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No paro de llorar, simplemente quiero desaparecer dejando todo atrás, cada día me cuesta seguir viviendo más y más, caigo en un colapso al cual no le veo un final, pienso en el suicidio desde hace años, me gustaría morir de una vez , por favor suplico mi muerte , estoy harto de llorar noche tras noche preguntándome lo que hago mal, por qué mi esfuerzo es nulo?, ayuda me desgarra el alma seguir adelante, temo y anhelo el día que decida ponerle fin a lo que empezó como un malestar emocional y termino como crisis sentimental.

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Me he dedicado a observar los días pasar, caminando, aclarando el corazón y alma, que fue acabado de tanta falasia, que triste es poder vivir sin sentir alegría al cantar o bailar, cada escrito forja una capa de mi alma, pero si se va derrumbando, dejaré de escribir o existir?

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Últimamente mi día termina llorando, sintiéndome más triste y solo, con dificultad al dormir, lo peor es que estoy sobrio, me gustaría vagar durante un día, una semana, una mes, un año, pasando desapercibido.

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Morir, morir, morir…

La misma palabra retumba en mi, observando la libertad pero encandedadola más y más, quiero llorar, gritar, disfrutar, pero me venció, por más que odie perder simplemente cai, en abismo infernal, sin ser alguien especial como solían decir, solo fui mal hijo, sobrino, nieto, novio, amigo, solamente ocasionó un mal, podrá ser la decepción acompañado de depresión, no lo soportó más, quiero morir y ya.


Cada noche de desvelo me acaba más, absorbe lo que queda de mi, con gusto daría mi vida por hacer un bien, pero ni eso logró hacer bien, joder!! Ya no puedo más, ayuda, por favor, quiero salir pero las mismas personas que me ayudaron a avanzar, me hundieron más

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El único que me intoxica cada vez más soy yo, no controló estos nervios de mierda, maldición!, cada vez demuestro que mi peor enemigo soy yo, destruyo mi mente cada instante, la abundó entre recuerdos y melancolía, susurrando pido a gritos una abrazo que dure toda la eternidad, pero que iluso soy, es más creíble que lo pase acompañado de una botella de vino tinto, cada escrito que sale de mi, es insomnio encontrado en palabras, o simplemente un poema esperando a ser aclamado, que puedo hacer cuando mi misma poesía empieza ser frustrante, encuentra me en esta inmensa oscuridad, ayuda por favor, amo la soledad, pero me aleja cada vez más de mis ganas de vivir, dejo de ser divertido no dormir, volverte esclavo de tu mente, divagar un vacío emocional al cual no hayas final, quemando mi alma quebrantada, volviendo mi llanto un huracán el cual no puedo controlar, me siento desconsolado y cansado, harto de la vida, harto de observar, respirar, cantar, bailar, reír, sonreír, escribir… todo aquello que tu vida mejora, a medida me acaba, deje de sentirme yo, perdido en mi ser, dejando apagar mi pasión ante la adversidad, podría ser un paso a la aceptación, cada noche encuentro un desquicio emocional que corrompe mi alma instante a instante, no entiendo!, joder, puedo perderme en cada momento, instante o en la nada, simplemente dejo de ver lo que no quiero afrontar, me arde saber que no puedo más.

Found them.
Took a little digging, but I had to find Blue’s body and then figure out where he was transmitting his consciousness to.
Big guy won’t wake up, not even when I dangle fish food in front of the poor guy.

I put a bunch of silly hats on his giant whale body and took pictures.

So I followed the signal and found a temple behind a waterfall.
By this point I was getting annoyed, so I fired a few missiles inside and walked through the broken remains of the soldiers out front.
They sent some kind of monster made of stone to kill me, they clearly weren’t expecting me again.

Tom fought it with the same “Monster Mash” style that he always does. 
I didn’t even stop to make sure he won, I just signaled the team to follow and were down the hall with no problems.

They had defensive magical wards, but those are a joke when compared to the power of my own personal arsenal. I have a charm and magical relic from every religion ever considered on this planet.
Even that weird one with the Scientists.

They then had some “Dark Arts” guys come out and they tried hitting us with bolts of dark energy. Now while I can safely say that weaponized antimatter does indeed hurt no matter what kind of wards you got, they mean very little to a demigod.
I stood right behind Carpenter as she just walked up to each of the grimacing idiots and punched their faces in.

Gods don’t like their offspring getting hurt so they go out of their way to give them divine protection.
Divine … not scientific. Bullets still hurt. 

