#blessed
//setting the week’s vibration// with
visualizations…
I am confident in my body, regardless of my body.
I have made friendships that will (&should) last.
my apartment design visions have come to life.
I found my place in the world.
&gratitudes…
I am thankful to have a close relationship with my fam.
I am blessed to have “me” days.
I am lucky to have found an apartment so easily.
I am grateful for social media keeping me connected to long distance friends.
To that lady who refused to accept any money and gave me this christmas tree for free several months ago, thank you so much.
Who would have known several months after that I would be blessed with a new job, but had to go a full month without a paycheck because of it. As a single mom living paycheck to paycheck, this took a huge toll on my finances right before the holidays.
Then someone said to me, “For being a single mom, you have a lot of materialistic things.” That really got me thinking.. When times get rough it is so easy to forget to be grateful for what you do have. You see everything I own was from when I previously living alone, hand me downs, and second had stores bought for stupid cheap.
Whenever I have a hard day, i pick up my baby after work and head home. When I get home I plug in the christmas tree and seeing my babys little face light up makes all my problems go away. It’s something as little as other people’s kindness that can really brighten up someones bad day. Remember that life throws at what you only what you can handle.
Random acts of kindness keep passing it on. You never know who’s life you helped make better.
What Comfort the Lord gives !
This Tumblr page has been…
The only place where I’ve been able to be who I am. The me behind the forced smile. The me who truly expresses myself and takes time to figure out how I feel. Ngl, sometimes realizing this makes me sad. Other times, it makes me so happy to see how many people have decided to follow this page that I on the spur of the moment decided to create one day. Desperate to see if anyone else felt as alone. If anyone else was as confused about why they were so different…We were made to be different.
We are the healers. We aren’t 1 percent to be like everyone else. We are the shamans and sages that live at the top of the mountain, where all the village people come to with the questions they know only a wise person will carry and openly share. Higher perspective. In this modern day, technology fueled world, this has just turned into people texting you for advice, consistently dumping and venting onto you, and only talking to you to receive what they need.
It doesn’t feel as good as it probably did back then, when a sage would sit in a cave at the top of a tree filled mountain. Where you could feel the breeze, listen to the silence, find joy in the sound of a singing bird, and hear your own voice and feelings enough to know that they matter just as much. It was probably exciting to see someone taking form upon the hill. Someone who was willing to walk up the mountain to receive your advice, and even more, valued it enough to work their way to it.
Its officially been 2 months since I broke down and just packed up my car and left without telling any of my family. I have been living out of my car, just traveling. Recording my experiences on YT. Life is so blissful from this moving mountain I now travel in. No contact, no dumping, no drain. Just PEACE. It does exist.
Thank you for supporting this page. Essentially validating that my emotions exist. I would love for you peek into my travels on YT. A collective I would be happy to live chat with and comment to on my videos. This INFJ is working hard to get to 1k. There are 5k following here so I’m hopeful if you’re the one who’s made it to the end of this post that you’ll be excited to follow me there like it led you to here.
I’m forcing myself to be brave and not be afraid, to ask for help, and show myself and travels. I hope it inspires you to do whatever protects your peace and fills your heart. If you do subscribe, please let me know so I can extend a personal thank you. From one INFJ to you. Possibly someone like me, who went on tumblr trying to find relation and understanding. Protect your energy. Protect your peace. I’ll always support you, I hope you’ll support me. Peace and Love
YT- Lucid Lunix
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