fit the definition and attributes of being who they are. People who are neutral or undefined in gender have just as much of a right as ANYONE ELSE to be included, to be loved, to be validated by others. People don’t need to constantly be criticized for how they identify.
While I’m not one to blame cis people for anything, the reason why we (gender neutral people) are excluded is because PEOPLE DON’T UNDERSTAND IT ON A FUNDAMENTAL LEVEL. Explaining how one knows they’re nb or any other variety of trans is as difficult as explaining how one knows they’re a woman or a man. You don’t know how you know you’re one or the other, so HOW in the FUCK would one know that they’re genderless?
You can’t explain it. You just know who you are and how you feel inside. That’s all that’s there. It’s the same for literally EVERYONE.
You don’t fucking explain it and you can’t. Again, for one who is cis, explain how you know you’re male or female WITHOUT referring to biological configuration. It just can’t happen because you don’t know how. It’s the same with us.
wtf is it with the “nb people are transtrenders” bullshit? like. mate. I’m trans. I have dysphoria over the fact that, physically speaking, I am INCAPABLE of being androgynous because 1. tits, 2. hips/ass are too wide/big to have surgery correct them and for me to be androgynous, and 3. money, because even if I got surgery for my boobs I’d have to give up a damn leg too.
on top of that, wtf docs that do hysterectomies??? like “oh uwu u might change ur mind so nOPE”
bITCH I DON’T WANT A DAMN KID
I don’t even wanna fuck people let alone have a goddamn crotch goblin comin outta my parts and getting pulled into my family drama ffs
Let’s get one thing straight, if you come to me for advice because your Dom left you and blocked you and I tell you that clearly he just used you. And you get mad at me for pointing out the obvious, than you’re pathetic. Even more pathetic by insulting me and telling me I’m not a real Daddy Dom. News flash! I am not your Daddy! I don’t need to be compassionate or empathetic to you especially when I’m staying a fact over a guy who clearly doesn’t want you and only used you. If you’re gonna turn around and start insulting me just because you didn’t like what I had to say than next time don’t ask for my advice and keep your problems to yourself. 8 years of experience is 8 years of mentoring and learning about this lifestyle and actually being in relationships with people in person, not long distance. So if you think my experience is not valid, don’t ask me for help.
Ok so….I’m a total uppers girl. I cannot stand weed. Like, at all. I love the way it smells, but I hate the way it makes me feel. When stoned, im either suuuuper chill and lazy, with a strong case of the munchies. I can put down over 1000 calories easily when stoned because I have no concept of feeling full. And then you know what that means…..I gain weight and get fat.
Or….I’m getting lost in a head trip of thoughts that sends me into a panic attack. Once when I was stoned, I thought about how I’m gonna die, when it’s gonna be, and then I worked myself into a huge anxiety attack.
Marijuana is not as wonderful and healthy as everybody says it is. I don’t appreciate stoners putting me down for my drug of choice and acting like they are better than me because they smoke weed. Shut the fuck up and let me enjoy MY choice of smoke.
I just wanted to thank any of you guys who have been amazing and stepped up to find a source of an image for me when I could not. I try to never post without a source but when the image has been re-posted by others who did not credit a source, or one of those “top 10 this living room” websites, it can be hard to track down the original posters personal Instagram or website. Currently, I just try to find first-hand content or use resources like Tineye to find the oldest source on the internet of the image. As for linking:
How I Credit
I will almost always link the person’s link, and not the actual images link. I do this only because if the image was to be taken down, or removed for some reason, I would still want the actual PERSON who took the image to get their due credit. This usually applies to images that come off Instagram, which I find seems to be the source of a lot of internet images today. So rather than providing a link right to the picture on Instagram, I provide a link to their entire Instagram page, so you can go and discover more of their work or content they have provided, and see the person who is due the credit for the image.
