GAM3 BO1!

a rq doodle of some sorts .. also lets pretend that ps controllers have a yellow square button .. lmao

++ very much inspired by their perf in the concert tonight n i love their fits so much so here’s .. whatever this is yay

GAM3 BO1!

a rq doodle of some sorts .. also lets pretend that ps controllers have a yellow square button .. lmao

++ very much inspired by their perf in the concert tonight n i love their fits so much so here’s .. whatever this is yay

Scoups: “I wasn’t expecting this, but it is pretty damn amazing.” 

Jeonghan: “Yeah that’s right. My jagiya knows what her oppa likes and when he likes it.” 

Jun: “What a pleasant surprise this is. Junhui likes.” 

Woozi: “Oh jesus, what is this girl trying to do to me?” *freaks out*

Hoshi: “I don’t know whether to yell at her for doing this when I’m with my hyungs, or reward her for it.” 

Mingyu: *gif explains itself*

DK: “She really wants to do this now? No problem.”

Wonwoo: *doesn’t know what to think*

Joshua: “Aish, this girl is gonna get me in trouble.” 

~AdminC 

A/N: this is my first gif reaction so forgive me if it isn’t what you wanted agh ><

S. Coups:

He’d watch you sway your hips as you were showing off those revealing high fashion clothes and dirty thoughts would run through his mind uncontrollably. He’d  imagine how he’d roam his hands all over those sexy, bare thighs tonight and lick his lips as a result. A problem would start to form inside his pants and he has to suppress thoughts about how he’d lay you on the bed and ravish you wildly after the fashion show.

Jeonghan:

Jeonghan would be much like coups and would have trouble to suppress his naughty thoughts. He watched you walk down the runway, confident and fierce, your swaying  hips, short skirt and high heels driving him crazy. It’d take every ounce of his strength not to jump on the catwalk, kidnap you and pull you into an empty room to just take you right then and there. He bites his bottom lip hard to keep from doing so. When you’d glance in his direction to see his reaction, he’d throw you lustful looks, letting you know you’ll be in for a ton of fun tonight.

Joshua:

Joshua is a cutiepie, he’d be completely mesmerized by your appearance, totally captivated by the way you moved and feeling lucky you wanted to be with him. He’d be so proud of you and how you own that catwalk. When you’d look in his direction, you’d only find loving and adoring looks on his face. He couldn’t stop thinking about how gorgeous you look and how much he wants to press his lips on yours.

Jun:

Jun would be the cutest omg. He’d see you playing the crowd, blowing kisses as you showed off those expensive designer clothes that fit your body like a glove. You’d look in his direction, smile and throw a cheeky wink at him and he’d be left baffled. Was your wink meant for him? He’d look around him, trying to find someone your wink could’ve been directed at but it seemed you meant him after all. He couldn’t believe you just openly flirted with him omg. 

Hoshi:

Soonyoung would be cool about it, or at least act like he was. He’d watch you carefully, taking in every step you’d take and would try to seem cool and composed while he was actually getting turned on as hell. He’d try not letting it show, scared he’d break your concentration if you’d look his way. Dirty thoughts would run through his mind, something got hard in his pants but his face wouldn’t give anything away. Damn that boy.

Wonwoo:

Wonwoo would be adorable. He’d watch you walk down that runway, glamorous, gorgeous and confident and think he’s in heaven or something. He’d be completely drawn to the way you moved, like you put a spell on him. He couldn’t take his eyes off of you for one second, a gasp would leave his lips as you’d turn around and look his way, smiling and winking at him.

Woozi:

Ahw look at this innocent fluffball! He’d be very surprised seeing this totally new side of you: confident, fierce and sexy. He was used to cute, smol you so this was all very new to him, getting him all shy about it. He wouldn’t be able to hold back nervous smiles and giggles when you’d look in his direction. But would he like this new side of you? Hell yes he would! He’d even like to see it more now!

DK:

This doesn’t come as a surprise i guess. The little shit would be smiling widely through the entire thing, feeling invincible as he knew you’re his while everyone in the crowd would be thirsting after you and it gave him immense pleasure. ‘Yeah that’s right, that gorgeous godess is mine, tough luck everyone!’

Mingyu:

Mingyu. Sigh. This one. Mingyu would certainly likey-likey what he’d see in front of him. And he wouldn’t keep it a secret at all. This boy is thirsty af and seeing you in those tight clothes and high heels only made it worse. You’d look in his direction to see his reaction, only to find him nodding his head like an idiot and licking the little bit of drool from the corner of his mouth. You’re in for a lot of touchies after the show.

The8:

Minghao, the cheeky little bastard. Watching you would make him absolutely euphoric and cheerful but as soon as you’d look in his direction he’d attack you with one of those irresistable winks, which he knew would make you weak. He’d make it seem like he was the one teasing you while he already had a problem in his pants from the moment you got on the catwalk.

