#sweetsp0
wanting to go back to easily restricting under 800 a day
i know i must be doing something right because rings now fall off my fingers when i wear them
Okay but… real pain is when your biology class ruins a safe food by explaining what it does to your body
And then your fatass goes on a full-on carb binge anyway
I apologize to my followers lmao I just randomly get depressive episodes and ✨dip✨
I should post more, sorry lol
For my fellow baggy clothes hoes -
Does anyone else have a scene playing in you head that goes like this: you constantly wear loose clothes so no one can see your body or how skinny you get and then one time you wear something that reveals your body and BOOM you’re tiny as hell and people didn’t expect you to look like that but now they’re jealous
Like is that just me or…?
don’t you hate when your ED causes you to drink more caffeine to suppress your appetite which causes your anxiety to get worse which makes your ED get worse to cope with the anxiety so you drink more caffeine to suppress your appetite and your anxiety gets worse because of the caffeine and it just goes on like that
Me: *tries to talk about my emotions so I can cope with it a little better*
My friends: *completely ignore me every time I try to open up*
Me: ok then time to go back to destroying my body to cope, thanks guys
How do people genuinely forget to eat? I am constantly thinking about when I’m going to eat next
Love how I tell other people to “stay safe ❤️” while I literally only had a sugar free energy drink, a mint, and a piece of gum today
Imagine actually reaching your goals instead of losing and gaining the same 5 pounds all the damn time
Couldn’t be me
My friend: how was your day?
Me, knowing I can be honest: tbh not great, I’ve been crying a ton
Her: wanna talk about it?
Me: *talks about it*
Her: *leaves me on read*
Like excuse me wtf, why do people do this
I love when teachers ask this in the beginning of the year. Jokes on you, it’s none.
Someone please take away my mirror, I cry every time I look in it but don’t have the willpower to get rid of it
Due to personal reasons, I will not be leaving the house, even after quarantine, because I hate my body and I’m ugly
Anyone else have designated ‘crying while body checking’ songs or is that just me…?
Lmao why do people follow me I’m just a sad bitch with food issues
No one:
Literally no one:
Me: I’m gonna get skinny. For real. Like deadass. It’s gonna happen this time. And when it happens, it’s over for all of you bitches.
Also me, the next day:
Let me get this straight… so you’re telling me that normal people would feel insulted if they were called anorexic?
Dude I’d kill to have a body worth being called anorexic
Going on a trip in a few weeks. Time to really crack down and get ✨skinni✨
When your sister starts trying to lose weight and starts making a million comments about food and calories and not being allowed to eat certain things so now your ED is going insane because you have to be better than her