Guess that scared the people behind the cameras, because they had a heavy hitter step out and do something really stupid.
I knew immediately that the guy was a metahuman, no one other than someone born with powers can walk with that kind of bold confidence.
But what made me stop in the hall was when I noticed the weapon he had in his hand, a black handled katana with a black blade.

Before he could draw the entire blade from it’s sheath … I shot the poor kid twelve times in the chest, I then yelled at the others to keep firing as well. It took at least 45 holes for him to consider dying.

The guy had a piece of a god, a very unhappy and evil god. I pocketed it and went looking for the rest of my team. The rest of the time was spent releasing prisoners, with tracking chips, and taking down random guard squads just trying to stop us.

After a while we found where Fennec and Blue were being kept.
Broke their restraints and then left a big bomb, but not before we took everything that looked even remotely magical.

Has sido mi mejor escape..

Has sido un buen escape de mi realidad dentro de mi realidad.

Has sido de los mejores escapes.

Me has manejado a tu manera, y no me puedo resistir a esa conexión.

No me cuesta pensar que te irás y no volverás pronto, he vivido bien durante todo este tiempo que no has estado y podré hacerlo cuando te vayas.

Me cuesta dejarte ir después de este último encuentro.

El encuentro con tus brazos, con tus labios, con tu piel, contigo fue una sensación que me gusta, y que siempre me gustó.

Is our generation trying to using humour as a mode of escapism from all the buried trauma and emotional problems that should be dealt with???

How many of you have watched the movie IDIOCRACY? It’s supposed to be a science fiction comedy but now whenever I catch me laughing at a funny tik tok or meme all I can remember is that movie.. are we going towards there?

We have become more mindless about how we spend our time. Mindless laughing, mindless scrolling… I wonder where we are going towards.

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Plan B für die Flucht aus einer psychiatrischen Anstalt und/oder vor dem III. Weltkrieg (Plan B for

Plan B für die Flucht aus einer psychiatrischen Anstalt und/oder vor dem III. Weltkrieg (Plan B for the Escape From a Mental Institution and/or From the III. World War), 2022 by J.G.Wind


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Love the prompts, that kind of little things give me life! (Thank you!)

Question: In a human-lab setting, A manages to escape and lives for a while as a free person…until they get taken in again

During that time, they met and got in a close relationship with B. Who showed up to be part of the lab and sent to take them back in

Possible reactions of A when they find out? (Maybe from past victims of B, perhaps seeing B)

I can give it a go: 

  • The characters noticing each other before anything else. 
  • One sacrificing themselves for testing to spare the other. 
  • A doesn’t say anything at first. Just staring in shock.
  • Perhaps they blame themselves for B’s capture?
  • “What brings a person like you, to a dump like this?” A could say.
  • “Thought you could use the company.” B replies. 

So 2018 was without a doubt the worst year of my life. My eldest sister died from cancer. My mother died two weeks after that, but to top it all off the week before Christmas after a lot of effort to try to fix things my Fiancee, my world, left me as well. I have no idea what i’m doing now, i feel like life is just pointless. I haven’t really used my tumblr the way I used to, talking to people, reaching out, being an active artist, a good friend. I don’t know why i’m writing this here of all places either. my tumblr page is dead, which brings me to the point of I feel like I have nothing left to offer anyone or the world in general. I’m very close to just giving in. I don’t know which on is certain, being cowardly for taking your own long, or being courageous to go through years of abuse and suffering just to have a car crash of things happen and wanting to end it all. Because not existing seems so much easier than this constant feeling of emptiness that i had finally lost with the meeting of my fiancee and finally having someone, something to live for. Everyone says I need to live for myself but that is so hard to do, how do you live for yourself? how do you love yourself even? Everyone says 2019 will be amazing, but i don’t feel like it will be. Nothing ever changes, no amount of effort changes the fact that i’m unable to make real meaningful friends, have a relationship where regardless of what i do or what they do we can sit down and discuss things and they are willing to do so and understand me. And i will do my best to understand them. Anyways Tumblr I just needed to vent, to try to take a least a few minutes to escape the reality that feels not so much like a nightmare but definitely like a long dark room where you can’t find the walls and you don’t remember walking into it so you have no idea what direction the door is in.

Hello. We’ve been writing this blog every day for a little over eleven and a half months now. Hello. We’ve been writing this blog every day for a little over eleven and a half months now. Hello. We’ve been writing this blog every day for a little over eleven and a half months now.