Seungkwan:

Seungkwan omg this one is so much fun. Poor baby. He’d be completely overwhelmed by your appearance, he’d never seen you so sexy before. He’d be startled af and would have trouble handling all the feelings and emotions that would suddenly run through his mind and body. He’d start breathing heavily as he’d get turned on like there was no tomorrow, just from seeing you dressed like a sexy godess and walking down the catwalk, swaying your hips. You’d look in his direction and smile and he’d be done.

Vernon:

This. Way too handsome. Little. Shit. omg. He’d be like totally into it you know, yeah watching you parade down that runway, fiercely and confident and most of all hella sexy. Hansol would very much likey. When you’d look in his direction, he’d mouth your name and throw you a hand heart, supporting you and at the same time making you weak with his sexy expressions. He’d know exactly what he was doing. Damn you, vernon.

Dino:

Ahw, cutie! Just like woozi, he’d be completely surprised by this hella sexy side of you but he’d be just like ‘Wow, jagi!’ instead of getting shy. You’d see his gaping mouth and big eyes as he watched you sway your hips sexily and you’d smile at his cute reaction. But now you triggered something so prepare for requests such as dressing more sexy when you’re with him or like private fashion shows for him alone. You made this cutie have dirty thoughts, shame on you!

- Admin E

if you can’t tell I love these AUs

Seungcheol (S.Coups) - Son of Ares - God of War

• a strong and courageous leader
  
• cares about the boys that fall under his leadership (not just the other members, but also others they trained with like Samuel)
  
• very muscular (just look at his thighs)
  

Jeonghan - Son of Aphrodite - Goddess of Love and Beauty

• the prettiest boy to ever exist
  
• seriously is there any haircut or outfit that doesn’t look amazing on this boy?
  
• has every other member whipped for him - Seungcheol, Joshua, and Dino especially - not to mention the fans
  

Joshua - Son of Athena - Goddess of Wisdom, Courage, and Inspiration

• can speak five different languages (english, korean, japanese, chinese, and spanish)
  
• moved across an ocean without his family to pursue a career as an idol
  

Jun - Son of Nike - Goddess of Victory

• Jun just seems like he’d be naturally good at whatever he tries (not that he doesn’t/won’t put in effort)
  
• could have continued his acting career and would probably have been very successful, chose to move to a new country to pursue singing instead
  

Soonyoung (Hoshi) - Son of Hephaestus - God of Blacksmiths and Fire

• does creating choreography count as working with his hands?
  
• Hoshi is real fit, I can see him fitting in with mechanics and the like
  

Wonwoo - Son of Persephone - Goddess of Springtime and Queen of the Underworld

• a sweet, happy boy
  
• makes my heart melt when he smiles
  
• can look quite intimidating though
  
• everyone’s favorite emo boy
  

Jihoon (Woozi) - Son of Hermes - God of Messengers, Thieves, Travelers, and Merchants

• can do everything - singing, dancing, rapping, writing lyrics, composing, playing instruments, you name it
  
• looks super adorable but is actually quite sly and sneaky
  
• not afraid to take a bitch down
  

Seokmin (DK) - Son of Apollo - God of the Sun, Archery, Music, and Healing

• likes to spend his time making sure the other members are happy
  
• so full of energy
  
• his smile is infectious
  
• have you ever heard this boy’s voice like damn
  
• those high notes though
  

Mingyu - Son of Poseidon - God of the Sea

• the very definition of long, tan, and handsome
  
• does anyone else remember those meme pictures of him in the pool with the flowery swim cap?
  
• other than that it just seems like the right fit
  

Minghao (The8) - Son of Hebe - Goddess of Youth

• even with his recent glow up he still has a bit of a baby face
  
• tbh I don’t think he’ll ever look anything other than younger than he really is
  
• his precious giggle and smile make everyone around him so happy
  

Seungkwan - Son of Iris - Goddess of Rainbows

• let’s face it, if any member was the son of the rainbow goddess, it would be Seungkwan
  
• boy is sassy and not afraid to stand his ground
  
• does his amazing vocal ability count as good communication skills?
  

Vernon - Son of Dionysus - God of Wine, Parties, Madness, and Theatre

• I’m just picturing that shot from the Adore U music video with Vernon and Dino sitting in the plants
  
• something about Vernon makes me think he could throw some killer parties
  

Chan (Dino) - Son of Demeter - Goddess of the Harvest, Agriculture, Seasons, and Fertility

• again, that one shot of him and Vernon in the music video for Adore U
  
• could potentially control plants with his amazing rap skills
  
• is a sweet little flower himself, so it would make sense that his godly parent would be associated with them
  

I hope you guys either also love these songs or have never heard them before but will love them after listening!

