An exploration of Rey’s unseen grief over Ben’s death at the end of TROS.
(feat. Force Ghost Ben and a happy ending.)
preview:
The moment he is gone she forgets how to grieve.
The first and only thing she feels is pain, sharp and unyielding, like she has been run through by a lightsaber right in the soft spot at the base of her neck.
The pain fades quickly and is replaced instead by a hollowness that spreads from the centre of her chest outwards; an implacable coldness that consumes her quickly. She feels her face ease from its tormented grimace into something that might have almost been considered serene if it didn’t feel so much like a brumal death from within. She exhales softly, a light breath released from lips that have gone numb.
Her hands dazedly pat the soft material of his tunic, still warm from his body, as though she has somehow just missed him. As though she’ll still make contact with a solid form underneath and within.
Instead, all she encounters is the scrabbled ground beneath the fabric. There is no warm, breathing, living man within. It is now just an overlay for the hard unyielding rock below.
Had it truly been just moments before that she had held him in her arms, legs spread across his, their chests touching?
Was it really only seconds prior where their lips had met, held and captured, his mouth moving against her own? The feel of his fevered breath expelling from his nose and hitting her cheek as they desperately, awkwardly tasted each other for the first time? His arms hefting her, holding her, crushing her to him?
Had it even really happened?
For a moment she wonders if maybe she is dead again.
Maybe she is still dead.
Maybe she was always dead?
The feeling is the same, after all. The feeling of being trapped in that horrid liminal space where she had screamed and screamed in isolated terror, her voice singular amongst the endless stars; that inky blackness symbolizing a blank eternity.
Her throat feels raw, raw like she is still screaming although her face does not move aside from the slow descent of her eyelids, blink after painful blink.
Her breath comes out in short bursts as she scrambles up on shaky legs. At the last second she reaches down and grasps the shirt still on the ground, crumpling it up and sticking it under her arm. Her feet feel like leaden weights, knees wobbling, the coldness in her chest beginning to feel like an icy burn.
Summary:She’d thought she’d known loneliness before. The years on Jakku. Touching the reflective surface of the cave on Ahch-To. Aching for her parents. For answers.She is off Jakku now. She has her answers.And this loneliness, the loneliness of lost opportunity, of a future foretold but never realized, this is the most unbearable thing of all.
Delia is one of my favorite Reylo authors and her stories never disappoint. This is a very intense but also very beautiful journey into Rey’s grief after losing Ben in Exegol. It really feels like you’re inside Rey’s mind and feeling everything she’s feeling. It’s heavy, but also very cathartic. I can’t wait for chapter 2 (where Delia says we’ll get to the “happy parts” of the story!)
Summary:The best part of Ben Solo’s day is his visit to his local coffee shop. The fact that he can’t stop thinking about the barista who works there is completely unrelated.
Sometimes all you need is a soft and fluffy coffee shop AU.
Summary:Home, Ben has come to realize, isn’t four walls and a roof. Home is the pair of arms that hold you, the lips that kiss you goodnight, the face you see when you wake up in the morning, the person whose heartbeat is synced to yours. Home is Rey. And Rey is here (or: the one where Ben and baby go out to greet Rey).
This is one of my go-to stories whenever I’m craving canon Reylo domesticity/baby cuteness. It fills my heart with joy every single time! So adorable.
In honour of the release of the “The Last Jedi” novelization in 4 days and my blog hitting 1000 followers (which, I am beyond mind-blown, thrilled and grateful for) I am going to release my very own design of a small Reylo logo.
It has been on my laptop since November and I couldn´t wait any longer, so without further a due, here it is. My first official original non-written contribution to the Reylo fandom.
This is the “Yin and yang, black & white”version:
This is the “Colourful Mandala”version:
Do you like them? Well, if you would like, you can get them on a mug, a sticker, a tshirt and more here: https://society6.com/candidwonder
If you want any other versions (i.e. the mandala without the colours, the colours with the b&w background) please don´t hesitate to tell me in the comments or reblogs.
To all my mutuals/followers/friends: thanks for all your support and for hanging around even when my blog runs as dry as the Jakku desert.
