Return

I’m sorry my love,

It’s time, I have to leave.

Life has come between us,

I beg you, don’t grieve.

For I’ll return,

I promise thee!

Till then I lend you,

My soul and longings.

Please keep safe

My precious belongings.

I know that it hurts you

to be apart,

Yet never doubt of my love,

it’s always in my heart.

- S.T.S.

TRIGER WARNINGS: TERFS, depression physical abuse, sexual abuse, suicide, death, sexual harrassment, sexual harrassment from a family member, abusive relationship, abusive boyfriend, toxic relationship, unaccepting family, rape, toxic family, family

as everyone knows i have quit tumblr. i originally joined when I was closeted as an escape from my family who are not open minded. i had posted my early transition progress frequently including when I found out that I’m intersex. when i started this blog i had short blonde hair and walked around naked constantly because all of my male clothes made me super dysphoric. a year after i joined engaged to a guy named Luke who i never ever showed pics of or even introduced to any of my irl friends, mainly because he was physically and sexually abusive and i didn’t want pics of someone who i was terrified of on my blog. i used to make a bunch of awful jokes and even made a joke blog about not wiping my ass under the name of Mark Skidz as a coping mechanism with all the bullshit in my life. then my house caught on fire and shortly after i started getting sexually harrased by a distant relative on facebook then after that tumblr started to become toxic to me when i got cyberbullied by over 500 TERFs, i also got sexually harrased on tumblr in my anons (many of which i was stupid enough to answer instead of just deleting them). then i found out Luke was cheating on me constantly and that was basically the final straw for me which caused me to post a bunch of suicidal posts on here and basically caused my life to go completely downhill since, i did have a girlfriend for a brief period she was cute and supportive but it just didn’t work out because we had too many problems of our own. after that break up i decided to take a break from social media. but shortly after i quit without warning because i couldn’t post on here anymore because it was too painful for me. long story short this post is my final goodbye. thank you to everyone who supported me over the years until we meet again

- Princess River

Your reaction made me feel I’d helped
when I said our ability to deal
with emotional upheavals
works the same as our muscles:
that new woes stretch and tear at us,
and though the loads may never lighten
we eventually grow strong enough
to carry them.

This soreness in my arms
from helping you move away
is a fitting reminder that you are gone.
It hurts
but I will be stronger
for the pain.

Seeing new tumblr’s censorship that applied in 21 December, i’m considering to delete my tumblr blog or just leave it as it is with no update anymore for next year coz this app has barely any interaction compare to other platforms.

U can follow me on

Twitter:agikun (most active)

Instagram:brilcristz

Facebook:brilcrist

Tumblr is banning the type of content I’m posting, so it’s time to say goodbye…

It has been an honor to provide all of you (over 73.000 followers!) with pictures I like. I took a copy of all my content - both whatsabrinalikes andthepeniscollection - so I can publish this elsewhere, if there ever be a place that allows this type of content and is as easily to maintain.

I tried to set up a crowdfunding to create my own website, however no crowdfunding platform that I trust allows adult websites. Too bad…

If you have any idea where I can put my content and keep adding new stuff the way I do now, please let me know. It would be a shame if I should lose contact with all of you!

In the meantime, I will leave this blog open. I think only my posts will be removed, not my blog. If I ever start somewhere else, I will let you know on this blog, my Twitter account (https://twitter.com/_SabrinaL_) and on my old blog (https://hotsabrinal.tumblr.com - this hasn’t been flagged as adult (yet)).

Hope to see you all very soon.

Best regards, lots of love,
SabrinaL.

this tumblr has been a great help for me. every thing I’ve put here has inspired me in many many ways. I talked to some great people on here and I’m not done with this platform. I started it when I was fifteen ; six years later, it’s time to say goodbye to my beloved old account. 

With this obligation to have a new password on a old e-mail now unreachable, I soon won’t be able to log in to this tumblr. And maybe that’s a sign. Maybe I need to move on to something else, something that fits the person I’ve become over these six years full of change. 

It has been a pleasure and always will be. If you’re still interested in seeing where I migrate : click here.

I will still be following some of the people I was following on here and I’m looking forward to having a place where you can all come talk to me. 

If not, it as been a pleasure and maybe our internet paths will cross again one day. 

When someone writes transphobic crap on something I reblogged and then they have “queer” in their bio

preproductionhome:

yungkiitten:

S/o to the girls who get called harsh and rude when they’re just assertive and don’t hold anything back

There IS a difference between someone being rude and someone being assertive. When a man is being assertive people act as if he’s just a terrible person but when a women does it she’s ‘strong’.

Being assertive under certain circumstances can be very rude. It’s not an excuse, it’s poor etiquette.

Actually, it’s the other way around. When a man is assertive, he’s being “dominant” (strong) and in a higher position. Meanwhile for women it"s catty, rude, bitchy, mean and bratty. That is what this is about. There’s obviously a distinction between being viciously “rude” and assertive. You want to talk about that? This isn’t the place.

Make your own post, yeah? You seem lost. Before you step up into a situation you know nothing of.

beggars-opera:

Aren’t you glad covid didn’t happen in 2005 like all the scene kids would be calling the new variant the omnomnomicron with a cartoon dinosaur or something