#actuallybpd
me, extremely restless: i need to Get Shit Done i’m ready to get out and live my life time to get to work let’s Go Go Go
somehow also me: please no just let me do nothing forever i’m not ready i’ll never be ready
the absolute worst is when things are actually going pretty well but you want to relapse anyway out of some fucked up need to be hurt
it’s so hard to get into a relationship with someone when your narcissistic-hell-brain keeps saying “man i’m out of their league” “i’m so much more attractive than them” “they aren’t perfect enough”
fuck it, mask off
who’s gonna tell him
oh no I’m spiralling again
Quietly has an episode while my gf is asleep next to me ♡
i still remember you on my bad days
how do i explain to my therapist my trauma was almost entirely inflicted to me online because of the fact i do not make irl friends easily
haven’t posted here in ages. but I’ve still got ptsd babes! that’s fun!
i cant quite understand why you hurt me like this
me and the girls venting in the group chat
do u ever see a post and just immediately be able to tell op’s never been bullied before
who are you supposed to talk to when you feel like shit and you have no one lmao
imagine having normal, fluid, multifaceted emotions and not going for a turbulent rollercoaster ride of earth shattering excruciating devastation and completely deprived self-encasing emptiness
my two moods are:
“sex is gross pls dont ever touch me”
“suck my COCKiness lick my PUSSuasion”
being treated right feels so???? unfamiliar????
sex under false pretenses is not okay. telling a woman you love them just to have sex with them is not okay. argue with ur therapist