Seungcheol (S.Coups)

“I’ve never been good with words - well, at least not the sweet kind. Somehow when she’s around, it’s like I just lose my mind.” (Junior Doctor, Uh Oh)

Jeonghan

“Just another day of growing up, I get stuck in my romance and I can’t win no matter what I say, but you love me anyway.” (The Mowgli’s, Love Me Anyway)

Joshua

“Cross the ocean, take your chance. Find yourself a man. Someday I’ll understand what we held between our hands, but I remember breathing easy. Do you remember breathing easy?” (YØUTH, Breathing Easy)

Jun

“And I just want to be sum of your broken parts. And I just want to be your creature of the dark.” (The Wombats, Be Your Shadow)

Soonyoung (Hoshi)

“I could dance all night like I’m a soul boy, but I know I’d rather drag myself across the dance floor. I feel like dancing on my own where no one knows me and where I can cause offence just by the way I look.” (Belle and Sebastian, There’s Too Much Love)

Wonwoo

“I’ll be your new favorite tune, I’ll be your black cloud by June, but only when you miss the rain like I miss you.” (Waterparks, Stupid for You)

Jihoon (Woozi)

“I was sitting in a field of pine trees coaxing the words from the earth and the dirt and I sought a muse but the words just wouldn’t come.” (Ezra Vine, Celeste)

Seokmin (DK)

“You know how they say you got the real thing when nothing else matters? I love you like that.” (Dagny, Love You Like That)

Mingyu

“Got a minute, got a moment, got a radio song. Gonna do what we can do before this night is gone. Say you’re with me, say you want it, say you need it bad. Yeah we’re goin’ all in getting what we had.” (Plaid Brixx, The Greener Side)

Minghao (The8)

“I want to believe in time travel, that one day I’ll come back for you, find you in the campus library aisles and I’d say ‘Oh my ancient Mars’.” (The Zolas, Ancient Mars)

Seungkwan

“I close my eyes and dream about a sunny holiday. I wish that I was beachin’ down on Saint Tropez, or sitting in the lobby at the fabulous Pierre with diamonds on my fingers and not a single care.” (Caro Emerald, Stuck)

Vernon

“Baby, I ain’t got no money, all I got is time and I’m gon’ spend that time on you, but when they pay me and I can buy the sunshine take you away, we’ll drink champagne while holed up in a room and I’ll spend my summer on you.” (PRETTYMUCH, Summer on You)

Chan (Dino)

“You never saw me, you never did, though I tried, and tried, and tried to get you to notice. I think I’ll always love you, I just might. Oh, I think I’m gonna love you until the day that I die.” (Jukebox the Ghost, Sound of a Broken Heart)

this was actually really hard to do because I wanted to include so many more songs that I love. it’s okay though, because I’ll probably just do a part two of this, maybe for other groups

I gotta show some love for my boys but I also gotta be emo so this happened

Seungcheol (S.Coups)

“I think that if I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won’t tell them that people are starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn’t change the fact that they were upset. And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact that you have what you have.”

Jeonghan

“If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don’t want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it, too. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me.”

Joshua

“I just want you to know that you’re very special… and the only reason I’m telling you is that I don’t know if anyone else ever has.”

Jun

“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.”

Soonyoung (Hoshi)

“Standing on the fringes of life… offers a unique perspective. But there comes a time to see what it looks like from the dance floor.”

Wonwoo

“It’s strange because sometimes, I read a book, and I think I am the people in the book.”

Jihoon (Woozi)

“And I thought about how many people have loved those songs. And how many people got through a lot of bad times because of those songs. And how many people enjoyed good times with those songs. And how much those songs really mean. I think it would be great to have written one of those songs. I bet if I wrote one of them, I would be very proud. I hope the people who wrote those songs are happy. I hope they feel it’s enough. I really do because they’ve made me happy. And I’m only one person.”

Seokmin (DK)

“There’s nothing like deep breaths after laughing that hard. Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for the right reasons.”

Mingyu

“We didn’t talk about anything heavy or light. We were just there together. And that was enough”

Minghao (The8)

“And all the books you’ve read have been read by other people. And all the songs you’ve loved have been heard by other people. And that girl that’s pretty to you is pretty to other people. And that if you looked at these facts when you were happy, you would feel great because you are describing ‘unity’.”

Seungkwan

“Please believe that things are good with me, and even when they’re not, they will be soon enough. And I will always believe the same about you.”

Vernon

“So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.”

Chan (Dino)

“I walked over to the hill where we used to go and sled. There were a lot of little kids there. I watched them flying. Doing jumps and having races. And I thought that all those little kids are going to grow up someday. And all of those little kids are going to do the things that we do. And they will all kiss someone someday. But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding were always enough, but it isn’t.”

I promise I’ll post more actual fics soon, I just gotta convince myself to actually write some.

for those who don’t know, i’m lowkey obsessed with studio ghibli movies

Seungcheol (S.Coups)

“There’s no future for people who worship the future and forget the past.” (From Up On Poppy Hill)

Jeonghan

“I say we start with desserts and go backwards. It’s been a backwards kind of day!” (Ponyo)

Joshua

“Once you meet someone, you never really forget them. It just takes a while for your memory to come back to you.” (Spirited Away)

Jun

“You cannot alter your fate. However, you can rise to meet it.” (Princess Mononoke)

Soonyoung (Hoshi)

“Whenever someone creates something with all of their heart, then that creation is given a soul.” (The Cat Returns)

