#bulimxa

I love how roughly 50% of this community post pictures of women/men/people who clearly weigh more than us and are fully developed,grown ass women/men/ppl yet we starve ourselves expecting to look like/similar to them…. ( ._.)

If that doesn’t apply to you dont start invalidating yourself cause you being in this community is enough to qualify you as “sick”. Recognize that I said “roughly 50%”, not “everyone"

If I see ONE MORE OF YOU posting pictures of fresh sh c*ts without a TW or CW I’m going to LOSE MY SHIT.

Especially if you’re posting it under ED tags, like, dude, what the actual fuck?

ALSO IM JUST GONNA SAY IT.

Slapping a tw UNDER A PICTURE IS NOT ENOUGH!

USING A TW FOR A PICTURE BUT THEN NOT ADDING THE “read more” OPTION IS NOT ENOUGH.

Seriously, I’m so tired of seeing stuff like this. You can’t choose to just not see a picture if it’s something you’re scrolling past. I love you guys but fuck you if you do this.

Just found out a single kfc meal is over 1000 calories, isn’t that fun

The world must be telling me to starve myself, my school was selling these really good sandwiches and literally as I got to the front of the line they run out. All they had was low cal fruit water and mini rice cakes

That bot really be trying to make me feel better, like ha imma feel better when my thigh dont triple in size when I sit down

Took me this long th realise that my mother, “wanting the best for me” was really just fat shaming, who knew

I hate my rib cage so much, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I look fat in all of my clothes cuz of it

I hate my calves, no matter how little I eat, they are still giant, sometimes I just wanna cut the fat off

I can’t stand my thighs, they are already big and then when I sit down, boom I never let my thigh touch the chair when I’m in public

Me and my ana buddy when the science teacher is talking about nutrition and they are looking right at us

I just had a panic attack while in line buying food and put everything back and I can’t tell if it was from my ed or social anxiety

What the fuck are these genetics

My ed really making me compare myself to the opposite gender even tho they naturally built smaller

I realised that one of the main reasons I love school is that I can starve easier there and I dont have a pantry full of free food the gorge myself on

I really hate these lockdowns. Its not because I can’t go out with friends or that I can’t travel,but it’s because I have nothing to distract myself from the hunger. I can’t go out shopping for a few hours or go bowling or something. All I can do is go for a walk and if i do that to often my family will notice

I walk around d school and see these people with tiny legs and a thigh gap while I’m over here with thighs the size of there bodies. They probably dont even notice thay have them and Dont even think about it ever

Sometimes I just want it to stop. I can’t look in the mirror without feeling ashamed but also feel like this is what I deserve, like I haven’t earned clean wrists and a thin body

And yes, even though my mum bought me some sugar-free wheat bread I would still prefer “Plain *Ice cold* black coffee (Sugar-free)” because I trust what I see than what is labeled from the grocery. Yea I don’t trust food just like guys.

FACT:

NEVER… Yes N-E-V-E-R rely to someone or somebody on the progress that you want to achieve.. Most of the people I know in this community are either Pervert Ana Coach or playing cool ana coach low-key pervert acting like there’s no malice in their system but they are actually after for your body checks while you on the other hand don’t see it in a negative way without even realizing these bastards urge to jerk off..

My mom told me: “Your face looks so sharp-edged”

And this is my current mood:

Me crying in the grocery store bc I saw all the food I knew I can’t eat. Bc I know I will fast a unhealthy time and puke everything out I eat. Just chasing a body goal I will never reach but it’s the only way I don’t hate myself. Knowing I will cry in the shower still wearing a big sweater bc I can’t see myself.

My dad wondering why I cry while starring at some mac and cheese

Why has everything calories

Why is food such a bitch and has calories