#bulim1a

help !! my friend wants to go out for lunch today and i wanted to fast ughhh

japierdole..

moja mama kazała mi zjeść przy niej śniadanie, które zrobiła i obiad, bo nie widziała żebym jadła cokolwiek od wczoraj..

były to dwa tosty z czekoladą, dżemem i bananem. obliczyłam i wyszło jakieś 669 kalori!! jestem załamana.. pierogi to samo, jakieś 235..

zwymiotowałam trochę po czasie, bo akurat wyszła, ale wciąż jest to jakaś tragedia. przynajmniej rano ważyłam 43,3kg więc waga spadła o kilogram.

już nic nie zjem do końca dnia i jak jutro wyjdę ze znajomymi to nie będę musiała też jutro.

spaliłam jak narazie 121kcal, ale zamierzam przynajmniej połowę z tego co zjadłam.

trzymajcie się kochan*

boże jestem okropna. mówiłam sobie, że nie zjem nic dopóki waga nie pokażę 42kg. i co? zjadłam dwie kromki chleba (157kcal), pierniczka (38kcal) i trochę podjadłam surowego ciasta do babeczek.. nie wiem ile mogło być kcal z tego ale podejrzewam, że jakieś 50. zwymiotowałam tyle ile mogłam, ale wciąż jakaś tragedia. chyba zacznę jakąś dietę, żeby nie rzucać się na jedzenie. i tak jest lepiej, bo się powstrzymałam od zjedzenia całego opakowania pierników. nie poddaję się!

butterflyanaa:

I may not have friends irl but I always have ed tumblr

THIS, I LOVE YALL <3

questions for the ED community

1) does anyone in your family know about your disorder?

2) have you ever been for outpatient therapy?

3)have you ever been for inpatient therapy?

4)how long have you had your ed for?

5)do you consider your ED something of a friend?

6) what does it feel like to actually be at your gw

7)if you could be anything in the world other than “skinny” what would it be? (childhood dreams etc)

8) does anyone else in your family have eds?

9)have you hit rock bottom of your ed, if so why was it your rock bottom?

10)how has your eds effected your relationships?

11)what have you had to give up for your ed?

featherlight4:

ahajdjjgghh

ASK ME SHIT PEOPLE

today’s log:

breakfast/brunch: mixed berries with scrambled eggs and chicken

with my gf i had this weird alcohol thing and a tiny peice of pie her mom made me eat lmao

yesterdays log:

long hike to make up for yesterdays unconscious intake

dinner with fam: 1 chicken wing

1 chicken sausage

2 ribs

1 toasted sandwich

todays log:

today was kind of a failed restriction day for me :( not a binge but did over eat

7 or 8 buttermilk rusks

soy hot chocolate

2 hotdogs and one vienna

gonna go cry now

~daily entry~

•july 2nd 2021•

today was better than yesterday. Wouldn’t even hv ate today if my mom didn’t make me stay downstairs with her. lost my control and ate :/

i think it’s okay tho bc i had a semi-healthy dinner with lots of protein. it also filled me up a lot which feels disgusting but ik i’ll still weigh less in the morning. i moved some furniture today and i’m sure that burned a lot of cals. disappointed that i ate bc i wasn’t even hungry.

~what i ate~

• few bites of steak
• 4 small grilled mushrooms w/ cheese
• banana baby puffs

total calories: <400

Me da mucho miedo mirarme al espejo, pero mi cuerpo me obliga.

Cada que como, siento que son kilos y kilos que aumentó.

Cuando se acabara esto?

~Killer

You know its bad when you use the skeleton in your biology class for thinspo

Ahhhh im at my lowest weight!❤

Bruh i had a cheese sandwich yesterday and i still lost weight?! Make it make sense please

Omg i’ve never been under 110lbs (50kg) BUT NOW IM SO CLOSE TO IT IM SO HAPPYYY

Someone take away my therapy privileges, she gon send me to a mf mental hospital

Cant wait to have that euphoric feeling again when you’re starving. This shit is almost better than drugs

I just dont wanna ever eat again

This is ur sign to eat more protein

I have sm more energy like iss crazy and it fills me up !!

Damn i really havent been activeee :/ but autumn is really giving me tumblr 2014 vibes so heres a pic of my outfit. I hope you guys are doing good! (dont mind my messy room lol)