Final Note
I have seen some people commenting “Well you should just hold onto the image till you know for certain its source” and you’re right I could do that. Just please understand I am a 20-year-old college kid who just started this blog to share content I thought was beautiful. I have not and never will claim content that is not my own as my own. If you see your content and want it taken down, or you do know the original source shoot me a message, I’m on every day. In all honesty, I didn’ t even know anyone saw this blog until last week, I just assumed I was talking to myself, so the fact that people care enough to make comments about what I should and should not do is funny to me! Thanks a lot you guys and if there’s ever anything ya’ll want to ask or would like to see you know where “virtually that is” to find me.
i am terrified of how quickly things change, circumstances change, feelings change and people change. it scares me to think about letting someone in and trusting them with my life, my emotions and then them just changing their mind about me.
Both U.S. and Canadian governments were both established on stolen land from the indigenous groups, and how the hell do Indigenous people have LESS say in what happens on their land? How can the governments give less of a shit of Indigenous lives?
No. That shouldn’t happen anymore. Change. Happens. Now.
If ESC let them participate it should be so we already know who would take last place this time. So UK would feel more safe this year.
- THAT should be the only reason, and not some lame excuse about this contest doesn’t interfere with politics etc. I’m pretty sure we all know, by now, that politic has been present in songs and voting for many years (no matter if we want it there or not).
THEY MAKE THE KINDA MUSIC THAT THEY WANT TO WITHOUT FITTING INTO ANY GENRE AND THEIR LYRICS ARE SO FUCKING HONEST AND EACH SONG IS SO DIFFERENT AND THEIR MUSIC MAKES YOU FEEL OKAY AND THEY HAVE DRUMS AND PIANOS AND UKULELES AND SICK BEATS AND SUBTLE SCREAMING AND SINGING AND KINDA RAP IDK AND THEY LOVE THEIR MOMS WHY DONT WE TALK ABOUT TWENTY ONE PILOTS MUSIC
Why is everyone so caught up on this election bullshit. You are either voting for the hunger games or a faction. Take your pick, either one is gonna suck
Ok, so one of my least favorite things that a girl could say is “ i am not like other girls” like, is it bad to be like other girls???? Also, it kinda implies that being a girl is bad??? i mean, i have thought like this when i was younger but it is soooo toxic, because it can make people hate the “average girl” or anything traditionally feminine is bad. if you don’t like girly things that’s totally cool, just don’t put down people who do
I believe in marriage between Man and Woman. I am against abortion of any kind! I do not support the idea of indoctrinating our children into the idea of sexuality of any kind before age 13. I believe in the right to bear arms and defend myself. I believe in the right to worship as I may! I believe in free speech. I am disgusted by the behavior of Muslim Men in Europe and abroad who engage in sexually assaulting young children and women and killing them! I’m disgusted at the silence around the world at what is becoming of our world! I believe in God and His Mercy and His Justice! I belive that Jesus Christ will come again and fix this mess!
This thought has been brewing in my head for a bit so I’m just gonna say it and call it a day. This is just my thought though, feel free to be entitled to your own.
If The Owl House ending is rushed or hell- even just bad in general? The only people I will blame is Disney. I would never blame Dana or the crew.
The fact that Season 2B is some of the best work in the show and it was written knowing that the show would be cut just shows how much potential there is/was in TOH and its crew. They took the burden, the obstacles standing in front of them when Disney cut the show and are STILL producing banger after banger this season. At 10% of their power, the show is still incredible and yet it breaks my heart knowing that so much plot, development and even possible amazing fillers were lost with the cancellation. (Beach day, Darius and Hunter’s relationship, the previous G.G’s, everyone discussing how Luz leaving has been eating away at them and having a proper genuine discussion about it, learning about the other covens and their head witches, Amity and Luz’s relationship development, Hunter coping with his panic attacks and trauma, Willow and Gus continuously growing, etc.)
This show has filled my heart with such joy I cannot explain and there’s a genuine hole in my heart that it’s ending so soon. After all the media that I’ve watched, the fact that it’s still one of my favourite shows of all time pisses me off beyond words. Because I was robbed. This fandom was robbed. The cast and crew were fucking robbed.
“Didn’t fit the Disney brand”? Wth does that even mean?? This is a show I want my own kids to watch years later because it’s just that amazing. I would pass this show down for generations like a heirloom. Edit: If it didn’t fit the Disney brand why did they even green light it? Isn’t inclusion what you’re trying to promote? Just sounds like blatant homophobia to me.
