#low self everything

*puts myself out there*

*brings myself right back*

can’t believe life peaked for me when an alleged Shatner/Kirk lookalike anonymously offered to hug me through the internet

no, that checks out… what I actually can’t believe is that I turned them down because I have no self worth

first time in a year that I’ve had… I’m not sure, either the courage or the sheer stupidity to actually read a comment on one of my stories, and it’s a diatribe about how badly and negatively I portrayed Kirk (aka my literal favorite Trek character ever), asking if I hate him or Shatner because I wasted so many words on being rude to/about him, and not-so-subtly accusing me of fatphobia/fat shaming/ageism.

if all of my ao3 and tumblr materials ever disappear, just… don’t be surprised.