Wonwoo

“Life, as they say, has its ups and downs. At times, the waves may taunt you, tossing you in their swells. But take heart. It’s hard to stick with it and make it on your own. But even a couple of losers can survive most things if they’re together.” (My Neighbors the Yamadas)

Jihoon (Woozi)

“We each need to find our own inspiration. Sometimes it’s not easy.” (Kiki’s Delivery Service)

Seokmin (DK)

“Everybody, try laughing. Then whatever scares you will go away!” (My Neighbor Totoro)

Mingyu

“Why must fireflies die so young?” (Grave of the Fireflies)

Minghao (The8)

“They say that the best blaze burns brightest when circumstances are at their worst.” (Howl’s Moving Castle)

Seungkwan

“My heart is stronger now that you’re in it.” (The Secret World of Arrietty)

Vernon

“Inspiration unlocks the future.” (The Wind Rises)

Chan (Dino)

“No matter how many weapons you have, no matter how great your technology might be, the world cannot live without love.” (Castle in the Sky)

so i managed to get a cold during my first week back at school which means i’m gonna be staying in and hopefully getting some writing done

Wonwoo: *lying on his deathbed* *beckons to Jun*

Jun: *walks over, sobbing* Wonwoo, don’t leave me, please!

Wonwoo: *beckons to Jun furiously* C-come closer…

Jun: W-wonwoo… my greatest friend, my greatest ally, my one and only true brother. It breaks my heart to see you parting from this world so soon- *hiccups*

Wonwoo: J-Jun…

Jun: W-wonwoo…

Wonwoo: Stop with this sentimental sh*t already. Listen very closely to my commands; when I die, I want you to lower me into my grave… so you can let me down one last time.

Wonwoo AU! Angst

It was a negative hunch you were feeling while being at work. Your daughter was falling sick yesterday but the hospital needed you due to the shortage of manpower.

How ironic. Being a doctor and having a child that is not your patient.

Since she was a newborn, she rarely visited the clinics. Her health was always the best and you were glad that your child is healthy. It was a dream that every parent wishes for their children.

Growing up, your daughter barely had any complaints. She was always strong for someone her age and sometimes you think if you would ever have equal courage if you were in her shoes.

You and Wonwoo separated when she was only three. It was definitely a difficult decision to make but inevitably, that was the only best option for the both of you.

Your husband was a singer and is still active in the industry. Marrying an idol wasn’t easy at all. Irregular schedule and lack of intimate moments, therefore, drifted the couple away.

After the divorce, your former husband had met his daughter a few times but it had been 5 months since he last took the little one out.

When the weekend arrived, your daughter always cried for her daddy and whenever he picked up the call, all he did was give false promises.

She has always missed his daddy but Wonwoo was having a world tour with his band at the moment and usually, it will take them months to finish the performances. It was the only time she wanted something for herself.

Thinking about it just ignited a fury within you.

“Does he even think of his own child?!” you slammed the white desk in anger. Your front hair was suspended before your eyes as your fingers ran through your head messily.

You had a moment of silence. Your head lying immobile on the desk and you felt heat creeping up your eyes.

Then, there was a noise outside your tiny room indicating another doctor is coming inside. A minute later, the doorknob was twisted.

He came in alone after the nurse who walked along with him went off. He casually patted the edge of the swivel chair of yours and spoke.

“I’m beat!” he whined. He slumped on his chair and asked. “You’ve had dinner yet-” he was caught speechless when he turned his head to you. The red around your almond-shaped eyes had him concerned. He took a while to recover and eventually parted his lips again. He asked, “Y/N, are you alright?”

You jolted and woke up from the reverie.

“Yeah, sure,” you replied in a low, cracked voice. You laughed afterwards.

The male doctor wasn’t convinced with the answer as he observed your expression.

He didn’t dare to probe further and realized that there was an incoming call on your phone. “Y/N, your phone,” he pointed at the vibrating cellphone next to you.

“Thanks,”

“Calm down, okay?” he halted you and gently held your left shoulder. “Go take a breather, I’ll cover for you,” he continued. A grateful, lop-sided smile formed on your lips. You mouthed a ‘thanks’ and walked out.

“Hey mom, how’s Yuna?” you tried your best to sound well to your mother. The background noise was familiar. There were many people there and surely they weren’t at home.

“Mom? Are you there?”

A series of rapid, shaky breathing was heard. Unconsciously, it hastened your heartbeat and you can feel the weakness in your knees.

“Yuna- Yuna had a seizure. The ambulance has taken her to the hospital-”

Without listening more, you whispered. As if your soul left you, your voice sounded lifeless. “Which hospital?”

You were in the right mind to drive by yourself. You flagged a cab and gave him the location.

On the way, your finger scrambled to dial the number you had memorized by heart. The name appeared before you tapped on it.

It was late in the night but he might be in a country with the opposite hour. He could be performing, he could be sleeping, he could be doing anything he loves…

You inhaled deeply as you waited for the tune to stop and a human voice replaces it.

