#not enough

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I am not pretty enough.
I am not skinny enough.
I am not funny enough.
I am not interesting enough.
I am not quiet enough.
I am not cute enough.
I am not smart enough.
I am not enough.
I will never be enough. Not for the guys I fall for. Not for the tall, gorgeous human beings, that are kind, nice, inteligent, funny, sarcastic, athletic, handsome, loved and adored by everyone around them. I will never be enough for guys like that. And maybe instead of trying to become enough I should just say that someday somewhere there will be someone who I will be enough for. Right now, however, I am just not enough, not enough, not enough.

Sajnálom, hogy nincs belőlem még vagy 3 talán akkor lenne időm másokra is a sok szar mellett…

There was this girl who was once in love,

In love with a guy for quite sometime.

The guy so liked the girl that he courted her.

They became a couple eventually.

He was her first, but she was never his.

 

A movie date was their first date together.

He first held her hand while watching a live show.

He kissed her on the cheek which made the girl blush.

Their first phone call lasted ‘til 6 in the morning, 7 hours straight.

She found it hard to sleep when he said his first “I love you.”

 

It’s so sudden that everything had to end that way.

Goodbyes were left unsaid,

And tears were shed every night.

They held on to their promises of forever,

Hoping that they will be given another chance.

 

As time passed by, they accepted the fact that they needed to move on.

Promises were broken,

And forever doesn’t exist.

If there is forever,

Then, forever is not enough.

 

Written by: Carol Nicole Cueto

                                                                       I’m like:

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It’s difficult for me to imagine the rest of my life without you. But I suppose I don’t have to imagine it… I just have to live it

Society: be yourself!


Society: yeah but not like that.

PAAAAIN ! Without love

when the lights go off you’ll understand

But what if I never get over you? What if I continue to wake up every day of my fucking life and want you so badly that my bones shake so much that they feel like they’re going to break? What if I keep waiting for a call or a text or a sign from God that never comes? What if you were the one, but I wasn’t?

i-will-die-today:

you keep telling me that I’m worth it, but I still feel like I’m worthless.

There are certain days that make you….just……not want to exist.

—today broke me

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