#nicole dollanganger
going to the library = most effective therapy<3
going skiing next week :)
bleached brows are literally so cute and you can’t convince me otherwise
｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ going on forest walks in the snow ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆
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It’s like a bad trip and it doesn’t stop
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I feel like I’ll never find my way…
Went back to the church that was abandoned so I took a few more pictures of it
Another one of Nicole because why not
Nicole Dollanganger (that photo upload problem I was having came back again, so I had to screenshot it from google images)
Insta: _church_wine
I stuck my head into the tv screen
cute
embarrassing love songs
some pretty lana songs for you
not a love story
dead girl.
——————–NICOLE DOLLANGANGER SENTENCE STARTERS
long af. contains nsfw and triggering material. change pronouns as needed.
NATURAL BORN LOSERS
“I shot an angel.”
“I should have let it free.”
“I know one day hell will catch up with me.”
“I’m sure that I will burn eternally.”
“You are the way you always were.”
“You like your cruel games.”
“I am not so quick to break.”
“I count my gain in blood and pain.”
“I like it when it hurts like hell.”
“There’s nothing you can do to me I wouldn’t do to myself.”
“White trashing with you.”
“All that glitters is not gold.”
“This same place is getting old.”
“I can see it all just beyond our window.”
“History repeats our whole damn lives.”
“It’s really hard to scrub the dog piss out of a white trash heart.”
“You can’t forgive me when you know if I had the gun, I’d choose to shoot again.”
“He taught me to be a good shot.”
“You love the sound of sorry even when you know I’m not.”
“You still pretend you don’t know.”
“Got the lock on the trailer, got the tape recorder in.”
“He’s gonna strap her to the bed, spread apart her legs.”
“When he’s done, he will give her to the earth.”
“A starving animal will always feed.”
“Come on, bitch, chew and swallow.”
“I’m a sucker for the love of the flesh.”
“All things rancid and delicate.”
“The smell in the summer heat- it still gets to me.”
“He dragged that thing out back.”
“He let it bleed out.”
“He held my head and made me watch.”
“He filled my mouth up with it’s blood.”
“Grow up weak or grow up tough.”
“He wanted me to be all guts, no glory.”
“All survivor, no guilt.”
“You have to pay in this way or another.”
“For as long as we’ve know each other, you’ve been playing this game with death.”
“One day you will be tried on the execution line.”
“You will fry like fireworks on the fourth of July.”
“I pray you never find him again.”
“Everybody fries in Texas.”
“He wants to lift weights like a fighter.”
“He wants to be just like his father.”
“We play the knife game.”
“He holds me in his arms but it’s no good.”
“Things don’t go as they should.”
“I used to be a figure skater.”
“My bedroom smells like rotten food.”
“It’s harder to be good in here than it is to starve and die.”
“I’d give my body to Satan if I could only keep my soul.”
“My hair is falling out again.”
“Everything is fine in heaven but I’ll never get to know.”
“You’re so cool.”
“When I’m good, I’m very good, but when I’m bad, I’m better.”
“I’m yours forever.”
“I’ll bet when you were born, all the orange crush & ne-hi soda bottles in the world fizzed over.”
“They wanna break your heart but it’s made of blood & tar.”
“You carry all that suffering like a gun between your arms.”
“I see the future and there’s no death.”
“You and I, we’re angels.”
OBSERVATORY MANSIONS
“Time scurries away from us.”
“Heal me up again.”
“Everything I love gathers dust inside my chest.”
“It’s time I let go- let the darkness claim them.”
“It’s time to give it back to the ground.”
“One day, they will knock the buildings down.”
“Like vomit, our ghosts will all spill out.”
“I hear him screaming.”
“Black combat boots pacing in through the school building.”
“He’s gonna fight the good fight- the noble war.”
“My baby has a baby but it’s not me.”
“He loves her more than he loves me.”