It didn’t take long and his voice resonated over the speaker. You weren’t crying when your daughter was crying in pain last night and instead, you cuddled her and comforted her. “Mummy is here, don’t cry. I’m here for you,”

You didn’t shed a single tear when the worried voice of your mother blared. However, his 'I was about to call you’ broke all of your resolutions and you bawled right there and then.

“Yuna.. she’s brought to the hospital. I’m sorry, I’m sorry.. Yuna,”

He finally spoke after you completed your sentence. “I’m on the way to your house,”

“No, I’m not home. Just, just go to the hospital nearby my mother’s,”

You could tell that he had stepped on the brake as the tires screeched on the road. You jumped forward in panic but was at ease when Wonwoo told you he was making a turn.

“You’re not driving, are you?” he asked softly.

You sniffed two times and answered. “No. I don’t think I can drive in this situation,”

“Okay, that’s a relief,” he sighed. At least you could still make a rational decision. “Y/N,” he called your name once.

Wonwoo seemed rather emotionally composed than you are and it relaxed you.

You hummed to his call and let him speak. Wonwoo breathed in and out before he managed the words for you.

“Wait for me in the lobby and we’ll go to your mother together. Can you do that?” he knew you. You were extremely distracted both mentally and emotionally and thus he wanted you to be as collected as you can before seeing your family.

You closed your eyes and followed after his actions earlier. “I can. I’ll hang up now, drive safely,”

“Yeah,”

Wonwoo put down his phone after the call and focused on driving.

He was on the interval when he had a bad feeling. Yesterday, he received a call from your house’s landline and luckily he was resting in the hotel room after the concert.

It was his daughter calling. While keeping a steady voice, she said over the phone so sweetly and ever so brightly.

“Daddy, I miss you. Daddy, do you miss Yuna too?”

Wonwoo sat up on the bed and looked to the window sorrowfully. Of course, he missed her dearly. Nothing can beat the feeling but he had another responsibility outside the house.

He smiled and responded to her. “Of course, sweetheart. Daddy misses you so so so so much,” Wonwoo paused. He gulped the big lump in his throat and resumed. “Yuna, daddy loves you a lot but daddy is busy these days so when daddy comes home, we’ll go out to play together with mummy. How’s that sound?”

“OK!” the little girl cheered and coughed after making a huge action. “Yuna-”

“Daddy, mummy is coming to the living room. Yuna cannot talk anymore. Byebye, daddy!”

“Yuna-”

Tut.. tut.. tut…

“Don’t get sick, sweetheart,” was what he wanted to deliver but it was cut off and he didn’t get to tell his daughter that.

That night, he didn’t sleep soundly as he kept thinking of her. Even though it was common for kids to cough and all, this one time couldn’t get off his mind.

Plus, she didn’t ask him when he’s coming home like usual.

There was something plaguing him and he immediately booked a ticket home. He has two days off before going to another country so he should be fine travelling home for a day.

As long as she’s healthy, he’ll be reassured.

“Y/N,” Wonwoo jogged to your side the soon he saw you sitting on a bench in the lobby.

You stood up and looked at the face you hadn’t caught sight of for a long period of time. “Have you eaten?” Wonwoo asked that the first thing. You nodded and he knew that you’re not as calm as you appear to be.

Nonetheless, it was better than you agitating.

“Let’s go,” you opened your mouth and said the word you’d been anticipating to say.

Wonwoo agreed and you two headed to the emergency department. Before marrying Wonwoo and moving to the capital, you had worked in the hospital for a year and it was natural for you to recognize the direction.

When you had found your mother, you quickly asked which doctor was in-charge of your daughter. “Dr. Kim Mingyu. He is still inside,”

Learning that, you were ready to join him behind the curtain but Wonwoo pulled your wrist and made you face him.

“The doctor is taking care of her,” he calmly said.

Somehow, that cause you to feel angry at him and therefore, you burst.

“What if someone taking care of her? I’m a doctor and I’m her mother, the one who gave birth to her. So it’s fair for me to analyse her condition too!”

Wonwoo turned slightly to see your mother at the side and was unsure how to keep you down. “Mom, go take a rest in the waiting area. We’ll be there later,”

Your mother was understanding. She didn’t want to intervene in the conversation and excused herself.

When he returned to the original position, he was met with a fierce look of yours.

Unsatisfied, you pushed him and had his grasp loosened.

“You can make my mom leave but not me. Just go and accompany her while I watch over my daughter,”

Wonwoo wasn’t done. He pulled you again, harder this time and said.

“Can you trust in someone else for once? He’s a doctor and he will not harm our child,”

Trust. You haven’t heard the word ever since you’re married to him. He used to tell you to believe in his love for you and you did. But that was it.

You let a low, short chuckle. “I understand if you lack empathy but don’t try to plant that in me. I’ve done the trusting before and just what good resulted from that?” you heaved a sigh and suppressed the raging emotions.

“Just go. Even if you stopped me from going in, I’ll find a way to escape,”

Frustrated, Wonwoo rubbed his temple. He glared at you and opened his mouth. He couldn’t guarantee what you are capable of doing. He has seen you in many situations but this time, it is unlikely for him to persuade you.

