#body check
I’m lucky that I don’t have to go anywhere today I can b/p In the comfort of my own home.
I bought “Chinese” food to binge on since it binge day and tell me why I ate ¼ of it and got full. WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I CAN EAT THE FOOD IM NOT HUNGRY BUT WHEN I CANT MY STOMACH IS DOING THE CHA CHA SLIDE. This is bs. I’m mad now because I bought ice cream and I can’t even eat it now. Well maybe that’s good, maybe my stomach shrunk. IM STILL PISSED THO.
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/70e9b999a08a0acb6790d47cb1c0b87d/ed77535f049b1e69-8b/s640x960/7ce646dd736708685c2ec5607085a9c6b653e206.jpg)
Just consider it re living childhood (even though Ik most of us had it or still have it ROUGH)
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/aec04ec5ff2ae67df7b1c79da326bcf0/e52a451cdc67da49-6d/s640x960/4e0f079c9190984ca92a82b17602c98c4dae9bc0.jpg)
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/a0cd9accb260e65d6ac79109687e7f94/e52a451cdc67da49-df/s640x960/85edd77ac90c9b346b5e06393980189a1a3bc92c.jpg)
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/476f3e0c3cec8fe54ad4e1ac7566ae1e/e52a451cdc67da49-13/s640x960/b6428625e7e1477e102f08de49cbc1626b7d82af.jpg)
On a side note Ik exactly what I’m going to binge on, on Friday
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/cbac0cf0b0f8fbe88e8a3cbcde5849fd/e52a451cdc67da49-30/s640x960/79a3bde0b66744eaababa231bca9f72b71070962.jpg)
I’m like 100 percent sure I can eat all of these. Thought I’m also like 99.9 percent sure I’ll purge these but whatever.
Imagine having a hw of 120……..like what
120 is five pounds heavier than my gw
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/f210cbf327e2cdc200431d8715e93c46/237d72ae6ade64e5-9a/s640x960/82458027116d68d4385a9c968631bba178f2aa40.jpg)
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/05ffab6e426e59cf26a87f1f1b9660cd/2e1ddf20e110d47e-8b/s640x960/eabd44ede2091df8bb6645ca99e47ea985e4627d.jpg)
quick bodycheck without binder because it’s h o t a f and I’m lowkey dying because body dysphoria and dysmorphia have teamed up against me
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/a081d4974540dce02d14fdf2f7c76925/40323f39ea0a5d55-8f/s640x960/452244001b77b542a46df6e741697fff28051c8b.jpg)
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/4a15efe1c7761e9d4439ada7b3b85c23/40323f39ea0a5d55-11/s640x960/5c50381397203f56df7df14e7a6944dac3f0c1cc.jpg)
body checks at my aunt’s house
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/ff1f85d70371793b798cfc242921754b/9b0c0eeb3dab9dc7-1b/s640x960/cba9107320345ee49cf1adc4385a744f1f1128a9.jpg)
went into town the other day and saw my sister’s fiancé’s parents, and one of them said to me “you look like you need fattening up”
so you think I’m skINNYYYYYYYYYYY
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/4fb2b36b3f8bfa6e53237fa05d0c8113/ffb0108ef430ec3e-c9/s640x960/1f5224b45a2153eb6784787f9f85e8d4d6a7d8f5.jpg)
we love completely random bruises
WHERE DID YOU COME FROM??
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/a49670a7b14861a1f5a80a9359ca6694/f753f47f918edc6e-19/s640x960/d2c8a2cc15ce7622bbda29fcd765ecf3cf81559f.jpg)
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/58de9235c4197d899549d237b8389093/f753f47f918edc6e-e3/s640x960/9a0a2cf97faf3f2b9c88297ddc635362a3ae52d0.jpg)
checks
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/f8507dafe992f5fb63eb893c30391372/aceeb9727076c6e1-e0/s640x960/d417bd5b40b317fbf73ca82d3369106e8b77eff1.jpg)
113lbs and counting down
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/7a15f2f8fd9410f6408be14b4eadc659/1ed2cc71e6d671de-59/s640x960/dbdf4381a27c7d4e357861d90bb3debd6f0d6139.jpg)
hand check
![image](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e9ab91706e8a223505e42a216b50dbce/08c8f6a975aafe2b-15/s540x810/177acb5af90eb2ed803cae0bc7d7e6518c952d63.jpg)
drew all over it, can I post it now tumblr?
