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Any horny doms need to take out their frustrations?

Please, by all means. Take them out on me. Throw me on my knees, choke me with that fat cock, treat me like an absolute slut while I cry. Hold me down, ruin my tight ass hole. Make me feel like a worthless piece of trash. Just make sure to give me all of that hot, sticky cum!

*sigh* I know not many will read this but I need to get things off my chest. I don’t know what to do about my boyfrind. We have been dating on and off for the past year or so, but I am almost always questioning the relationship.

I do like him plenty but I am kinda wishing for more. He isn’t very showy with his emotions and is very stoic. I have tried to help him be more expressive but no luck.

I have always wanted some to tease me, I may not seem like it but I love to be dominated. Yet it seems like I can’t get anyone like that. Guy or girl. (I’m bisexual)

I am so frustrated and confused about so many things. I don’t know if I should break up with him or something. I hate it.

*sigh* sorry, if you stayed to read this. Thanks. I just had to get that off my chest.

nerdygaymormon:

When he began by saying he loves everyone, I thought “Oh no, here we go, he’s about to tell a bunch of people things that sounds like he does not love them.” 

He preached that only cisgender couples sealed together in a marriage of a husband & wife will make it to the celestial kingdom. The rest of you are going to a lower kingdom. He tries to soften it by saying those are also kingdoms of glory, but it feels like the Mormon version of go to hell. ‘Get thee to a lower kingdom, the Celestial is reserved for people like us.’

Even as he talks, I think the seeds of a more expansive view are in the words but he doesn’t recognize it. For example, he talks about people being judged by their desires. 

I know many gay men who married a woman and had children but eventually things end in divorce. The desire of their heart is for what the Church teaches even though they were not made by their Creator to fit that kind of covenant between a man & wife. Many other gay people also want that sort of story but know they are not made for marriage to an opposite-gender spouse and don’t enter such a relationship. If God is judging on our desires, I don’t see how that means locked out of exaltation and eternal glory. 

I could continue on with specifics he said, but here’s the thing, he knows how this will be received, he’s given some version of this talk again and again over the years. How about talking about what is the purpose of life for trans & gay people? Talk to us about our place, what hope can we have? What possibilities are open to us?

It’s hard to hold on and feel hopeful on days like today when it feels like the top leaders gave us a boot to the face. It’s times like this I feel like I’m done, this church clearly doesn’t want me and doesn’t know what to do with queer people. I believe queer people are included in God’s Plan, but not in the Church’s version of that plan.

All I know is that God loves all of Their children and wants us to love everyone.

The first part of this talk also talked about (religious) freedom, the divinity of agency, and how important it is to have the right to choose.

…Then the rest of the talk seemed to be about, “Except not thesechoices.”

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My breakfast for today…..


I woke up earlier than expected today, mum woke me for breakfast because she’s leaving again for tomorrow and we’ll not be seeing her again for the next three weeks. She requested to have breakfast with us, since I don’t really eat and I’m on my third day of Water fasting I only want plain black coffee.


Now I feel a little frustrated because we will be out for lunch later at my grandparent’s place and everybody is there, now I don’t know what to do it’s making me anxious about stuff.

Hello and sorry for the hiatus I dont want to get to personal on here because I like to keep to myself a tad but my living situation has drastically changed in the past 4 days and I currently do not have any wifi for my pc and am unable to upload any sims folders or cc I create. Im not sure how long this will be but I am gonna still be posting as much as I can of the sims while I’m in this situation (pictures/possibly videos if I can get a Hotspot working). I luv u all and its made this whole thing better knowing I’ve met great friends in the sims community.

Mmmm I’m fingering my sweet little pussy

11:29- I’m frustrated with my sister.

11:29- I’m frustrated with my sister.


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About last night

I work retail in aus, and as grateful as I am to still have my job, I have reached a very important conclusion.

Old men should not be able to leave the house.

Like in general, after the racism and general gross stuff, but like during all this?