Hello. We’ve been writing this blog every day for a little over eleven and a half months now. As it was our intention to find out why every single day of the year is BRILLIANT, we’re almost there and it seemed appropriate to have some sort of countdown. If we make it, there will be eleven more posts after this one. Sorry it’s such a long one today, but it really is a great story. You can also find this blog on Wordpress, along with a short explanation of how it came about, and in which we reveal which of us has actually written all of this on the ’about’ page. Thank you all for reading, liking and re-posting. Will we reach a hundred followers my March 15th? Probably not…

Why March 4th is BRILLIANT

Through the Roof

Today we want to tell you about Jack Sheppard, who was born on this day in 1702 in Spitalfields, London. Jack was apprentice to a carpenter, but with only one year of apprenticeship left to serve, he took to a life of crime in 1723. Jack Sheppard was a thief, he was also a notorious gaol-breaker. He escaped from prison four times in 1724. We have to warn you that this story does not end well for Jack. He was eventually hanged at Tyburn.

If you’re wondering what a notorious criminal is doing featuring on ‘Why Today is Brilliant’, it is because his exploits made him something of a folk hero. He was young, good-looking, good natured, never violent and for a while it seemed as though no prison could hold him. We also need to explain a little about the political climate. In 1720, there had been a huge financial crash which is referred to as the South Sea Bubble. Loads of people had lost money and the economy was in ruins. When the whole thing was investigated, it was found that people were making money by selling debt. Politicians had taken huge bribes to allow this to happen. Politicians were disgraced and people were forced to pay back a percentage of their profits, but largely those who were rich to begin with suffered the least. If all this sounds horribly familiar to you, you’ll understand why people had little trust in those in authority and were happy to see someone get the better of them.

Jack really didn’t have an easy start in life. At the age of six he was apprenticed to a cane-chair maker, but his master died. He was sent to another who treated him badly and then, at ten, went to work for his mother’s employer, a draper called William Kneebone, who taught him to read and write and apprenticed him the a carpenter on Wych Street, near Drury Lane. By 1722, things were going better, he was showing a great deal of promise as a carpenter. Jack was small (only 5'4”) and slightly built with pale skin and very large dark eyes. He was quick to smile and had a ready wit. It made him popular in the taverns of Drury Lane and this was really where thing started to go wrong for him.

In a tavern called the Black Lion he met a highwayman called Joseph 'Blueskin’ Blake and a character called Jonathan Wild, a criminal who operated on both sides of the law. He also fell in love with drink and a woman called Elizabeth Lyon. His work suffered and he began to steal. First shoplifting and then taking things from the houses where he was working. He gave up his apprenticeship in August 1723 and progressed to burglary. He also moved in with Elizabeth who worked as a prostitute. When Elizabeth was arrested and imprisoned in a small gaol called St Giles Roundhouse, Jack actually broke into the prison and freed her.

In February 1724, he committed a burglary with Elizabeth and his brother Tom. Tom had already been caught stealing once and had been branded on the hand. When he was arrested for a second time, he was afraid he might be hanged and informed on his brother. A warrant was issued for Jack’s arrest. Jonathan Wild (who knew full well Jack was a burglar because one of his men had fenced some of his stolen goods for him) made sure his whereabouts was known and in April, Jack was arrested and imprisoned on the top floor of St Giles Roundhouse. Although he was wearing irons, within three hours he had broken through the timber ceiling of his cell, made a rope from his bedding, climbed out onto the roof and lowered himself to the ground. He had made quite a lot of noise smashing the ceiling and quite a crowd had gathered outside. Jack, still in irons, joined them. He shouted that he could see the escapee in the shadows on the roof then quietly slipped away.

In May he was caught in the act of pickpocketing and this time sent to St Ann’s Roundhouse in Soho. The next day, Elizabeth visited him. She was recognised, arrested and immediately locked up with him. They appeared before a magistrate and were sent to New Prison in Clerkenwell. Within days, they had filed through their manacles and removed a bar from the windows. They made a rope from their bedclothes and lowered themselves into the yard of the building next door. But the building next door was… another prison, Bridewell. Somehow they managed to climb over a twenty-two foot high gate and make good their escape. The event was highly publicised and was all the more remarkable because, as we told you, Jack was rather short and also Elizabeth was rather large.

Jack was becoming a pretty successful burglar and Jonathan Wild wanted to fence his goods for a share of the profits but Jack refused. Instead, he started to work with Joseph 'Blueskin’ Blake and together they burgled Jack’s former employer William Kneebone in July. Wild found out about it. He found Elizabeth and plied her with brandy until she gave away Jack’s whereabouts. He was arrested for a third time in Blueskin’s mother’s brandy shop by one of Wild’s henchmen. Jack was imprisoned at Newgate, tried, found guilty and sentenced to death. He escaped on the day his death warrant arrived. There was a barred window in his cell through which he was allowed to talk to visitors. He sawed through one of the bars. While he was being visited by Elizabeth and another woman, who had the delightful name of Poll Maggot, they distracted the guards while he removed the bar and climbed out. He escaped dressed in women’s clothes that the two had brought for him.

