#ana tingz
I got a stomach virus and that shit was (it honestly still is) beating me up. However I did lose 12 pounds in 5 days but honestly idk if I can even really be happy about that right now cause I’m SUFFERING.
Lol my new Home Screen because I wanted to put a diet as my wallpaper to motivate me but it looked weird with my old app widgets. So I ended up just making new ones, now the theme is gray and a little beige.
Tried to “recover” and gained 10 pounds. The past two days have just been me purging everything I ate. On the bright side I lost 4 pounds ☺️. It’s so annoying to lose weight that you’ve already lost. Spent the whole day catching up on alr drama I missed. Also I’m doing really good in school!! Like I made honor roll for the first time!! So instead of me thinking about food I’m going to try to focus on school and getting even better grades.
I was about to binge but i just had two pieces of brownie and stopped when i had at least 5 fast food places, cafes and shops etc around me. (Plus two frozen pizzas in the freezer) I feel guilty for the brownies but at least i stopped and if i fast for 24h i should be fine and not gain hopefully. I’ll try to burn 500 calories today as well. So far i’ve burned 272 so thats a good start (its 2 pm here)
27.03.2022
Daily Summary
Limit: 150
Calorie intake: 411
Calories Burned: 630
Total: -219
I’m not the happiest about today but could be worse i guess. I couldn’t count properly and my watch died before i got home so i could have burned more calories but idk so i hate it
24.03.22
Daily Summary
Limit: 300
Calorie intake: 287
Calories burned: 532
Total: -225
I did well today considering i had dance
23.03.22
Daily summary
Limit: 400
Calorie Intake: 506
Calories burned: 836
Total: -330
I’m not happy with how much i ate but at least worked out a lot to burn a lot! I’m scared of gaining weight tomorrow though
22.03.22
Daily Summary
Limit: 200
Calorie Intake: 219
Caloires Burned: 315
Total: -96
I didn’t hate today but i think i can always improve. Did not waste calories on hot chocolate like yesterday at least. Also weird fact about me I’m a dairy free vegetarian which makes it quite easy for me to restrict certain things!
i’ve binged. and then cut myself. great. i thought i was finally over this, but i guess i never will
all i need is a flat tummy for fuck’s shake
the amount of food i’ve consumed these past few days is insane. fuck family gatherings
i’m so tired of having to face the same problems over and over again. like seriously i’ve been struggling with my body image and relationship with food for 3.5 fucking years. i’m actually starting to believe that i will never escape this. fuck
i need to stop making up excuses to eat all the time… like fuck. how will i ever lose that weight, if i just keep stuffing my face??
what if i was skinnier?? you’d like me better then, wouldn’t you?
i feel so ashamed of myself right now and the only thing that can comfort me is starving
where’s my morning skinny??!!
i am bloated af. thanks, period.
my face is all puffy and massive and i fucking hate it
I NEED TO KEEP ON LOSING WEIGHT!!!
after all this time i’ve started feeling dizzy again. that means i’m doing fine, right?