In honour of the release of the “The Last Jedi” novelization in 4 days and my blog hitting 1000 followers (which, I am beyond mind-blown, thrilled and grateful for) I am going to release my very own design of a small Reylo logo.
It has been on my laptop since November and I couldn´t wait any longer, so without further a due, here it is. My first official original non-written contribution to the Reylo fandom.
This is the “Yin and yang, black & white”version:
This is the “Colourful Mandala”version:
Do you like them? Well, if you would like, you can get them on a mug, a sticker, a tshirt and more here: https://society6.com/candidwonder
If you want any other versions (i.e. the mandala without the colours, the colours with the b&w background) please don´t hesitate to tell me in the comments or reblogs.
To all my mutuals/followers/friends: thanks for all your support and for hanging around even when my blog runs as dry as the Jakku desert.
A redeemed Ben Solo rushes to Exegol to aid Rey in her confrontation with Emperor Palpatine. To his horror, however, he finds that Rey has turned to the Dark Side as the new Empress of the Sith…
Excerpt
“The ritual begins!” Emperor Palpatine cried out, and the mass of his devoted followers surrounding them responded with a ceremonial chant so loud and deep that the cacophony shook the very ground and resonated within Rey’s bones.
Rey had no choice. Strike him down and take her place as the new Empress of the Sith or watch her friends in the Resistance die. She may become a vessel for the Sith, but at least her friends would live another day. She’d spare them. They were nothing compared to Palpatine’s Final Order anyway.
"She will strike me down, and pledge herself as a Sith!” The lightning in the cavernous cathedral intensified and reflected against the ghoulish Emperor’s milky eyes, as if the ritual itself was producing the effect.
“She will come to me!” Palpatine boomed, and the crowd responded with a collective yell as Rey stepped closer still…
"She will draw her weapon,” the Emperor intoned. Rey’s face was a blank mask. She unhooked the Skywalker lightsaber from her belt.
"She will ignite the blade,” Palpatine continued.
Rey continued to approach. His power was hypnotic. She found herself igniting the lightsaber and raising it, unbidden, against her will.
"And with the stroke of her saber, the Jedi are dead! The Sith are reborn!”
Synopsis: Unable to focus on her Jedi training, Rey de-stresses with a little help from BB-8. Little does she know she’s being watched…
Excerpt:
“I am one with the Force, the Force is with me. I am one with the Force, the Force is with me. I am one with the Force…” This was the mantra that Rey repeated to herself as she sought to connect deeper into the Force.
Rey sighed. Meditation was a bust. It was always a bust. She couldn’t focus. She was never at peace and in tune with the Force enough to focus. Everytime she did, her thoughts would inevitably drift to him, and then she’d find herself trying to search for him.
Ben…Kylo Ren. Supreme Leader of the First Order Kylo Ren. Supreme Leader of the military cult she was fighting against as a member of the Resistance. She knew she should hate him, but for some reason she couldn’t. Maybe it was just the bond they shared through the Force. Maybe it was just the connection they shared in the hut that one stormy night on Ahch-To. Maybe it was just purely physical: he was a man, she was a woman, it was just nature, nothing more, nothing less.
Whatever it was, it was complicated.
It had been months since their last meeting, even after all those months, on opposite sides of the war, on opposite sides of the Force, Rey still found herself thinking of him, dreaming about him, worrying about him.
At times she’d find herself in the same room as him, and then she couldn’t get enough of him when they were together, and yearned for him when parted. She missed the flesh against flesh, the smells and tastes, the sights and sounds. She knew it was wrong, but the way he made her feel…
Opening her eyes and uncrossing her legs, Rey unhooked the her lightsaber from her belt and decided to run the training course that she had set up in the expansive forest terrain of Ajan Koss.
BB-8 beeped in curiosity at her feet. Rey smiled at her little droid companion. The orange and white ball-shaped droid had been quite taken to her ever since she had rescued it on Jakku over a year ago, and had frequently accompanied her as she trained and meditated, beeping encouragement at her.
Rey was angry, and not for the first time since she started this mission.
She had come all this way, halfway across the galaxy– fleeing from stormtroopers in the desert, jumping over TIEs, infiltrating First Order Star Destroyers–all for this stupid thing, stuck deep in the dingy and damp wreckage of the Second Death Star on this damp, force-forsaken jungle planet of Kef Bir.
