#autistic adult
just having a plastic rat moment
fidget spinners are still good NT’s are just mean
(⚠️Trigger warning for shitty behavior that caused me daily meltdowns/shutdowns)
I’ve been reading about Autistic Burnout and realizing just how badly I’ve been experiencing it over the years. My second to last work place was really awful to me, despite how hard I tried and how many hours I put in to the company. The number of times I would end up retreating to the bathroom to bang my head against the wall/angrily hand flap was way too high on even a DAILY basis.
Pink text is things actually said to me/things I was called at work. Purple is my perception of myself/truths.
Anyways fuck them and fuck the fact that they used my autistic traits against me as an excuse for their behavior. You don’t get to tell me I’m “irritating” and when I ask how I can do better say, “it’s not my job to parent you/if you haven’t learned by now, how can you expect me to teach it to you?” FUCK. YOU.
This! All of it.
The shit just hit the fan. I am jobless and I officially have pneumonia. Life currently sucks! Stay safe folks!
Found on internet. This is so me! It is not even funny anymore. I got in trouble too many times bc of this.
This is so me!