#goodbye
I know it has been a while since our last post here and I am sorry this couldn’t be a happier one to come back. My heart breaks while writing this.
We had to say goodbye to our big beautiful boy Blake this Friday. It was his 11.5th birthday and just one day shy of his 11 year anniversary of meeting Sambucca, the love of his life.
He was completely fine last Saturday and Sunday morning he suddenly spiraled into great suffering. We reacted immediately and tried absolutely everything in our power to help him and find the cause. Over the course of the week we went to 2 different ERs, a vet and a neurology specialist. He was being monitored 24/7, he had an IV, we had a catheter installed and a feeding tube. We got his blood work done, x-rays, ultrasound… even an MRI and a spinal tap. And yet, frustratingly no definitive diagnosis could be made.
However looking at his symptoms and the lack of indicators in almost anything else, we are fairly certain it was a neurological issue. Most likely a very aggressive, fast growing cancerous brain tumor that probably caused an unwitnessed seizure, from which he never really recovered. If it really was a tumor, we could tell from the MRI that it would not have been operable. The treatments we could do didn’t show any improvement and radiation or chemo-therapy wouldn’t have made any sense.
There was nothing else we could do for him and while we managed to stabilize him so he’d be more comfortable, he wouldn’t and couldn’t get better on his own. So we made the hardest decision of my life, to release him so he could rest in peace.
He was so weak that I was terrified of losing him, when he’d be all alone in a foreign, sterile place, surrounded by barking dogs and other animals that were fighting their own painful battles. I kept sending him good energy and strength from afar, telling him that we would come and be with him as soon as we could. And he was very brave and strong and held on. We had a warm, nice and quiet room all to ourselves and we could bring Sambucca and Faolan to be with him as well. He looked really good, much better than he had all week. He was awake and aware, and the doctors did a great job making him as comfortable as he could be. Blake was so happy to see us and was purring softly in our arms. We thanked him for all the joy and memories he had brought us in all those years together (he’s been with me for a third of my life) and told him how much we loved him.
He fell asleep peacefully on our laps within seconds.
I am so thankful he gave us these last moments together. We will always love him and carry him in our hearts. The apartment seems so empty and quiet without his big fluffy presence, but I hope he’s watching over us and maybe his spirit will come and visit us from time to time.
I miss you Blake. Until we meet again. ❤️
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Warning. I’ve decided to stop publishing on Tumblr.
I tried to stay but I had too much email about their nudity rule.
I tried to stay but all the audience left.
I tried to stay but it took me too much time to censor my photos
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THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT YOU GAVE, IT WAS A NICE PLACE WE HAD ♥
Bruno
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(A letter to a special someone…ps I’m not saying his name. Also has nothing to do with infj, this is just me getting things off my chest)
Dear X,
Our friendship is the greatest thing I have bestowed. To that, I am so thankful. You are my best friend, we share the same sense of humor, I enjoy sharing memes and talking about our lives with each other. I find myself looking forward on seeing you again, every day almost.
We have been friends for a very long time now, and the one thing I admit here that I have a secret, a secret I don’t think I can ever tell you. It can ruin things for us, a friendship I longed to have for the longest time.
But my secret is my feeling for you… it goes deeper than just friendship.
I long for a day we end up together, you ask me out on dates, on adventures. I long to spend all my time with you. I have had crushes before, feelings for someone once before, but never have I felt the way I feel with you. It’s like the ones I thought I liked before, it was nothing, it didn’t mean anything, not compared to my feelings for you.
You respect me more than anyone has in my life. You are kind, your smile brightens my day more than the sun in the desert. You care for me when I’m at my weakest, caring for my feelings when no one, not even myself would. You are generous, wanting to help every single person in need, even if they probably don’t deserve it. You see the goodness, the light in everyone you meet, even if it was dim, you still see it and appreciate it. You are a gentlemen, holding doors for me, holding my bag even if it has only my wallet and phone inside. Your laugh makes my heart feel warm, knowing it’s not a fake laugh, but more genuine, and makes me want to jump around the room like I’m 16 again. You make things seem possible when it may not at the moment. You have helped me in so many ways, become a better person. You make me want to be better person, seeing the way you are, the way you treat others.
That is why I could never be with you.
I say these things to reflect my own feelings, and to let them go, down the stream so I can just enjoy our friendship now, not wanting to hurt it, not wanting to get myself hurt with it.
I know you will never read this. You will never see how much the small things you do have a strong impact on me, how you have a great impact on me. You are an amazing person, and I hope the best for you. I hope that you meet someone who is perfect for you. Who reflects the same kind, generous, and respectful personality as you possess. I hope you find someone who make you feel like perfection exists.
Yours truly,
A friend
You’re free, my angel,
It’s time to say goodbye.
It’s a memory portrait of her. She looks like from the past here.
How old are we now? time goes by so fast.
She’s safe now, She’s doing what she loves.
And I’m glad that She’s so far away, cause we never meet again.
It’s okay. I set her free from my mind
Only one, maybe two warm memories that I have to put in my pocket.She was the one.
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Kodaline- All i want
- Beth McCarthy/ July
Very silly pet peeve that probably only bothers me: porn that features bondage with ribbons/panties/other flimsy material.
Am I the only breaking ribbon while squirming????? Or ripping panties because someone thought PANTIES (flimsy little lingerie panties!!!!) could hold me down???
