#painful

People talk about forgiveness like it’s this nonchalant choice you suddenly make in one second before you meet your friends at Panera for lunch and not this excruciating, gradual, meticulously tended to, bloody, sweaty, insane, bone scraping, tooth grinding rebirth of the self.

never will be

a legrosszabb az egészben, hogy tudja hogy fáj, de nem tesz ellene semmit

I knew this would happen.

I want us to go back to the start, before time revealed our flaws.

You never even said goodbye.

Please, don’t leave.

Not like everyone else.

I don’t think the pain truly goes away.

Homesick for a place I have never been.

There’s never enough time.

I’m terrified to be alone.

I’m just a last resort to you.

I fear that I love too deeply for those who don’t love at all.

I sometimes wonder where I’d be if you hadn’t come along.

One of the most painful experiences is realizing that love alone is not enough.

Maybe I’m meant to attract darkness.

In your eyes, I only see lies.

I’m more scared of living than dying.