“Can you still think straight if you see your daughter in a pitiful condition?”

“Even if I can’t think straight in front of her right now, at least I care about her! What about you? Do you even care about Yuna? Do you know that she’s been sick? Do you know just how much pain she’s bearing? Have you ever regarded yourself as her parent?!” you shouted at the end. Your eyes were fixated on his.

Your shouting attracted some people in the hallway and Wonwoo bowed as an apology which dispersed the tension for others.

“Let’s talk outside,” Wonwoo shifted first. Only three steps he took and you sneered behind without moving.

“You care what they perceive. Is your image that important?” you snapped but weakly. You adjusted your bag on your shoulder and said. “Just go back to your band. I can handle this much,”

Wonwoo just stood there silently. She had pulled the trigger but getting mad over you never crossed his mind.

He always told himself that he was to blame for everything. In the beginning, he insisted on having a baby to keep you less lonely at home and you gave in to that.

When the child was born, he has little time at home and the whole year, you raised the child alone. You had to stop working and move out of the town to be closer to his dorm.

You started to work again when the child was two years old. However, you had to pump the milk everywhere since you were still lactating. Working was the only thing that kept you alive during those days but you were getting busier. You rose earlier and set later than the sun.

But where was he? Perhaps, you were right.

Had he ever acted as a parent to the child and a husband to you? He forgot when the last time he saw you smile at him fondly. If the memories count, then it must be from the old days.

He was a coward. He could not give you a genuine home, family love and solicitude. He was all smoke and mirrors, he admitted that.

Now, everything between him and you had long ended.

“I’m sorry,” Wonwoo was first to say after an extended silence. He didn’t dare to look at you in the eyes because all the guilt he was carrying would not resolve with a single sorry.

“I was the one getting mad so I should apologize. I was on edge so please forgive me,” you said monotonously.

'Forgive me’ I don’t know if I’m qualified to get that from you. I’m uncertain if I deserve to say 'I forgive you’

You left right after that. The trail of your clicking heels faded from Wonwoo’s ears.

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Wonwoo! Will you stay

Jeon Wonwoo! A short series pt one|two|three|four
Being rejected for the first time doesn’t put you off. In fact, your interest in him grows bigger.

You don’t remember what happens after you blurt that offering out to Wonwoo. But for sure, Wonwoo rejects you on the spot.

“If you think I was joking, nope. I was serious and it’s probably the most serious question I’ve ever asked in my life,”

“Yeah, sure. The answer is still no. Let me tell you something,”

Your eyes sparkle with hope. Is he going to say that he’s not ready yet, and if I work harder, maybe he’ll reconsider?

Wonwoo thought he would never have to tell anyone this, but this may be the best.

“I give no shit about anything and being here in this school just makes me sick. I want to quickly graduate so that I can die in peace,”

“And also, I have no plan to be nice to girls who approach me.” he finishes what he wanted to say. It sounds cruel, and even some of it isn’t what he intended to say, but he just wants to put an end to her.

If she’s smart, she would be clear of it.

But you don’t care the things Wonwoo spouts. You like him, and your eyes are on him.

“Okay then! I’ll try my hardest to charm you,” you squeeze your hand in determination. You don’t waver from his intense stare and add, “You know, this is my first time confessing to a guy and this is also my first time getting rejected but I’m pretty sure I can make you my boyfriend. I can wait, yes. Even it takes me 10 years, as long as I like you, I will pursue!”

Wonwoo shrugs and turns away. He’s not certain of you, and your word kind of stir him a little. In 18 years of life, you are the first person to talk to him in this way and disregard whatever he said.

Since young, Wonwoo limits himself to talking. He pays a lot of attention to his words to avoid unnecessary emotions. However, today, he finally meets his contender.

“My warning remains valid,”

“Alright!”

After school, Wonwoo packs his bag and leaves the class immediately.

Wonwoo has to do part-time for his family. Initially, he wanted to turn down the scholarship, but his mother secretly accepted the offer. All she wants for Wonwoo to continue school and not bury his youth with responsibilities.

With the other five siblings, he couldn’t possibly let his old mother do all the work. Therefore, he applies for the empty cashier position nearby his rented house just three kilometres from the school. His part-time job requires him to arrive fast, and since he hasn’t gotten his bicycle, Wonwoo has to run to the convenience store.

You followed him from behind, but he is sure fast! You panted all the way to the elevator as you watch him uses the stairs and speeds away.

“Y/N!” Yuran, your childhood best friend, calls your name.

Yuran is the one that introduces you to this school when she was informed that you will return to Korea. She is a year older, and she treats you like a sister since you are the only child. You always love to be around here, and now that you two are in the same school, you will have a friend to rely on.

You wave at her as she jogs toward you.

“How’s the first day?”

You contemplate. You are not familiar with Korea, and it seems the people here are so different to Americans. You scratch your head.

“So far, good.” You opt for a lie and only remember about Wonwoo. “Oh! My seatmate is handsome,” you brag.

