#apathy
Please let me die in solitude
Яма в которую периодически скатываются опустошенные тела-стала моим домом.
За моими действиями ничего нет
Я пустота
Я притягиваю и отталкиваю
Мое призвание -разочаровывать ;мой удел -катиться вниз
Бессмысленно цепляться за остатки былой себя,как за травинки погружаясь в сырую землю .
Все обрывается
Будущее там-снаружи
А я продолжаю сидеть в этой яме
С расцарапанными в кровь руками,последствия безуспешных попыток подняться наверх
В надежде глотнуть чистого воздуха
Чтобы быть живой
Просто дышать
Бороться
Сопротивляться
Нет
Меня нет
Яма сменится могилой.
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Confusion in her eyes that says it all.
She’s lost control.
And she’s clinging to the nearest passer by,
She’s lost control.
And she gave away the secrets of her past,
And said I’ve lost control again,
And of a voice that told her when and where to act,
She said I’ve lost control again.
And she turned around and took me by the hand
And said I’ve lost control again.
And how I’ll never know just why or understand
She said I’ve lost control again.
And she screamed out kicking on her side
And said I’ve lost control again.
And seized up on the floor, I thought she’d die.
She said I’ve lost control.
She’s lost control again.
She’s lost control.
She’s lost control again.
She’s lost control.
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Here’s a bit of bleak existential furniture.
Shirt of the day at WrongTees. http://bit.ly/nothing-mattress
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I just don’t understand how I can be so empty all the fucking time.
Am I going to be like this forever? Am I doomed to pass by every important event in my life feeling nothing, merely going through the motions, pretend to experience the emotions I’m supposed to? Am I going to die like this?
szpd google searches: how to care about my life and what happens in it
Anhedonia is brutal. There’s no escape from it. Everything that was good becomes boring, empty, and meaningless. It’s like eating your favorite foods, but they all turn into ashes in your mouth.
On Discrimination, on Prejudice, on Apathy
So, recently, those who pay attention may have noted that Apathy has been making its way into my three A’s that lead into discrimination.To understand why that is, you have to look at a few things that factor into it. To do that, you have to look at what it is that operates here.
When persons in a state or condition of power express the sentiment that they are being discriminated against…
Never wish them pain. That’s not who you are. If they caused you pain, they must have pain inside. Wish them healing. That’s what they need.
Najwa Zebian
