#depress

What is wrong with me? I feel like no one needs me. I’m so lonely. I fuck up everything and everyone. I’m so useless and I’m sick of it.. Give me one reason why should l stay alive..

is there even a single good reason to get up when you can just sleep forever?

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I am so incredibly close to overdosing right now, my mom keeps stressing me about my future and tells me that I am the worst person to exist and I can’t do this much longer.

I have strong painkillers downstairs and could take all of them and it’d be over.

I hope one day I can silently just disappear out of people’s lives. At this point all I’m able to do is sabotage myself and drag people down with me. Time is just gonna pass by and I’ll just keep falling behind on everything. I can’t keep up anymore