#bulimiii

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Me crying in the grocery store bc I saw all the food I knew I can’t eat. Bc I know I will fast a unhealthy time and puke everything out I eat. Just chasing a body goal I will never reach but it’s the only way I don’t hate myself. Knowing I will cry in the shower still wearing a big sweater bc I can’t see myself.

My dad wondering why I cry while starring at some mac and cheese

Omg why has alcohol so many calories

I just found out that 1 bottle vodka has 1600cal I hate it here

Me: I’m recovering, I’m healthy, I’m eating chips like a normal person

Also me the second I stopped and realised what I just ate:

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