#tw sui ideation
it looked like i was losing weight but the scale is telling me otherwise.
one day ill be small enough.
credit to borderline.bunny on instagram
“I can’t deceive myself that out of the bare stark realization that no matter how enthusiastic you are, no matter how sure that character is fate, nothing is real, past or future, when you are alone in your room with the clock ticking loudly into the false cheerful brilliance of the electric light. And if you have no past or future which, after all, is all that the present is made of, why then you may as well dispose of the empty shell of present and commit suicide.”
-Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
a/n: because I’m sad, have these. please do not steal as your own!!
tw: mention of suicidal ideations. if you’re triggered easily, please keep scrolling; these prompts aren’t lighthearted.
- “I used to think it would be better to suffer in silence, but it’s worse.”
- “This morning I wanted to killmyself!”
- “I don’t want your pitty, just leave me alone.”
- “No one understands.”
- “I am always five seconds from killing myself. All the time.”
- “I think there’s something wrong with me.”
- “You think that’s selfish – but all I want to do is stop the hurting. You’re the selfish one for wanting to keep me here!”
- “You been in bed all day. You should eat.”
- “So, what – am I not allowed to be depressed? It’s okay for you to get angry, but I can’t even sleep in for a couple more hours?”
- “My hands are soft because my heart isn’t.”
happy pride
want to die
