Time can only

heal the entry wound of the

poison barb

you left inside me:

rotting love,

festering longing -

purple toxin living in my

blood.

And he saved you from

disaster and ruin,

your beautiful fire-starting boy.

The flames he lets lick your

salt-soaked remains

don’t change that.

Many times,

he saved you.

Many times.

(It only takes once for

destruction

to lay waste.)

(It only takes

forever for a

heart to break.)

Carved your name into my

cold bones

and was stunned when you showed yours:

pristine.

One word,

never uttered,

forever lingering in my mouth

and

burning eyes.

One word I wished I had the courage to say:

Stay.

I opened my arms to comfort you

and

you went for my throat with a snarl.

Monsters need love, too

(but only on their terms).

I’m so tired of this

heartache

wrapped in

barb wired love.

Darling,

you are an

axe hammer

and, I -

a sheathed blade.

Do not forget:

we are both weapons.

(I know how to cut, too.)

And I am begging:

Don’t do this to him

(Don’t do this to yourself).

His end is not just his own.

Land of two setting suns.

Drink my daydreams of

us

from my

shivering

belly button.

Let me clasp my hands around you and

hold your

venomous maw

against my womb.

Beloved betrayer.

Erstwhile naysayer.

Dearest love,

I am

devoted

to you and your

damnation.

That poison from that cracked rock -

I drank it, too.

I drank it, too.

Lick the salt from my eyes

and

kiss the copper from my lips -

embrace me one last time,

beloved.

Sup on my sorrow and

drink me dry.

I would let you

bury your dagger

of

deceit and accusations,

as long as you did it

while

you held me

one

last

time.

You cannot save a dying star

(no matter how much you love it).

Beloved boy turned to broken man,

who held his heart like glass in his hands.

Give it to me.

Give it to me and dry your eyes.

My scarred palms know this task well.

Cruelty held in my mouth,

I shape your name so

sweetly

with my lips:

absolutions.

Lonely boy turns into lonely man -

lonely boy with ever-empty hands.

Lonely boy ripped from his mother -

lonely boy who never believed love from another.

Lonely boy who was so sweet -

lonely boy, now picking blood from his teeth.

Lonely boy, let reason wake.

Lonely boy, let go of your heartbreak.

Lonely boy, you’re all I hold dear.

Lonely boy, you’re all that I fear.

Lonely boy, enshrouded with sorrow -

lonely boy, don’t leave me tomorrow.

Lonely boy, please don’t go.

Lonely boy, I love you so.

Lonely boy, please trust my love.

Lonely boy, aren’t I enough?

An open circle

of

salt and fire -

never complete.

My whole world and my

whole goddamn heart break:

beloved berserker

in my porcelain

hands.

The brightest star I orbited

fell out of the sky

and

crashed into me.

And it was the

loveliest pain

staring into your shine.

It was the loveliest pain

until

the inevitable destruction.

Sunlight and

fire.

Dewdrops and

tears.

Today is your birthday.

At first:

Joy, excitement,

love.

Then:

Bitter memories,

grief, pain, and

still

love.

Across the universe,

the tide of you sweeps in and

destroys

my sandcastle court

once again.

The pounding riptide

inevitability of

sorrow.

Today is your birthday.

Darling,

your

love and devotion

is worth more than a

collar

around your neck.

One day,

beloved,

you will learn that

love

doesn’t have to taste of

sacrifice,

longing,

and

pain.

One day,

beloved,

you will be enough.

Anakin/Darth Vader angsty animation

Anakin animation for a dear friend to celebrate Star Wars day •~•
I literally only watched 1 movie but I have brainrot
At first I wanted to make a crying animation but I ended up with this. Darth Vader is chilling in Mustafar and …ghost?spirit? Padme removes his helmet to show his true self