I told you I felt like dying and you did nothing.

Society taught me that no matter what size I am, I will never be good enough. I’ll always be too skinny, too fat, too short, too tall, too this, too that…

I’m dead inside.

What are your best talents?

• Pretend to be happy
• Pretend to be okay
• Pretend to be strong
• Pretend like I can do it
• Pretend like I’m not in pain
• Pretend like it’s not a big deal

Shy people notice everything but they don’t get noticed.

Stop trying to make everyone happy, you’re not tequila.

I wonder how many times we forgive someone just because we don’t want to lose them even if they don’t deserve our forgiveness.

“I use humour to cover up the fact that I want to jump off a bridge.”

- being suicidal

I don’t want to think anymore.

I hate becoming replaced. It hurts so much and it doesn’t matter how often it happens you never get used to it because it’s so fucking painful.

The truth doesn’t give a fuck what your opinion is.

You’re going to have to save yourself.

I guess I was nothing to you.

Someone: What does it feels like?

Me: Like drowning. But not like real drowning in water or similar. It’s more like drowning in your own mind, in your own thoughts and your self-destructive addicts.

It’s sad to think that the majority of my teenage years were spent trying to survive rather than actually living.

Dear diary, when life is shit, turn to music.

I am so incredibly close to overdosing right now, my mom keeps stressing me about my future and tells me that I am the worst person to exist and I can’t do this much longer.

I have strong painkillers downstairs and could take all of them and it’d be over.

I really don’t mean to cut everyone off, believe me

it happens

it’s not in my control

I can’t even control my own life

how could I control my friends

I can only remain strong for so long before I just give in. Its been so long since Ive done something so stupid.