#tw su1c1d3
it looked like i was losing weight but the scale is telling me otherwise.
one day ill be small enough.
Wish I was not as much as a coward so I could kill my self
Low key want too off myself. It sucks.
Suicide trigger warning - no detail, just mentioning it in reference to coping skills
I’m very much the type of person who puts others wants and needs above my own and as much as that has made my life so much harder I have found one way to use it to a little bit of my advantage. If I catch myself having (serious) suicidal thoughts, I say stuff like “but your boss would be so inconvenienced if you couldn’t make your shift this weekend” or “do you know how hard it would be for your roommates to find someone to clean you up? That would be so stressful for them” Honestly, it’s not great and there are way better coping skills but sometimes if you’re already in a really negative headspace, the only thing that makes sense is more negativity. I’ll get to the positive stuff when I can, but this works for now.
Tw: S*icide
If you support people sending or making posts about others that someone should end their own lives.
Unfollow me rn.
I don’t care about who is right and who is wrong. Making posts about someone should end their own lives and being angry or cheerful about is HIGHLY unacceptable, disturbing and no laughing matter what’s so ever. WE ALL SHOULD KNOW THAT BY NOW. There is no fucking excuse for it. People actually end their own lives, even it’s the littlest of things. The fact some make excuses about how funny it is to say those things is DISGUSTING. I’ve lost someone online long ago and I will never forget it. If you read this and brush it off. It says a lot about you than anything. You don’t care about people. You are worse than garbage.
Be actual better people.