All to find the Sith Wayfinder to lead the way to Exegol, where the supposed-to-be-dead Emperor Palpatine was waiting for them with a fleet of Imperial Star Destroyers called the Final Order, built in secret by his Dark Side cult, the Sith Eternal.
She had come all this way, and the Wayfinder just slipped from her hand, sliding across the sloped floor. She scrambled after it, desperate to reach it.
Another hand got there first, larger, black-gloved. She looked up. Kylo Ren loomed, his black cape wet with ocean spray.
By the Force. Him again.
“Look at yourself, Rey. Trying to prove to yourself and everyone that you are a Jedi, but all you continue to do is prove that you’re anything but.” Kylo hissed, holding the Wayfinder at his side. “You can’t go back to them now.”
Rey launched herself up, glowering at him. She ignited her lightsaber. “Give it to me.”
Kylo leaned closer. “I know you’ve seen the map. It’s in there…and now you’ll give it to me.”
He smiled softly. “Don’t be afraid. I feel it, too.”
“I’m not giving you anything,” Rey defiantly replied, despite her own trepidation at the spector of another mind probe.
“We’ll see,” retorts Kylo as he peers into Rey’s eyes intently to resume the probe.
She met his gaze, and his confidence begin to waver as he slams into a barrier in her mind. She does the unthinkable and enters his mind, and in that moment their minds merge as one, their innermost feelings and intentions laid bare.
A blaze of faint memories, emotions, fears, and deep desires.
Staring at each other in stunned silence, it was Kylo who spoke first.
“Perhaps…there’s more than one way to find what I seek…”
In this modern au, Rey is surprised on her birthday by her boyfriends Kylo, Ben, Matt and Randy: the Solo quadruplets.
Excerpt
Rey couldn’t believe Senator Organa made her work on her birthday, of all days. Loads and loads of paperwork, gophering, coffee runs. By the time she slogged up to her apartment, she was beat.
She never really got to celebrate her birthday much as a child, having been abandoned by her shit parents and dropped off to her even shittier Uncle Plutt at his desert junk hole. It was school and college that saved her, turning her away from a future of petty crime and landing her this lucrative government job in her early twenties–virtually unheard of–and that was due to missing a lot of birthdays, and a lot of holidays, through hard study.
That’s why she was hoping that when she finally put enough time in (and the fact that she was on more than professional terms with the good Senator, practically family) that she could finally celebrate her birthday in style, the way she never got to before.
That was probably why she had to work on her birthday, actually. Wouldn’t want to show favoritism. She had Finn and Poe on her back enough as it was.
With a sigh she put the key in the lock and turned the knob. She flipped the light on and let out a squeal of–
“SURPRISE!”
“Oh!” Rey gasped, and not just because of the unexpected surprise. “Oooh…”
They sat on their large leather sofa, all stark naked, with neat little bows tied around their rock-hard cocks. All four of her beloved Solo brothers. It was a long story, but they were all her boyfriends…
Synopsis The Sequel Trilogy reimagined with smuggler Ben Solo reluctant to take on the family mantle of Jedi in the fight against the mysterious Kira Ren and the diabolical First Order
Chapter 1: Raid on Jakku Resistance pilot Poe Dameron collects a mysterious artifact from the wise Lor San Tekka as the First Order arrives in search of the same thing…
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Chapter 2: Escape from The Finalizer As Poe is interrogated by Kira Ren, disenfranchised stormtrooper FN-2187 embarks on a daring plan to free themselves from the First Order
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Chapter 3: An Unlikely Rescue Kira Ren sends out a search party to capture the droid BB-8 and the traitor FN-2187
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Chapter 4: Niima Outpost Finley (Finn) and BB-8 venture to Niima Outpost in search for a way off of Jakku and find trouble instead
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Chapter 5: Trouble on the Millennium Falcon Finley and BB-8 learn the identity of their mysterious new friend, but they are not out of trouble yet…
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Chapter 6: Wrath of the Rathtars Negotions with invading space gangs go awry on the Millennium Falcon…
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Chapter 7: The Map
BB-8’s secret is revealed, and so is Ben Solo’s…
