#panic disorder

talk is gold
hard gold plated
silver bullet
coral cheeks
fall into your trap
allay all your fears
i put a bug in your ear
i could use a little help
around here

When I was a child
I toyed with dirt and I fought
As a child
I killed the slugs, I bored with a bough
In their spiracle

When I was a child
Peers pushed me hard
In my head, in my neck, in my chest, in my waist, in my butt

I still beg
Please help me

When I was a child
I threw with dung as I fought
As a child
I killed all thugs and bored with a bough
In their spiracle

When I was a child
Foes pushed me hard
In my ___, in my neck, in my chest, in my waist, in my butt

I still beg
Please help me

When I was a child
I rend my tongue distraught
As a child
I killed my thoughts and bored with a bough
In my spiracle

When I was a child
Fears pushed me hard
In my head, in my neck, in my chest, in my waist
I never loved

I still beg
Please help me

I was a child
I am a child

Im Raum hier zwischen Welt und All
hör ich Klagen von Sehnsucht
Es rufen die die was verloren haben
komm gib mir zum Atmen
was von deiner Luft

Wo sind die Augen
in die ich sehen will bevor alles schwarz wird?
Wo ist der Flügel
der zu mir gehört?

But all I can see
I see somebody loneley
and me

Die Brücke brannte ziemlich lang
mehr als einmal
Jetzt kommt keiner mehr nah ran
falscher Berg und endlos
dunkel das Tal

Where is the face
I want to see forever?
where is the wing
without my feathers?

But all I can see
I see somebody loneley
and me

Can you walk on the water if I, you and I?
Be'Cause your blood’s running cold outside the familiar true to life
Can you walk on the water if I, you and I?
Or keep your eyes on the road and live in the familiar without you and I
It glows with gates of gold to true life

For our love is a ghost that the others can’t see
It’s a danger
Every shade of us you fade down to keep
them in the dark on who we are
(Oh what you do to me)
This love is gonna be the death of me
It’s a danger
‘Cause our love is a ghost that the others can’t see

We took a walk to the summit at night, you and I
To burn a hole in the old grip of the familiar true to life
And the dark was opening wide, do or die
Under a mask of vermillion ruling eyes

And our love is a ghost that the others can’t see
It’s a danger
Every shade of us you fade down to keep
them in the dark on who we are
(Oh what you do to me)
Gonna be the death of me
It’s a danger
'Cause our love is a ghost that the others can’t see

I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

And I just can’t look - it’s killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

‘Cause I just can’t look - it’s killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I can’t deny what I’ve become
I’m just emotionally undone
I can’t deny, I can’t be someone else

When I have tried to find the words
To describe this sense absurd
Try to resist my thoughts but I can’t lie

I’m losing myself
My desire I can’t hide
No reason am I for

I can’t divide or hide from me
I don’t know who I’m meant to be
I guess it’s just the person that I am

Often I’ve dreamt that I don’t wade
Enjoy the gift of my mistake
But yet again I’m wrong, and I confess

I’m losing myself
My desire I can’t hide
No reason am I for

I’m losing myself
My desire I can’t hide
No reason am I for