“That’s all you can think of?” She nudges your arm lightly.

Frankly, 80% of the time, you just admire him.

You realize that his side profile is wonderfully sculpted; the sharp jawline and the distance between his forehead and eyebrows are just right.

You are going to appreciate this beautiful human being while you are alive.

“Yuran-eonnie, come to my house this Saturday,” you link your arm around Yuran’s, and in an excited voice, you add, “My family is hosting a house-warming party. It’s not grand so we invite only close friends. Therefore, you must come!”

Yuran giggles and pat your arm.

“Of course I would come! I miss your mom a lot. Will she cook?”

“HAHA! My dad won’t let her cook anymore so we might as well order for the food,”

“Ugh, your dad is still so overprotective. Their love never dies, huh?”

You sigh at the thought of your parents’ affection. It’s admirable but tiring for me. It’s like they feed me dog food every day!“

The two of you burst out laughing. The chat goes on until you come to the gate. Yuran left first, and you wait for your dad to pick you up.

"How’s school?”

You beam at your dad and answer truthfully. “Great! I might get a boyfriend soon, though- Why are you laughing?” you whine.

“Nothing, I just hope to meet my son-in-law. I can’t wait to lecture him,”

“Dad!!?”

“What? I must tell him that my daughter is the most precious human being and he is obligated to love you for the rest of his life if he wants to marry you!”

“Like how you love mom?”

“Yeah, of course. He better be overflowing with love for you or else,”

You smile. Your dad is always overreacting when it comes to this topic. He has very high expectations of the boys you mention to him, and it scares you since Wonwoo doesn’t reciprocate your feeling just yet.

As the car passes the buildings, you recognize Wonwoo, who’s running to his destination. You grin and pull your dad’s hand.

“Dad, please stop the car!”

The tires screech to halt, and in a blink, you already come out of the car and reach Wonwoo. He pants and is in confusion as to how you manage to chase him. Then, he realizes.

“What do you want?”

You scan him and wipe the beads of perspiration on his face. You flash a happy smile before saying.

“Where’s your driver?”

Wonwoo, for a second, almost couldn’t identify the person. He is baffled. “W-what?”

“Oh! Jump in, I’ll send you home,”

Wonwoo is taken aback. What do you mean by ‘Where’s your car?’ but before he gets to ask you, he’s being pulled by force. Plunge into the backseat, Wonwoo’s awareness heightens in the presence of someone in the driver seat.

“Where are you going? My dad can drive you there,”

In fact, you’re the only person in the car that’s jubilant. Your dad is sceptical to Wonwoo, and the same goes for the latter.

“I can walk,”

You quickly stop him from opening the door. “Dad, we can send him to his place, right?”

Your dad looks at the rear-view mirror and hesitates. He eventually gives in and replies.

“Yes, dear,” his sight swifts to Wonwoo. “Boy, tell me where you’re going?”

Wonwoo grunts lowly and tells the two the direction. Since he isn’t going back home and doesn’t want anyone to know he’s working part-time, he lies.

You keep talking to Wonwoo despite getting no answer. He closes his eyes and clears his mind.

Once arrive, you follow him out.

“I’ll excuse you this time because your father is watching. I won’t tolerate your behaviour next time!”

The atmosphere at that moment is calm and clear. Though cars are passing by, they make no sound. Hence, you can definitely understand what he meant.

“Don’t go running about in the noon, you’ll get sick! See you tomorrow at school!”

As a girl, you totally get the meaning of Wonwoo’s words. He cuts through your heart with his harsh warning, and you endure it.

Maybe this is my karma since I always leave the people around me. These few foul words from the person I like aren’t that bad. I’m willing to be on the receiving end.

You enter the car with your lips stretch to your ears. To avoid getting questioned by your father of Wonwoo’s identity, you avert the attention.

“Dad, thank you for taking me in,”

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I’ve created a schedule for this series- every Wednesday and Saturday, but it also depends on the chapter availability. Since I’m on my semester break, I have more time to write it unless I have writer’s block. I accept requests for drabbles, one shot and anything you want me to write ;)

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I feel bad writing wonwoo being the bad guy gahhh Q^Q I will post the next chapter on Saturday or Sunday~

Wonwoo! Will you stay

Jeon Wonwoo! First short series pt one|two|three|four
Wonwoo is a new student of Sejong High. Coming from a low-status family, he always keeps himself aloof, isolated and cares less about anyone. However, his effort to lie low during the first day goes down the drain.

10th July

The chill breeze greets the morning, awaken the sleepy eyes. Cars are in the line to drop the students at the entrance. The young faces radiate with smiles as they chat about what’s filled their summer holiday.

New semester and the entrance of highly anticipated new students into Sejong Elite High School.

Every year, Sejong High will take in new students in the second half. While the school only accepts kids with upper-class family backgrounds in the prefecture, the special students are usually first-class newcomers or scholarship privileged.

Everyone knows when a new student is enrolled with a scholarship. They are distinct from others who are registered under their family’s status. They just know.