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Chapter 8: Takodana Finley and the Solo’s seek help from the ancient Maz Kanata; Ben Solo learns the true legacy of the Skywalkers…
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Chapter 9: The First Order Descends Ben Solo runs from his past as the First Order unleashes their attack on the galaxy
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Chapter 10: The Battle of Takodana Ben Solo encounters Kira Ren as the battle rages at Maz Kanata’s castle…
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Chapter 11: D'Qar The Resistance reconvenes on the planet D'Qar to retrieve the map from BB-8
Chapter 12: The Interrogation Kira Ren attempts to interrogate Ben Solo
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Chapter 13: Preparing for Battle The Resistance prepares to attack Starkiller Base as the First Order charges up their superweapon
Chapter 14: Starkiller Base The First Order searches for an escaped Ben Solo as Han, Chewie, and Finley arrive at Starkiller Base
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Chapter 15: The Battle of Starkiller Base The Resistance Squadron descends on Starkiller Base in an attempt to destroy it before the First Order fires their deadly weapon
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Chapter 16: The Duel Ben Solo and Finley face off against Kira Ren in the snowy forests of Starkiller as the Resistance Squadron continues to try and destroy the base
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Chapter 17: Celebration and Mourning The aftermath of Starkiller is explored
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Chapter 18: Evacuation The Resistance must flee D'Qar as the First Order comes for vengeance
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Chapter 19: Disappointment Finley wakes up from her injuries on the Raddus and Ben arrives on Ahch-To
Chapter 20: The Supremacy Kira Ren must answer to Supreme Leader Snoke and the Knights of Ren
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Chapter 21: Frustration Ben continues to try and convince Luke to join the fight against the First Order while Poe tries to reconnect with Finley
Chapter 22: Attack on the Raddus Poe is reprimanded by General Leia while the First Order emerges from hyperspace to attack
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Chapter 23: The Uneti Tree Ben happens upon an ancient tree on Ahch-To
Chapter 24: Stunned The Resistance deals with the aftermath of the First Order’s attack on the Raddus
Chapter 25: A New Plan Finley, Rose Tico, and Poe discuss a plan to strike back against the First Order
Chapter 26: Bonds Luke has second thoughts about Ben and the Jedi Order
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Chapter 27: Conflict Poe confronts Holdo; Finley and Rose travel to Cantonica; Ben awaits news from the Resistance
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Chapter 28: The First Lesson Luke gives Ben his first lesson on why the Jedi should be allowed to die
Chapter 29: Canto Bight Finleyand Rose arrive on Cantonica in search of the Master Codebreaker
Chapter 30: Hubris of the Jedi Luke gives Ben a history lesson on the Jedi and what happened that fateful night at the temple
Chapter 31: The Master Codebreaker?: Finley and Rose finally find the Master Codebreaker
Chapter 32: The Cave Ben Solo ventures into the Dark Side cave
Chapter 33: Fathier Chase Finley and Rose stir up trouble on Canto Bight
Chapter 34: Communion Kira Ren reveals what happened the night of the temple’s destruction
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Chapter 35: Sins of the Father Ben confronts Luke about the night of the temple disaster
Chapter 36: Don’t Join Finley and Rose are suspicious of their unlikely new companion, the grungy thief DJ; Poe tries to get through to Holdo
Chapter 37: Burn it Down Luke takes drastic measures to end the Jedi Order
Chapter 38: Boarding the Supremacy The unlikely team of Finley, Rose, BB-8, and DJ prepare to infiltrate the Supremacy; Ben offers to help Kira Ren turn to the Light, but Kira delivers a shocking revelation
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Chapter 39: Mutiny Poe stages a mutiny against Admiral Holdo while Finley, Rose, and DJ infiltrate the Supremacy
Chapter 40: The Evil of Snoke Kira Ren brings Ben Solo before Supreme Leader Snoke
Chapter 41: Betrayal The plan to shut down the Supremacy’s tracker goes awry
Chapter 42: Fulfill Your Destiny and Kill Your True Enemy! Ben Solo continues to defy Snoke, and the Supreme Leader tasks Kira Ren with finishing him off