So even if The Owl House’s ending ends up being lacklustre, disappointing, or down right horrendous, I can’t ever blame the team. After what they’ve done for us and what they’ve tried to save. I will only blame the mouse.
guys im planning on becoming emancipated but im so scared, it feels like everything around me is collapsing. im trying to escape an abusive home but i feel bad for wanting to leave my abuser, even after years of manipulation.
Nem az a sok álértelmiségi picsogás, amit itt pótcselekvés gyanánt előadtok immár harmadik kibaszott napja - mert ehhez azért szokva van az ember -, hanem az álmeglepődéssel vegyes álsajnálkozás a magyarországi szegénység mélységén, hovatovább intézményesítettségén. Tényleg bazmeg 4 évente arról kell olvasnom, hogy az index/telex, a 444 vagy bármelyik még a létezés határán vegetáló média cikket ír a 100%-ban az állampártra szavazó falvakról, miközben az ellenzéki pártok egymásra licitálnak, hogy ki a fideszesebb? Tényleg bazmeg a kutyapártnak a kurva anyját, mert épeszű emberek nem hajlandóak leszavazni egy Gyurcsánnyal és nácikkal megtömött koalíció élére magát felkönyöklő hódmezővásárhelyi bigott marketinges republikánusra? Tényleg bazmeg úgy írnak itt emberek a tumblin erről az ikszelgetős shitshow-ról önfelmentő nemzethalál siratót, hogy nemhogy empátia, szolidaritás nincs bennük, de még a választási jogszabályt és az abból következő választási matekot sem ismerik? Egy zsák krumplit nem ér a “politikai véleményetek” és az a helyzet, hogy ezt a zsákfalvakban is így látják.
Szóval tényleg takarodjatok már Ausztriába marketingesnek meg salesesnek, a diplomátokat meg adjátok oda a legközelebbi hajléktalannak, mert azt hiszem, mindenki jobban járna így!
What the fuck is it with people on NSFW tumblr and stealing art without posting credit? You’re all so fucking disrespectful towards artists who spend hours and hours on end to create these pictures, and you just download them and repost them without any feeling of guilt?
This is one of the ONLY photos on OPs blog that has proper credits, but I bet your fucking ass that they didn’t ask permission to repost it.
Don’t do this.
If you find art online and like it, but you can’t seem to find the artist’s name, then don’t repost it. If you DO know the artist, you also don’t just repost it: you ask for fucking permission first, or look for a disclaimer saying “repost with credits ” or something similar.
And yes, OP, this is directed at you. Do better.
Every once in a while I get people who don’t follow me that go on a tirade….. Learn how to use Tumblr.
Go in the tags. Or look at my original post, not someone’s reblog. I credit all art I post. I don’t repost art without credit. I hesitate to even reblog others who don’t credit the art. And most times I track down the original art and post it myself.
My posts I make all include the link directly to their posts or to the doujin that I capped from.
It’s just frustrating when I do go through all the effort and they can’t even be bothered, but will still write a fucking novel. Get some damn glasses ffs.
I love coming on here to see everyone enjoying my posts and spam liking y'all stay classy.
Not to mention alot of my posts come FROM TUMBLR ARTISTS.
What the fuck is it with people on NSFW tumblr and stealing art without posting credit? You’re all so fucking disrespectful towards artists who spend hours and hours on end to create these pictures, and you just download them and repost them without any feeling of guilt?
This is one of the ONLY photos on OPs blog that has proper credits, but I bet your fucking ass that they didn’t ask permission to repost it.
Don’t do this.
If you find art online and like it, but you can’t seem to find the artist’s name, then don’t repost it. If you DO know the artist, you also don’t just repost it: you ask for fucking permission first, or look for a disclaimer saying “repost with credits ” or something similar.
And yes, OP, this is directed at you. Do better.
Every once in a while I get people who don’t follow me that go on a tirade….. Learn how to use Tumblr.
Go in the tags. Or look at my original post, not someone’s reblog. I credit all art I post. I don’t repost art without credit. I hesitate to even reblog others who don’t credit the art. And most times I track down the original art and post it myself.