He evaded Wild’s men, but was arrested again in September by a posse from Newgate and returned to his condemned cell. By now Jack Sheppard was something of a folk hero. He was visited by the great, the good and the merely curious who wanted to take a look at the man who had escaped the law three times. His escape plans were thwarted twice after guards found files and other tools in his cell. Jack was moved to a strong room and put in leg irons that were attached by a chain to two massive staples in the floor. He demonstrated to his gaolers how this was not enough to hold him. He showed them how he could use a small nail to pick the padlock that held him. They bound him more tightly and also handcuffed him.

Meanwhile, his accomplice Blueskin was being tried in a court next door to the prison for the same crime. Although the evidence given by Wild did not correlate with the evidence he had given at Jack’s trial, Blueskin was convicted anyway. Blueskin was furious and attacked Wild in the courtroom. He slashed at his throat with a pocket knife and Wild was badly injured. There was a complete uproar which soon spread to the prison next door and lasted into the night. Jack Sheppard took advantage of this. He unlocked his handcuffs and removed the chains but couldn’t undo the leg irons. Even so, he still managed to climb up a chimney, but found his way blocked by an iron bar. He removed the bar, climbed back down and used it to break through the ceiling to an unoccupied cell above. From there, and still wearing the leg irons, he managed to break through another six barred doors and into the prison chapel. From here, he got out onto the roof which was sixty feet above the ground. He then went all the was back to his cell to fetch his blankets. He used them to lower himself onto the roof of the adjacent house, which belonged to a turner named William Bird. He broke into the house, walked down the stairs and out into the street. All without disturbing the occupants.

Jack hid out in a cowshed in Tottenham where he was spotted by the barn’s owner. But he managed to persuade him that he had escaped from a completely different prison to which he had been sent for failing to support a bastard son that he didn’t have. He bribed a shoemaker to fetch a blacksmith to free him from his leg irons and told them the same story. Daniel Defoe, the writer of Robinson Crusoe, who was then working as a journalist, got hold of the story and wrote an account of it. He describes how people at Newgate believed the the Devil himself had come to assist Jack in his escape.

Jack was arrested for the fifth and final time only two weeks later after he broke into a pawnbroker’s shop, stealing a black silk suit, a sword, jewellery, watches and a rather fine wig. He spent the rest of the day dressed as a dandy and swanning about town with two of his mistresses. When he was arrested, in the early hours of November 1st, he was blind drunk. This time he was put in a different cell in Newgate, where he could be watched at all times. He was also chained with 300 lbs of iron weights. Such was his fame that his gaolers charge high-society visitors four shillings each to see him. He remained cheerful with everyone and several people wrote to the King, George I, begging that his sentence be commuted to transportation. At his trial he was offered a reduced sentence if he agreed to inform on his accomplices, but he refused. He was sentenced to be hanged.

Jack Sheppard was taken to Tyburn on November 16th. He had planned one more escape, but the pocket knife he had intended to use to cut his ropes on the way to the gallows was found by a prison warder. His final journey seems to have been an oddly merry one. He was drawn in a cart along Holborn and Oxford Street accompanied by the city marshal. As many as two hundred thousand people turned out, to celebrate his life as much as anything. Just to give you an idea, this was around one third of the population of London at the time. The procession halted at the City of Oxford tavern on Oxford Street where he drank a pint of sack (sherry). His 'official’ autobiography, which was probably ghost written by Defoe,  was on sale to the public. He handed a copy out as he mounted the scaffold. He was hoisted and hanged for the prescribed fifteen minutes and then cut down. Being of slight build, it is possible that he wasn’t dead at this point. His friends planned to take his body straight to a doctor in the hope that he could be revived. But the crowd pressed around him in an effort to stop his body being taken for dissection and, sadly, it may have been this that killed him rather than the hanging.

His story was quickly adapted for the stage and a play about him opened at Drury Lane only two weeks after his death. Four years later John Gay based his 'Beggars Opera’ on the story of Jack’s life. It was extremely popular and allowed  Gay to recover the money he had lost in the South Sea Bubble. It was performed regularly over the next hundred years and used a century after that by Berholt Brecht and Kurt Weill as a basis for their Threepenny Opera.


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