#crippling depression
It’s (not) funny because is true
I need someone, a person to talk to
Someone who’d care to love
Could it be you?
Could it be you?
The situation gets rough, and I start to panic
It’s not enough, it’s just a habit
And, kid, you’re sick
Well, darling, this is it
Well, you can all just kiss off into the air
Behind my back, I can see them stare
They’ll hurt me bad, but I won’t mind
They’ll hurt me bad, they do it all the time
Yeah, they do it all the time
They do it all the time
They do it all the time
They do it all the time, do it all the time
“I hope you know that this will go down on your permanent record!”
Oh, yeah? Well, don’t get so distressed
Did I happen to mention that I’m impressed?
- I take one, one, one ‘cause you left me
- And two, two, two for my family
- And three, three, three for my heartache
- And four, four, four for my headaches
- And five, five, five for my lonely
- And six, six, six for my sorrow
- And seven, seven for no tomorrow
- And eight, eight, I forget what eight was for
- But nine, nine, nine for the lost gods
- Ten, ten, ten, ten for everything,everything,EVERYTHING
Behind my back, I can see them stare
They’ll hurt me bad, but I won’t mind
They’ll hurt me bad, they do it all the time
Yeah, they do it all the time
They do it all the time
They do it all the time
They do it all the time, do it all the time, do it all the time
![[Never thought I’d lose it But it’s looking like I will]](https://64.media.tumblr.com/bc2c48dab5d24d63d0eaa10a45086b50/tumblr_oqrs2gcAAK1u90aieo1_640.jpg "[Never thought I’d lose it But it’s looking like I will]")
My friend said she could see no way ahead
And I was probably better off without you
She said to face up to the fact that you weren’t coming back
And she could make me happy like you used to
But I’m sorry to say I turned her away
Knowing everything she said was true
And that’s the price I pay for loving you the way that I do
There’s something inside that hurts my foolish pride
To visit the places we used to go together
Not a day goes by that I don’t sit and wonder why
Your feelings for me didn’t last forever
Girl I love you so much that sometimes it’s such
I’d walk a mile with a stone in my shoe
And that’s the price I pay for loving you the way that I do
That’s the price I pay for loving you the way that I do
So keep that phone out of my way for the things I must say
Are empty if you don’t believe they’re true
And that’s the price I pay for loving you the way that I do
That’s the price I pay for loving you the way that I do
I love you so much that baby it’s such
I’d walk a mile with a stone in my shoe
And that’s the price I pay for loving you the way that I do
So now you wait for his spark
You know it’ll turn you on
He’s gonna make you feel
The way you want to feel
When he starts to lie
When he makes you cry
You know I’ll be there
My day will come i know
Someday I’ll be the only one
It’s not my fault it wasn’t up to you
Christmas eve comes once a year and that will never do
Your image started fading, I closed my eyes to see
Tell me, do you close your eyes for me?
Now your door seems half a world away
The price of gasoline is more than I can pay
Plus I don’t have a car I can call my very own
I guess I’ll spend another night alone
If I could say I’m sorry, who would I say it to?
Besides apologies mean less than dirt to folks like me and you
You know it’s true
Should I say too bad, or so what?
What’s appropriate? should I show it?
Call you on the phone and let you know it?
Back at my house there’s nothing on T.V.
The bathroom mirror casts confusing looks from me to me
I watched you from a distance, for too briefly held you close
I guess that’s just the way this story goes
I don’t wanna be me anymore
It never lasts
After it took so long to get a piece of happiness
For eternity