Chapter 43: Rebellion Finley muses over what it means to be a rebel in the face of tyranny
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Chapter 44: Let the Past Die Ben and Kira face off against the Knights of Ren
Chapter 45: Nowhere to Run The First Order begins to wipe out the remaining Resistance escape transports
Chapter 46: Rebel Scum Finley faces off against Captain Phasma and Ben makes a decision about his future with Kira Ren
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Chapter 47: Aftermath Kira Ren makes a stunning grab for power and Chewbacca offers Ben advice
Chapter 48: The Siege of Crait The First Order seeks to destroy the last of the Resistance on the planet Crait
Chapter 49: Against All Odds The Resistance takes a last stand against the First Order
Chapter 50: A Renewed Hope Luke Skywalker provides hope for the Resistance in their darkest hour
Chapter 51: The Spark That Will Light the Fire Luke Skywalker confronts his dark former pupil as the Resistance seeks to escape with the help of Ben Solo
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Chapter 52: Regroup The Resistance licks their wounds after Crait
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Chapter 53: The Vision Ben experiences a strange vision as he continues his Force training after the Resistance resettles
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Chapter 54: Dark Clouds and Cleared Air Ben reveals to Leia that he is Force Bonded to Rey, who abandoned the name of Kira Ren and is now the Supreme Leader of the First Order
Chapter 55: The Eye of the Webbish Bog Rey ventures to Mustafar to find the source of her mysterious visions
Chapter 56: The Phantom Emperor Rey confronts the phantom Emperor Palpatine on Exegol
Chapter 57: Flashback: Palpatine’s Story Palpatine’s existence after the Battle of Endor is explored
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Chapter 58: Space Chase Finley, Poe, Chewie, and Rose receive more than expected on a supply run at the Sinta Glacier Colony while Ben tries to focus on meditation
Chapter 59: Connected Rey reaches out to Ben through the Force
Chapter 60: Threat of the Final Order The Resistance begins their new mission as the Millennium Falcon returns with a holodisk containing top-secret intel
Chapter 61: The Supreme Council Supreme Leader Rey confers with her generals as she begins her next step of galactic domination
Chapter 62: PasaanaTheMillennium Falcon arrives on the desert planet of Pasaana
Synopsis: Unable to focus on her Jedi training, Rey de-stresses with a little help from BB-8. Little does she know she’s being watched…
Excerpt:
“I am one with the Force, the Force is with me. I am one with the Force, the Force is with me. I am one with the Force…” This was the mantra that Rey repeated to herself as she sought to connect deeper into the Force.
Rey sighed. Meditation was a bust. It was always a bust. She couldn’t focus. She was never at peace and in tune with the Force enough to focus. Everytime she did, her thoughts would inevitably drift to him, and then she’d find herself trying to search for him.
Ben…Kylo Ren. Supreme Leader of the First Order Kylo Ren. Supreme Leader of the military cult she was fighting against as a member of the Resistance. She knew she should hate him, but for some reason she couldn’t. Maybe it was just the bond they shared through the Force. Maybe it was just the connection they shared in the hut that one stormy night on Ahch-To. Maybe it was just purely physical: he was a man, she was a woman, it was just nature, nothing more, nothing less.
Whatever it was, it was complicated.
It had been months since their last meeting, even after all those months, on opposite sides of the war, on opposite sides of the Force, Rey still found herself thinking of him, dreaming about him, worrying about him.
At times she’d find herself in the same room as him, and then she couldn’t get enough of him when they were together, and yearned for him when parted. She missed the flesh against flesh, the smells and tastes, the sights and sounds. She knew it was wrong, but the way he made her feel…
Opening her eyes and uncrossing her legs, Rey unhooked the her lightsaber from her belt and decided to run the training course that she had set up in the expansive forest terrain of Ajan Koss.
BB-8 beeped in curiosity at her feet. Rey smiled at her little droid companion. The orange and white ball-shaped droid had been quite taken to her ever since she had rescued it on Jakku over a year ago, and had frequently accompanied her as she trained and meditated, beeping encouragement at her.
