#bpd episode

Fear of being abandoned ✅

I let my hurt inner child do something bad and now I might be single

I keep doing bad stuff to myself for his attention I’m just getting worse and I’m gonna push him away but I can’t stop.

My existence is not for him or anyone else this is my life and I’m not going to worry about every little thing he has ever done in the past

I almost broke up with my boyfriend then I had a mood swing and fell back In love. Life is good again and I realized I was a dummy for thinking he hated me. This ginger boy really got me planning a wedding smh

Waiting for that mood swing to hit so I can start feeling like life is beautiful again

I need someone to love me through my darkest moments when I’m angry and I can’t feel anything but rage. I know it’s toxic to ask for unconditional love when you are far from deserving of it but I need someone to always be there.

fuck this bpd shit

lionsonjupiter:

just invited a terf to argue w me bcuz i’m having a bit of a rage episode and i need someone to take it out on bcuz i don’t wanna attack my loved ones or fp wish me luck

Wake up besties, new unhealthy coping mechanism just dropped

Quietly has an episode while my gf is asleep next to me ♡