“I’ll bet you’ve never seen the smile of Savage Springfield 67H.”
“Pills eat through you like acid burning holes.”
“I don’t even recognize you anymore.”
“The doctor’s came and pulled the sheet up over your head.”
“You’re already dead. You just don’t know it yet.”
“You are sick and I hate you and love you for it.”
“You’re a wreck. But I’m always going to want you.”
“Careful or you’ll blow your head off. Make sure the safety’s on.”
“It gives you something I could never give you or ever really know.”
“I don’t wanna know what you’ve done or what you think about doing.”
“I don’t wanna know so don’t tell me.”
“He casts the kind of glow only a city knows.”
"Everyone here has a hole.”
"Hope he’ll come dig up my bones.”
“Streets here are cemeteries.”
"Beautiful things can come from something ugly.”
"Flowers grow amongst the weeds.”
“Good things have come from nothing.”
“Restlessness leads to a dangerous kind of fun.”
“Start small with swiss army knives.”
“Criss cross applesauce. Spiders running up your back.”
“Put your arms around my neck.”
“I’ll only go to sleep for a second.”
“Mix a batch and hit it.”
“We broke into Dreamland.”
“He wanted to hold me in the roller coaster carts sunken into the ground.”
“All I could think about was how much I wanted to burn it all down.”
“Things get abandoned. It’s okay for them to rot.”
“We should find some gasoline.”
“I could not stand the smell of death when everything was still alive.”
“Euthanize the carousel ponies.”
"All the pets I’ve buried just wanted me to know sometimes it’s okay to let a good thing go.”
“Please just stay dead.”
“This living room memorial doesn’t bear a name.”
"I guess I can’t blame you but I hate you all the same.”
“Don’t be scared, my friend.”
“Death is a beginning and not an end.”
BABYLAND
“Drink yourself to death.”
“Lock me up inside you where everything dies.”
“You can’t have mine.”
"You’d cut off your nose just to spite your face.”
"Shoot yourself in the head just to spray the guts on your baby portraits.”
"No, I don’t love you anymore.”
“Tie me up, keep me in your bed room.”
“They don’t save me. They don’t save you.”
"I want to be pretty but I don’t want to be clean.”
"Hung her photo on the wall and kissed it so gentle.”
ODE TO DAWN WIENER: EMBARRASSING LOVE SONGS
“You have such a beautiful face. I’ve been dreaming about it between my legs.”
“Kiss me, get me wet, give me head.”
“Make me arch my back like ice cream sundae spoons.”
“Make me fall in love with you.”
“Take me on a sticky sweet romantic date.”
“Sneak your fingers in me underneath our plates.”
“You taste like sweet apple pie.”
“Your cum is like warm milk.”
“Your red cheeks are soft as silk.”
“Pull me close and tell me that you think I’m so pretty.”
“I think you’re a jewel.”
“We can split a sundae.”
“He hit me and it felt like a kiss.”
“Sweetie, I’ll make this cute bum red.”
“Tell me what you want me to do- anything- and I will.”
“Treat me like I’ve been a real bad girl.”
“You’re a real bad girl who needs punishing.”
“You said they make fun of your body.”
“I’m going to find them. Don’t you worry.”
“I’ll make sure they’re really fucking sorry.”
“I know you don’t see what I see.”
“Anything that is beautiful people want to break.”
“Anything that is beautiful people want to break, and you are beautiful I’m afraid.”
“I would love you in any form you’d take.”
“I hope you trust me when I say you have a perfect body.”
“When I see you, I can’t find the words to speak.”
“I try to look beautiful for you.”
“It’s obvious and I get so embarrassed.”
“I’m so smitten with you and everyone knows it.”
“Do you wanna get a milkshake after the show?”
“First, I take you to a bathroom stall- give you a quick handjob.”
"Do everything I imagined I did when I masturbated and thought about you.”
"Anywhere I go I’m gonna take you with me.”