A redeemed Ben Solo rushes to Exegol to aid Rey in her confrontation with Emperor Palpatine. To his horror, however, he finds that Rey has turned to the Dark Side as the new Empress of the Sith…
Excerpt
“The ritual begins!” Emperor Palpatine cried out, and the mass of his devoted followers surrounding them responded with a ceremonial chant so loud and deep that the cacophony shook the very ground and resonated within Rey’s bones.
Rey had no choice. Strike him down and take her place as the new Empress of the Sith or watch her friends in the Resistance die. She may become a vessel for the Sith, but at least her friends would live another day. She’d spare them. They were nothing compared to Palpatine’s Final Order anyway.
"She will strike me down, and pledge herself as a Sith!” The lightning in the cavernous cathedral intensified and reflected against the ghoulish Emperor’s milky eyes, as if the ritual itself was producing the effect.
“She will come to me!” Palpatine boomed, and the crowd responded with a collective yell as Rey stepped closer still…
"She will draw her weapon,” the Emperor intoned. Rey’s face was a blank mask. She unhooked the Skywalker lightsaber from her belt.
"She will ignite the blade,” Palpatine continued.
Rey continued to approach. His power was hypnotic. She found herself igniting the lightsaber and raising it, unbidden, against her will.
"And with the stroke of her saber, the Jedi are dead! The Sith are reborn!”
Synopsis The Sequel Trilogy reimagined with smuggler Ben Solo reluctant to take on the family mantle of Jedi in the fight against the mysterious Kira Ren and the diabolical First Order
Chapter 1: Raid on Jakku Resistance pilot Poe Dameron collects a mysterious artifact from the wise Lor San Tekka as the First Order arrives in search of the same thing…
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Chapter 2: Escape from The Finalizer As Poe is interrogated by Kira Ren, disenfranchised stormtrooper FN-2187 embarks on a daring plan to free themselves from the First Order
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Chapter 3: An Unlikely Rescue Kira Ren sends out a search party to capture the droid BB-8 and the traitor FN-2187
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Chapter 4: Niima Outpost Finley (Finn) and BB-8 venture to Niima Outpost in search for a way off of Jakku and find trouble instead
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Chapter 5: Trouble on the Millennium Falcon Finley and BB-8 learn the identity of their mysterious new friend, but they are not out of trouble yet…
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Chapter 6: Wrath of the Rathtars Negotions with invading space gangs go awry on the Millennium Falcon…
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Chapter 7: The Map
BB-8’s secret is revealed, and so is Ben Solo’s…
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Chapter 8: Takodana Finley and the Solo’s seek help from the ancient Maz Kanata; Ben Solo learns the true legacy of the Skywalkers…
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Chapter 9: The First Order Descends Ben Solo runs from his past as the First Order unleashes their attack on the galaxy
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Chapter 10: The Battle of Takodana Ben Solo encounters Kira Ren as the battle rages at Maz Kanata’s castle…
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Chapter 11: D'Qar The Resistance reconvenes on the planet D'Qar to retrieve the map from BB-8
Chapter 12: The Interrogation Kira Ren attempts to interrogate Ben Solo
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Chapter 13: Preparing for Battle The Resistance prepares to attack Starkiller Base as the First Order charges up their superweapon
Chapter 14: Starkiller Base The First Order searches for an escaped Ben Solo as Han, Chewie, and Finley arrive at Starkiller Base
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Chapter 15: The Battle of Starkiller Base The Resistance Squadron descends on Starkiller Base in an attempt to destroy it before the First Order fires their deadly weapon
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Chapter 16: The Duel Ben Solo and Finley face off against Kira Ren in the snowy forests of Starkiller as the Resistance Squadron continues to try and destroy the base
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Chapter 17: Celebration and Mourning The aftermath of Starkiller is explored
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Chapter 18: Evacuation The Resistance must flee D'Qar as the First Order comes for vengeance
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Chapter 19: Disappointment Finley wakes up from her injuries on the Raddus and Ben arrives on Ahch-To
Chapter 20: The Supremacy Kira Ren must answer to Supreme Leader Snoke and the Knights of Ren
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Chapter 21: Frustration Ben continues to try and convince Luke to join the fight against the First Order while Poe tries to reconnect with Finley