These smart students are the minority, and more often than not, their voices would not be heard by the higher-ups when they are bullied. It’s like these few people have to walk on the icy pond. Everything is at stake.

Jeon Wonwoo is a lucky guy. He made it to the school, albeit coming from a poor family in a rural area. He has 6 siblings, and he is the oldest. The breadwinner in the house has disappointed them and left the family 2 years ago, leaving everything in Wonwoo’s hands.

However, the only good thing about his father is his peculiar gene, and that’s how Wonwoo ends up getting all A’s despite all the external shortfalls.

He lacks time at school, and he would sleep during lectures. Having no friends, he is always a step behind the others. He makes no effort to befriend anybody, and he cares less about it.

Wonwoo walks to his class that is on the highest floor and only at the top. He learns that there’s transportation, called the elevator, to bring students between the levels.

“Isn’t summer just ended? Why is he sweating in this air-conditioned environment?” a girl with her friend makes a remark as they arrive at their class. The friend chuckles and scans Wonwoo and quickly realizes.

“No wonder, it’s a nerdy~.”

“Oof. I hope he’s not our classmate,” the two of them laugh girlishly.

Wonwoo listens but pays no heed to them. He continues to search for his class until he finds the match.

Damn, this stupid school is big…

Wonwoo’s solitude would have him go unnoticed the whole day. As such, he uses the back door to come into the class. He looks around before he grabs a vacant chair. As he tugs the chair, the screeching sound stimulates the other’s interest. Suddenly, the class gets heated up by the behaviour of the new student.

Murmurs here and there. Boys and girls are all talking about him.

There are only 3 new students; a girl from overseas, a boy whose father is a ‘sangsa’, and an ordinary boy who benefitted from a scholarship.

[Sangsa is a Korean military rank equivalent to an American master sergeant.]

The talk goes on for so long that Wonwoo gets sleepy from the attention he received. It’s probably half an hour later, the sliding door is slammed open.

Wonwoo startles due to the loud noise made by you. He squints his eyes and watches as you walk to your desk, which is nowhere to be found. You are a new student as well.

It’s normal for the new face to directly go to the back of the class, so you can instantly tell that the lonely, cute guy is a newcomer.

“You new?” You ask.

Fox is your first impression of him.

Wonwoo nods slightly. You also nod in acknowledgement and takes a chair next to him to sit. You extent a hand for a handshake but get no response from him. You take it as him being timid to new people and brush it off.

“I’m Y/N. You?”

He frowns. 10 seconds later, he speaks. “Do you talk to strangers?”

“You don’t?” You ask in curiosity. “Oh, maybe cultural difference?”

Probably, but Wonwoo has no experience dealing with a girl. A bold one in specific.

“So, what’s your name?”

Did she get it or not? She’ll stop if I ignore her, right? Just like the others…

You don’t stop looking at Wonwoo. He is handsome, and you admit that his nose is quite adorable.

“Can I touch your nose?” you ask with your finger already touching the thing.

Wonwoo’s surprise look entertains you. He glares at you, and that alone makes you withdraw your finger.

“Are you dense or something?” Wonwoo comments and realizes that his accent is exposed.

You, a Korean practically spending most of her life in America, can’t fathom his scolding but take in that he is angry. Sheepishly, you purse your lips and apologize. “Sorry, I sometimes act on impulse. It’s just that your nose is boopable…” your voice slows down in volume in the second half.

I’m sorry, but not really…

However, Wonwoo suddenly stands up and drags his chair away from you.

Being treated that way, you impudently raised your voice, asking. “Where are you going?”

And yet, he still pretends to be deaf and shun you off.

Wonwoo settles down at the opposite corner. Noticing the non-existent desks for you and him, you voice out.

“Is there no desks for us? I thought you guys are prepared to take the new students but I guess not,” your hands akimbo and lips mumbling complaint.

The whole class turns their heads to you, except Wonwoo.

“The new kid is sure cranky. It’s not anyone’s job to prepare you a desk,” a guy in the front seat retort as he turns around.

His seatmate laughs and agrees without speaking.

The guy deliberately speaks out loud, but it seems that you don’t catch at it. The former snickers and resumes playing with his phone.

Thank goodness, the desks are being delivered just before the class by the clerks. They arrange for the two desks to be placed side-by-side at the far left of the class.

You choose the left side since it’s beside the window, and Wonwoo cannot help but pick the remaining. You like the positioning, but it goes for the opposing to him.

You smile as you watch Wonwoo creates a gap between their desks. He then continues to persistently act like you aren’t there pestering him.

The lesson soon begins.

Actually, you find it difficult to adapt to the new environment. During the math class, you’re the only one that takes out a calculator, and during the interval, it’s also you who takes a nap.

It makes you pout. There’s nothing to keep you excited apart from the person next to you.

You look to your right and see Wonwoo studying with his glasses on. His glasses are of the old model, but it looks good on him. You don’t know why this guy just attracts your attention that you blurt out the next second.

“Hey, do you want to be my boyfriend?”

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