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/d9a1ed231562f9e0b4b13fa244c79949/5bf52e2510ad9340-a4/s640x960/8b9fb0d5fa97d21a2e3bacd9f9e890524923ff7c.jpg)
baggy overaaaaallls
and a size 11-12 years shirt :P
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/de0ffb7ab0715b72d2e4b419543f33d7/74a7be6c6062cf29-00/s640x960/6dc0fe0fd638e09730397f56f2f344a3fc9bc014.jpg)
full body check, feeling a little better about myself today but I know I’m gonna hate this later
sorry about the mess and the state of my hair
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/161a20149a9b76991b123d67366fc4ab/11752b5619850564-4a/s640x960/572995c62a220cda8d7fd5c2e52af41157433191.jpg)
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/8ea3f8ddf117d83855e539678c9da2ae/11752b5619850564-b5/s640x960/1692fb2e475382a6ffd73029b4bde18b262c8ad9.jpg)
hand check
check check check
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/096f67224eac7fb5f12761ec4f9911c1/e93338825860bd3d-4b/s640x960/f7d3256f39c1d06903531a5584a654f2def88613.jpg)
living off diet soda who even needs food
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/f409d2d7aac797aacbdf975371989608/d51c6b85543e8e88-e2/s640x960/427c77924fcfed233d95ea349f304b0921c47ef8.jpg)
mmm dinner
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e31786a3283f4fae8b8645786bde59c7/89e0789c615bbb41-14/s640x960/3b292c01a23ba2c48d3b965c43b3c3ba98dbfcba.jpg)
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/3f4d366bd9bc4c2ce63f09e1883d7d5b/89e0789c615bbb41-cb/s640x960/843e5d889659988566cdbd81c6ff92ccf0fe78d7.jpg)
imagine how skinny I could be without all this FAT at the top of my thighs..
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e5f96cbf491158718f1c0f46fdeea87d/ae7fa39636a7457e-29/s640x960/78308ee616020d975379b26ef461e69a40502035.gif)
so close but so fatfar
Got to stretch a little and actually see my body
Body check
(For the first time in forever)
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/0cf1e08135eca50b377fcda96841bfb6/4b0b8a514e5d7981-3d/s640x960/6045ea4de0473abdd2976f3b6eb00b940d514c5b.jpg)
![](https://64.media.tumblr.com/0409adf4bf9c9d8d85475c057518360a/4b0b8a514e5d7981-aa/s640x960/9c85b1587a817b9c3bf6b0482adbccf07219358e.jpg)
CW: 125
I think I look skinny fat :/ like just not toned so it makes me look even heavier, ya know?
I feel that at the beginning, the body positive movement was very important, it made people realize that the world of fashion imposed unhealthy thin standards instead of celebrating different bodies and beauties. But in 2020, the movement became something that I neither support nor accept. It became extremist and radical.
It has become an excuse for obese people to settle down and eat fast food every day. If an anorexic is not healthy, why is obesity accepted? People in this movement don’t even want to hear science! You can’t change basic science as your feet can’t handle a certain weight or premature death at 50 or 40 years. The internal organs are not supposed to be submerged in body fat! How difficult is it to understand this? Or that curvy girls are not obese girls?
Taking care of your body of your health is the true self acceptance and body positivism!
I will definitely receive negative comments and insults for having an opinion, but everyone has the right to have freedom of speech and to have a debate about things.
![loading](images/loading.gif)