Chapter 22: Attack on the Raddus Poe is reprimanded by General Leia while the First Order emerges from hyperspace to attack
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Chapter 23: The Uneti Tree Ben happens upon an ancient tree on Ahch-To
Chapter 24: Stunned The Resistance deals with the aftermath of the First Order’s attack on the Raddus
Chapter 25: A New Plan Finley, Rose Tico, and Poe discuss a plan to strike back against the First Order
Chapter 26: Bonds Luke has second thoughts about Ben and the Jedi Order
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Chapter 27: Conflict Poe confronts Holdo; Finley and Rose travel to Cantonica; Ben awaits news from the Resistance
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Chapter 28: The First Lesson Luke gives Ben his first lesson on why the Jedi should be allowed to die
Chapter 29: Canto Bight Finleyand Rose arrive on Cantonica in search of the Master Codebreaker
Chapter 30: Hubris of the Jedi Luke gives Ben a history lesson on the Jedi and what happened that fateful night at the temple
Chapter 31: The Master Codebreaker?: Finley and Rose finally find the Master Codebreaker
Chapter 32: The Cave Ben Solo ventures into the Dark Side cave
Chapter 33: Fathier Chase Finley and Rose stir up trouble on Canto Bight
Chapter 34: Communion Kira Ren reveals what happened the night of the temple’s destruction
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Chapter 35: Sins of the Father Ben confronts Luke about the night of the temple disaster
Chapter 36: Don’t Join Finley and Rose are suspicious of their unlikely new companion, the grungy thief DJ; Poe tries to get through to Holdo
Chapter 37: Burn it Down Luke takes drastic measures to end the Jedi Order
Chapter 38: Boarding the Supremacy The unlikely team of Finley, Rose, BB-8, and DJ prepare to infiltrate the Supremacy; Ben offers to help Kira Ren turn to the Light, but Kira delivers a shocking revelation
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Chapter 39: Mutiny Poe stages a mutiny against Admiral Holdo while Finley, Rose, and DJ infiltrate the Supremacy
Chapter 40: The Evil of Snoke Kira Ren brings Ben Solo before Supreme Leader Snoke
Chapter 41: Betrayal The plan to shut down the Supremacy’s tracker goes awry
Chapter 42: Fulfill Your Destiny and Kill Your True Enemy! Ben Solo continues to defy Snoke, and the Supreme Leader tasks Kira Ren with finishing him off
Chapter 43: Rebellion Finley muses over what it means to be a rebel in the face of tyranny
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Chapter 44: Let the Past Die Ben and Kira face off against the Knights of Ren
Chapter 45: Nowhere to Run The First Order begins to wipe out the remaining Resistance escape transports
Chapter 46: Rebel Scum Finley faces off against Captain Phasma and Ben makes a decision about his future with Kira Ren
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Chapter 47: Aftermath Kira Ren makes a stunning grab for power and Chewbacca offers Ben advice
Chapter 48: The Siege of Crait The First Order seeks to destroy the last of the Resistance on the planet Crait
Chapter 49: Against All Odds The Resistance takes a last stand against the First Order
Chapter 50: A Renewed Hope Luke Skywalker provides hope for the Resistance in their darkest hour
Chapter 51: The Spark That Will Light the Fire Luke Skywalker confronts his dark former pupil as the Resistance seeks to escape with the help of Ben Solo
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Chapter 52: Regroup The Resistance licks their wounds after Crait
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Chapter 53: The Vision Ben experiences a strange vision as he continues his Force training after the Resistance resettles
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Chapter 54: Dark Clouds and Cleared Air Ben reveals to Leia that he is Force Bonded to Rey, who abandoned the name of Kira Ren and is now the Supreme Leader of the First Order
Chapter 55: The Eye of the Webbish Bog Rey ventures to Mustafar to find the source of her mysterious visions
Chapter 56: The Phantom Emperor Rey confronts the phantom Emperor Palpatine on Exegol
Chapter 57: Flashback: Palpatine’s Story Palpatine’s existence after the Battle of Endor is explored
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Chapter 58: Space Chase Finley, Poe, Chewie, and Rose receive more than expected on a supply run at the Sinta Glacier Colony while Ben tries to focus on meditation
Chapter 59: Connected Rey reaches out to Ben through the Force
Chapter 60: Threat of the Final Order The Resistance begins their new mission as the Millennium Falcon returns with a holodisk containing top-secret intel
Chapter 61: The Supreme Council Supreme Leader Rey confers with her generals as she begins her next step of galactic domination
Chapter 62: PasaanaTheMillennium Falcon arrives on the desert planet of Pasaana
In this modern au, Rey is surprised on her birthday by her boyfriends Kylo, Ben, Matt and Randy: the Solo quadruplets.