"Buy a little trailer big enough for just you and me.”
"Always fall asleep to the song of your snoring.”
"I don’t know what I did before the day I met you.”
"I don’t know what I’d do if I ever lost you.”
"Anywhere you go is the place I’ll call my home.”
"I like men who know how to eat.”
"You’re the only man I want and the only man I need.”
"I think I just found god.”
"I can’t believe I’m staring at a living angel.”
"I never believed there was a heaven till I found you.”
"I never prayed like the church always told me to.”
"You can count on me to get on my knees for you.”
"I don’t have blind faith cause I’ve got proof.”
“I know angels are real now that I’ve found you.”
"If only I could love you enough to give you what you need.”
"It’s not your body that I love but it’s the shell you’re inside of and you’re killing it.”
“You’re killing the only piece of you I can touch.”
“Please eat.”
"If only I could make you believe you deserve everything.”
“You can only starve so much before you’ll die.”
"There’s parts of you already gone I can never revive.”
"Carry me over the threshold.”
"Fuck me in the motel shower.”
“Make my makeup run like a porn star.”
"From the motel window, the signs twinkle and the stars glow.”
"I see all the places you’ve taken me and all the places we’ll go together.”
"You’re my Mickey, I’m your Mallory.”
“You’re my Kurt, I’m your Courtney.”
"You’re my Joe, I’m your Norma.”
"You’re my Clarence and I’m your Alabama.”
FLOWERS OF FLESH AND BLOOD
"Something ugly in you you also saw in me.”
"Guess we’re infected with the same disease.”
"We’re both rabid animals.”
"We were both born feral.”
"You like to play with knives and get all cut up.”
"You say you like it rough.”
"No blood for you will ever be enough.”
"You’re the darkest horse that I’ve ever seen.”
“Of all the things you fuck I’m the most empty.”
"The things you love you put into cement.”
“His coffin is not your arms. His grave is not your bed.”
"He came and shot her parents both in the head.”
"He sat her on his lap right next to his gun.”
"The love made between them using his gun.”
“Killed with it twice.”
"They executed him with her name on his lips.”
"He loved her in life just as much in death.”
"Sometimes I feel like we’re heading down the same road.”
"Sometimes I feel like we’re just like them.”
"The first hit felt like hell but now they feel like heaven.”
“They beat the shit out of you.”
“They beat the shit out of you and I’m left piecing you together.”
"I look into your eyes but I can’t find a reflection.”
"Mouth full of blood but still you beg for more.”
"I know you less now than I did before.”
"Past these fences fields stretch for miles.”
"I don’t want to get better.”
"I just want to be in your arms.”
"Hook me up to machines. Have them all breathe for me.”
"My head is getting heavy.”
"Never had you so how did I lose you?”
"I already felt you before I even knew you.”
"I could reach out and touch you, I swear. But you’re not really there.”
"You’re the ache that won’t go away.”
"We’ll never be close enough to know.”
"There is no peace in life, but only death.”
"If I believe good wombs have borne bad sons, then I have no qualms using my gun.”
"I only love the things that I can hurt.”
"I’ll shoot and break my nose from the blow.”
"What doesn’t kill me makes me wish I was dead.”
“You’re a ghost.”
“You’re a ghost of my mind.”
“I feel my lips turn blue.”
"I’d do anything to be held by you through the night.”
"Your skin turns to dust in my hands and I’m left holding onto a pile of sand.”
"I could not repair all of the damage.”
"If he’d lived he’d have grown to be wild.”
"They broke him and they beat him and break he did.”
"I cradled him through those moments of weakness.”
“He laid there for days in the cold and the wind.”
"I tried to fill up his lungs with the air from my own but he did not wake up again.”
"This is the love we all hope to find.”
"You’re supposed to bleed the first time.”
"The books, sad songs, and cinemas, they all lied.”
"Why didn’t anyone tell me love is like being fucked with a knife?”
