#coping with humor
Today I did the most ED thing in my life, crunches in my room at midnight, watching mukbangs and chewing mint gum, with a diet coke at the side ofc.
Purged again, the guilt just follows me.
I feel like I’m never gonna be able to escape my body and mind, they all work against me somehow, and idk what to do. At times all I want to be is happy, but my mind is clouded by food, i can’t stop the revolving inner monologue about calories and I’m so sick of it. I just want to be carefree and normal.
Yk everything is going downhill when you’ve watched To the bone 5 times in a week.
been detoxing 4 my bod
stole this from reddit, all credits to the mastermind who made this.
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