It reminds me of a Cosmo article I once read that advised women to tie up their man with toilet paper. Toilet paper!!!!!!! GIRL, WHAT. If he BREATHES, that toilet paper is going to rip.
JFC, tie me up like you mean it!
Please don’t expect thunderbird things from me anymore I’m now hyper fixated on Marvel, I no longer have alot of interest in thunderbirds, maybe one day, but not today, or for the next year, If you wish to keep your blog thunderbirds, I’d un follow
“Fenris would have killed himself to protect me. I didn’t want to give him that chance.” Last goodbye -
This draw gonna haunt me every time I leave Hawke into the Fade
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There was this girl who was once in love,
In love with a guy for quite sometime.
The guy so liked the girl that he courted her.
They became a couple eventually.
He was her first, but she was never his.
A movie date was their first date together.
He first held her hand while watching a live show.
He kissed her on the cheek which made the girl blush.
Their first phone call lasted ‘til 6 in the morning, 7 hours straight.
She found it hard to sleep when he said his first “I love you.”
It’s so sudden that everything had to end that way.
Goodbyes were left unsaid,
And tears were shed every night.
They held on to their promises of forever,
Hoping that they will be given another chance.
As time passed by, they accepted the fact that they needed to move on.
Promises were broken,
And forever doesn’t exist.
If there is forever,
Then, forever is not enough.
Written by: Carol Nicole Cueto
Hey everyone, it’s been a while since I last posted on here! This turned out to be a long post, I’m sorry for that. And excuse me for my English, it’s been ages since I last wrote something using this language.
I’m popping up one last time to finally say goodbye to all of you, my dear Tumblr family. I know I’ve left without a word and I’m sorry for that but it just happened, without a real reason…. I just stopped enjoying blogging on here. I don’t know if any of you noticed it but well, I feel like it’s time to say goodbye for good. My computer broke and lost all things Tumblr related I still had and I took it as a sign, I did not want to just leave without saying goodbye and so, here I am.
Thank you for these five past years together, I’ve had great moments with all of you. You’ve helped me - maybe without even realizing it - during a time where Tumblr was all I had and it was the only thing helping me going through my days.
Just to give a little non requested update: since February of last year I started a diet and lost +30kg, I recovered from my anxiety, panic attacks and depression. I decided to go back to Uni and started to study again in order to pass the admission exam to become a Midwife (or a nurse, we will see how it will go!).
Thank you all again from my heart, you did not know it, but you’ve helped me to reach all of this.
A hug from Chiara x
If I said I loved you
I wasn’t lying
But today I stand true
In wishing I was dying
Because my love never mattered to who
I have said this to
Delete my fucking number
It’s not like you even call
I’m entering eternity’s slumber
Good riddance to this everlasting rainfall
If you won’t have me
No one will
I wrote you something else
It’s corny and cheesy
And all things winter time
I’ve yet to publish
B…
We say one last good night to you, the man is gone but the legend stays true.
You lived happily in a fantasy, but saint Peter has named a new destiny.
Those that are left will always smile at your name, and when they see your empire cry at deaths shame.
So good night to you man of golden toner, who is responcible for so many boner’s.
I normally don’t post poems, but a great man passed. So sorry to all who it upsets
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After careful consideration I decided to…
stop updating this blog. This blog kept me connected to Korea after working there for two years. It has now been a year and a half since I’ve been back in the states and I’ve come to the realization that I have to move on. I need to work, make money, and consider what’s best for my future. Unfortunately blogging about Korean is no longer beneficial to me nor can I dedicate the time to it that it deserves.
I want to thank all of you for…
all the love you’ve shown me. It meant a lot to me during those times when I was doubting whether it was a mistake to start this blog or not. I have to say that the Korean language learning community on Tumblr is the most inspiring. I’m glad I got the chance to contribute.
You can still follow me at…
>>puroespanol<< It’s my new Spanish blog. It’s still getting off its feet, but if you’re learning Spanish please consider following me there.
November 1 will be my last day of posting.
Thank you for all the kind and supportive messages you have been sending me. I will miss you guys very much. Keep on studying. 화이팅!
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I’ve left a trail of bodies in my wake ten miles wide. I think I’ve said ‘goodbye’ more times than I’ve said ‘hello’ and I’ve said ‘I love you’ a thousand times more than I’ve heard it.
I wish I could write this to you, but I don’t know who ‘you’ is anymore because the list is too long. If you read this, and your heart sinks for a second and says ‘ouch’, that’s the feeling of a pen writing your name somewhere you would rather erase it from.
Im sorry if it hurts, but there’s a reason you need to know. Are you ready?
Because I’ve done it too. I’ve hurt people in the same ways they’ve hurt me. Maybe even you. And there’s something to be learned from that.
In life, the person who takes the blame for pain, suffering, wrong-doing. It’s whoever did it last, because memory is so very shallow.
You hurt me. I hurt you. Look, I can’t stop that. I’m only human. But if I ever see a Coke with your name on it, I’ll share it with you. I hope you’ll take it.
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#zackgrey #goodbye #hello #iloveyou #prose #quotable #coke #poetry #longform #quote (at Rehoboth Beach, Delaware)
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I hope your ego is happy now.
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My book To a Girl I Haven’t Met is available for purchase through the link in my bio.
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#zackgrey #beach #love #loss #life #ocean #learn #quote #poetry #goodbye #sky (at Rehoboth Beach, Delaware)
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