Like no please dont spit on your fingers before giving me cash which really you have no excuse for still paying in, now i have to tell you off and spray it all with alcohol

please don’t stand on top of me or other customers, now I have to tell you off again

please don’t buy two times the amount all the signs say you can, now I have to tell you off

If you know old men who are leaving the house, maybe please tell them off so all us retail workers don’t have to, and offer to get what they need for them.

They’re the most at risk and apparently also the most stupid when it comes to this, so look out for them. As much as it’s fun to joke natural selection and there go the boomers, it’s still probably someones grandpa.

End of rant, just jesus this thing is proving how stupid people are.

ALSO DONT USE IT AS AN EXCUSE TO BE AN ASSHOLE TELL THEM NICELY TO STAY INSIDE OR STEP BACK 

Why are the majority of people on dating sites either:

- Only on there to promote their Instagram.

- Twice the size of me.

- Look 10 years older than they are.

- Think alcohol and drugs are personality traits (and that’s somehow a good thing??).

- Have tattoos/piercings covering their whole body.

- Super overly religious, to the point of wanting to marry God/Jesus instead??

- Want hook-ups or not serious at all about a relationship.

- Fake/scammer/spammers/liars.

- Don’t know how to hold a conversation.

Are there any normal people out there like me who actually want a serious long term relationship??

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Anyone else having tablet issues because of the Windows update, or know how to fix it?

whether my tablet wants to work or not is seemingly chosen at random. Sometimes it’s fine, sometimes it does nothing despite the light registering that it’s on

I’ve been trying to work on commission and print stuff for weeks now but my tablet it being a huge pain. It’s a new tablet, too! I’ve only had it a few months.

It basically focuses on the premise that sugar is more addictive than cocaine and because it’s legal for all ages, it contributes to childhood obesity.

They also show immorality of food corporations advertising to kids specifically. The babies who start drinking formula with added sugars and the kids who are influenced by ads on tv get addicted to sugar at an early age and don’t even stand a chance. Looking back on my childhood, I’m glad my mother and grandparents were educated enough to start me off with a healthy childhood. I never watched tv (so no enticing food commercials) and never ate potato chips, juice boxes, or soda. My mother didn’t give us money for school lunch, so I was spared in that way too (we ate power bars).

I’m frustrated with the public school lunches shown in Fed Up because they literally serve Pizza Hut pizza, McDonalds burgers and fries to the kids. But even if parents can’t change the good their kids get in school, you’d think they could make sure breakfast, snack, and dinner were healthy. There’s a girl on the documentary who is obese at 12 - she is too young for weight watchers, so her parents decided that they could help her lose weight (mainly by increasing exercise, not cleaning up her diet). The mother buys low fat products etc. but there are shots of the girl eating Nutella (with the mother in the background!!) and burgers and fries. And the child is surprised and depressed by the fact that she hasn’t lost any weight.

Hopefully the obese children and their families interviewed in the documentary have actually watched it because as a vegan in my ealry 20s, I’m very removed from the world of children and of fast food, yet I’m saddened and frustrated by the whole thing.

Ok rant over - I only have power over what I do. I am going to cut down on the zero calorie sodas I drink with alcohol and look more closely at the sugar content in my food.

When you film an amazing 12 minute long porn video and then have to deal with uploading it to multiple platforms because it’s 1.5GB

Oh I’m sorry person-in-authority. I didn’t realize you were calling a meeting to take the frustration of your miserable day out on us. Terribly wrong of me to assume we were going to have a rational discussion at least this time.

Why isn’t there a Gulabi Gang in Pakistan? We adopted so many things from India and Hindu culture.. why couldn’t that have been one of those things? I’ll call it…. “Weed Out Stoners.”

This mood when I feel my dried tears on my cheeks and I neither want to live nor die.

That moment when you lie in bed and realize that you have no one to talk to.

My heart is pounding and my thoughts are circling. Life gives me anxiety.

I thought I was doing better.

But then there was that one comment.


By a stranger.


And now I’m reliving all the traumatic feelings. The rape. The kidnapping. Everything.


Drowning. Just drowning by myself.

All I wanted was you to be mine. Now you’re mine and all I feel is anxiety.

It’s all messy: the hair, the bed, the words, the heart. Life.

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Please stop breaking my heart over and over again.

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