wanting to go back to easily restricting under 800 a day

panera bread broccoli cheddar soup is abt 240 cals per cup which isn’t bad so that’s a good option if you have to eat something there !

02/19/21

i get braces today so i’m probably gonna fast for at least 48 hours and my mom won’t even question it!

wow so i’m back

boy has it been a long time…. anyways i ain’t gonna talk abt why i’m back LMFAO

i hate myself

~daily entry~

•july 2nd 2021•

today was better than yesterday. Wouldn’t even hv ate today if my mom didn’t make me stay downstairs with her. lost my control and ate :/

i think it’s okay tho bc i had a semi-healthy dinner with lots of protein. it also filled me up a lot which feels disgusting but ik i’ll still weigh less in the morning. i moved some furniture today and i’m sure that burned a lot of cals. disappointed that i ate bc i wasn’t even hungry.

~what i ate~

• few bites of steak
• 4 small grilled mushrooms w/ cheese
• banana baby puffs

total calories: <400

hey guys ! sorry i have been so absent… but i am back and worse than ever ! anyways… to keep me on track i’m going to do daily entry’s and all that. i feel like it keeps me focused and i do better lol

holy sh*t it’s been so long… i’m back to 156 and i’m going to the fucking beach in 6 days… if i fast and restrict HEAVY until then how much weight do y’all think i could loose….

GW2 REACHED !!

as of this morning i weighed in at 149 !! yeehaw !!!

new GW3 is 140 pounds

hopefully i can get to 140 soon so i can be ready for hot whether

YUHH

IM .6 POUNDS FROM MY SECOND GOAL WEIGHT ⁉️

omg i’ve been doing so good lately i’m so proud of myself

cw: 154.6

i gained a few pounds last week and got to 157 again so i’m really glad that i’m back down after a few days of fast and restriction.

i kinda have the urge to binge and i’m so scared i’m gonna fuck everything up

help lol

day 3 of fast

sorry i didn’t post when i started my fast lol it was kinda accidental

but anyways yeah this is the longest i’ve ever lasted so hopefully i can finish today and make it a FULL three days

wish me luck

tbh, i think cup of noodles is becoming a new safe food, it’s only 290 cals AND it’s really filling for me. it also satisfies my craving for salty food and junk food (even tho it is kinda junk food lolz)

155.6 pounds today :/

it’s been 6 days and i’ve only lost about 2 pounds. i guess that’s good with easter and and stuff but i am starting to get really anxious about summer.

my mom told me to pick out bathing suits and she told me to pick out some bikinis that i like… i’m so scared. i really need to get myself under control and loose at least 20 pounds before i have to wear a bathing suit.

WEIGH INNNN

IM 157 WHICH IS MY LOWEST WEIGHTTTT

FUCK YESSSS

FINALLY REACHED THE 150s!!!

i lost two pounds in a day from fasting so i’m gonna try to fast again today, or as long as i can last

i’m officially past my first goal weight!!!

y’all i been slacking

i only gained .4 pounds cuz i was still watching what i ate but just not as good

soooo i’m still only 1.8 pounds away from my first goal weight and i’m ready to get back on track and stop being fat :))

no way !!!

i’m only 1.2 pounds away from my first goalweight!

omg i’m so excited to get into the 150s !!!!

sorry i’ve been inactive :/

my mom is on my ass about grades and it’s been so overwhelming. AND my friend called me a fat ass today

it’s almost spring and i’m still a fat bitch

broke my plateu !

all i had to do was take a

shit

02/23/21

UGH i hit a plateau. i’ve been at 166 for almost a week.

somebody plz help and give tips