Excerpt
Rey couldn’t believe Senator Organa made her work on her birthday, of all days. Loads and loads of paperwork, gophering, coffee runs. By the time she slogged up to her apartment, she was beat.
She never really got to celebrate her birthday much as a child, having been abandoned by her shit parents and dropped off to her even shittier Uncle Plutt at his desert junk hole. It was school and college that saved her, turning her away from a future of petty crime and landing her this lucrative government job in her early twenties–virtually unheard of–and that was due to missing a lot of birthdays, and a lot of holidays, through hard study.
That’s why she was hoping that when she finally put enough time in (and the fact that she was on more than professional terms with the good Senator, practically family) that she could finally celebrate her birthday in style, the way she never got to before.
That was probably why she had to work on her birthday, actually. Wouldn’t want to show favoritism. She had Finn and Poe on her back enough as it was.
With a sigh she put the key in the lock and turned the knob. She flipped the light on and let out a squeal of–
“SURPRISE!”
“Oh!” Rey gasped, and not just because of the unexpected surprise. “Oooh…”
They sat on their large leather sofa, all stark naked, with neat little bows tied around their rock-hard cocks. All four of her beloved Solo brothers. It was a long story, but they were all her boyfriends…
Rey was angry, and not for the first time since she started this mission.
She had come all this way, halfway across the galaxy– fleeing from stormtroopers in the desert, jumping over TIEs, infiltrating First Order Star Destroyers–all for this stupid thing, stuck deep in the dingy and damp wreckage of the Second Death Star on this damp, force-forsaken jungle planet of Kef Bir.
All to find the Sith Wayfinder to lead the way to Exegol, where the supposed-to-be-dead Emperor Palpatine was waiting for them with a fleet of Imperial Star Destroyers called the Final Order, built in secret by his Dark Side cult, the Sith Eternal.
She had come all this way, and the Wayfinder just slipped from her hand, sliding across the sloped floor. She scrambled after it, desperate to reach it.
Another hand got there first, larger, black-gloved. She looked up. Kylo Ren loomed, his black cape wet with ocean spray.
By the Force. Him again.
“Look at yourself, Rey. Trying to prove to yourself and everyone that you are a Jedi, but all you continue to do is prove that you’re anything but.” Kylo hissed, holding the Wayfinder at his side. “You can’t go back to them now.”
Rey launched herself up, glowering at him. She ignited her lightsaber. “Give it to me.”
Kylo leaned closer. “I know you’ve seen the map. It’s in there…and now you’ll give it to me.”
He smiled softly. “Don’t be afraid. I feel it, too.”
“I’m not giving you anything,” Rey defiantly replied, despite her own trepidation at the spector of another mind probe.
“We’ll see,” retorts Kylo as he peers into Rey’s eyes intently to resume the probe.
She met his gaze, and his confidence begin to waver as he slams into a barrier in her mind. She does the unthinkable and enters his mind, and in that moment their minds merge as one, their innermost feelings and intentions laid bare.
A blaze of faint memories, emotions, fears, and deep desires.
Staring at each other in stunned silence, it was Kylo who spoke first.
“Perhaps…there’s more than one way to find what I seek…”
I cannot tell you how much it bugs me that the pink background, and the coloration of the second one is just ~slightly~ off.
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@kylorenvevo has been doing her makeup (BEAUTIFULLY BTW) during the quarantine / stay-at-home order, and she’s inspired me to get out of my lounge clothes and create this lil number. I haven’t done my makeup in weeks, this was a blast!
10/10 RECOMMEND DIGGING UP YOUR MAKEUP AND PAINTING YOUR FACE