CURDLED MILK
"The doctors saved you, but you’re still dead.”
"You would do anything to destroy the body that they rescued.”
"Lately I can’t recognize you.”
“The doctors lied when they said they saved you.”
"You’re just the shell of the boy that you’ve been.”
"You’re dying, I can feel it.”
"They pulled all the teeth out with pliers in their mouths.”
"The skin parted like petals on blossoming flowers.”
"Now we’re blood brothers. A part of me will always live in you.”
"I’ll love all your demons because now they’re my demons, too.”
"I know you’re trying to kill yourself but I’ll never let you do it.”
"I’ll take care of you forever.”
"We stained the sheets with cum and blood.”
“I’ll use this to protect you from anyone who tries to hurt you.”
"You thought you saw light but it was forest fires eating me alive.”
“I’m empty inside.”
“I will never be able to love you.”
"I fear a dead body would feel warm compared to mine.”
“You’re cold on the inside.”
“There’s a dog in your heart and it tells you to tear everything apart.”
“Your bite’s worse than your bark.”
"You ruin everything you touch and destroy anyone you love.”
"He’d hollowed out their bodies so they’d feel just empty as him.”
"You draw blood just to taste it; you hold bones just to break them.”
“You always said you hated the things you can’t control.”
"I’ve been collecting pieces of your hair, to tuck away in the locket that I wear.”
"The ghosts of the palliative care ward have been following me.”
"They’re dead but they’re still up walking around.”
“Death is pretty sweet.”
“We’re in the valley of the dead.”
"I’m not scared of death because death’s all over me.”
“I’ve been spending my time hanging out in hospital wards.”
"His medication makes him so sleepy.”
"The autumn wind carries all of the ghosts.”
“We waited till the morning when the sun did rise.”
"The moon still lingered in his weary eyes.”
"The room was dim so i doubt that he could see my cold, shaking hands and my reddened cheeks.”
"You’re so fragile, you can’t move at all.”
"I just want to touch you and I promise I won’t break you.”
"You’re so beautiful but so delicate.”
"He buried me in a farmer’s field.”
“All of those years your bones wept.”
"Gooble gobble, gooble gobble. We accept you, we accept you. One of us.”
Our tour with Elvis Depressedly and Nicole Dollanganger starts in a little less than two weeks!!! The dates are below and you can buy tickets here - http://summertimeinhell.org/
Aug 3 – Brooklyn, NY @ Market Hotel
Aug 4 – Washington, DC @ Rock and Roll Hotel
Aug 5 – Richmond, VA @ Strange Matter
Aug 6 – Chapel Hill, NC @ Local 506
Aug 7 – Atlanta, GA @ Purgatory – The Masquerade
Aug 9 – Orlando, FL @ Will’s Pub
Aug 10 – Tampa, FL @ Transitions Gallery
Aug 12 – San Antonio, TX @ Paper Tiger
Aug 13 – Austin, TX @ Sidewinder
Aug 14 – Dallas, TX @ Club Dada
Aug 16 – Phoenix AZ, @ Rebel Lounge
Aug 17 – Los Angeles, CA @ The Echo
Aug 19 – San Diego, CA @ VooDoo Lounge
Aug 20 – Anaheim CA @ Chain Reaction
Aug 21 – San Francisco, CA @ Swedish American Hall
Aug 23 – Portland, OR @ Analog
Aug 24 – Seattle, WA @ The Vera Project
Aug 26 – Salt Lake City, UT @ Kilby Court
Aug 27 – Denver, CO @ Lost Lake
Aug 28 – St Louis, MO @ The Firebird
Aug 30 – Chicago, IL @ Subterranean
Aug 31 – Detroit, MI @ El Club
Sep 1 – Cleveland @ Mahall’s
Sep 2 – Philadelphia, PA @ First Unitarian Church
Sep 3 – Boston, MA @ ONCE Ballroom
3.15.22