My posts I make all include the link directly to their posts or to the doujin that I capped from.
It’s just frustrating when I do go through all the effort and they can’t even be bothered, but will still write a fucking novel. Get some damn glasses ffs.
I love coming on here to see everyone enjoying my posts and spam liking y'all stay classy.
So I just saw this on Twitter. I cannot even begin to explain how this makes me feel. None of these are okay. The only “okay” time to rape someone is never. There ya go. How there are females out there who even said yes to any of those is fucking beyond me. And on the flip side what man would say yes to any of those ? Oh yeah no man would but sick in the head little boy sure the fuck would.
Even if the question had been reversed to the male gender the same answer to all those should’ve been no. Never. It’s never okay to rape anyone.
I’m just amazed at the sheer stupidity the people who participated in this obtain. I mean what the actual fuck were you thinking answering yes? What if your mom or little sister or brother or you or your significant other had been raped but they fell under that category? Would they deserve it then? Because they’d been drinking they deserved it, going by that poll.
The people who said yes to that poll at all need to go reevaluate their lives and then go kindly fuck some common sense in to them selves because THE ONLY OKAY TIME TO RAPE SOMEONE IS NEVER!!!!
I haven’t been in the best of moods today. When Master came home for lunch I halfheartedly serviced his cock and then had a slight attitude when he instructed me to clean up the mess I had made while servicing him. When he told me good-bye I just said “okay” not “yes Master, this slave can’t wait to service you when you get home” which is the correct response to that.
I’m not sure why I am in this mood. Nothing has happened to piss me off and make me hate everything today. I just woke up and my mood decided to be Ursula. Even though I’m being Ursula it doesn’t mean I get to treat Master like he is the Eels from Little Mermaid. He doesn’t deserve that and it isn’t the proper way for a slave to treat her Master. Master doesn’t need to come home for his lunch break to deal with a little brat. I should’ve sucked it up and acted like a nice lady, not the moody child I was being.
I went in to the play room with the intention of doing something to relieve stress or the anger, but instead I found myself kneeling in front of the rules and just reading them over and over. Each time I read them I could feel myself becoming more and more centered and less angry. After reading them maybe 10 times or so I went and looked at the remains of Master’s grooming from yesterday and I found myself smiling. My heart felt light and happy. I felt the contentment that happens every week when I groom Master and the joy and freedom that follows afterwards. After that I sat on the cage and just looked about the room, at the chains, the toys, the belts, the clamps, Master’s chair and then the window. I found myself completely empty of anger and just a sense of belonging and joy. Going in to the playroom did relieve my stress and anger. It reminded me of all the happy times and comforting times I have had in that very room, reminded me of the bonding Master and I get every time we enter that room. It made me remember that I control my emotions and the outcome and that I can be happy. I don’t have to be a brat. I can be Masters good slave. The one he deserves to have. Not the one I gave him.
This slave is sorry Master for being such a brat when you came home. This slave can’t wait to make it up to you when you return Master.
These part couple days I haven’t been begging. Which is a no no. I have just been so tired from working out and emotional stress that I have passed out at 9 or 9:30 every night. That is still no excuse though.
Tonight I am thinking of begging in a way I haven’t before just to show Master how much I need his cock. Also planning on greeting him at the door differently. I know that there has to be punishment for my lack of begging and other things such as saying “I” and “me” instead of “this slave” and “your slave”, saying “no” and just my attitude in general.
I honestly don’t know why I am doing things that displease Master. I know it isn’t on purpose. Maybe I am just not thinking everything through and how it effects him and makes him feel, which should be my first thought in doing things. “Will this please Master and bring him joy?” used to be the first thought I had before doing things, so why has it changed?
I want Master to be happy and to be pleased with all my actions. Why have I lost the fire this week? I am leaving in six days for three weeks so one would think I would be doing the opposite.
Maybe I need to sit and meditate and try to get my emotions straight. Do some self healing today before he returns home from work so I will be in a better mood and happier spirits. That may be helpful.
please help me figure this out, I feel lost right now.
Is this normal, to act out in such a way before I depart?
