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عدنا… و العود أحمد …
Unraveling Isobel by Eileen Cook
—Lilllium, from In Place Of The Mirror is a Portait of You
Jennifer S. Cheng,So We Must Meet Apart; “August 24, 2018”
I feel trapped
I’ve decided to go to war.
Not with anyone in particular but with my life.
For too long I have just followed life wherever it led me,
My life took away friends, family, and opportunities from me all while I was too busy being at war with what what going on in my own head.
Now, the fear, anxiety, and depression I have that were once my enemy have issued a treaty.
And we are going to take back my life,
Together.
Why does the sun set?
The night lasts so much longer then the day.
Even though I know the sun will always come back,
The night frightens me.
As the darkens creeps in I lose sight of the future.
This all encompassing darkness hiding me from my loved ones and passions.
Still, at any moment, I know, the sun will rise.
So I will be patient, and have hope knowing that soon sunshine will wash over me again.