#miserable
“You’re cold. But it’s because people have hurt you”
Broken thoughts
I’m running out of reasons to stay alive…
Broken thoughts
Help me, I’m losing my mind again…
Broken thoughts
#NewMusicFriday for October 26th, 2018, mostly postpunk it seems https://www.bottle-imp.com/blog/newmusicfriday-for-october-26th-2018-mostly-postpunk-it-seems
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It’s all my fault. I know it. I destroy everything and everyone around me.
Feeling everything and nothing at the same time.
Today’s society taught us that only you alone can achieve something, even if it means to sacrifice everything.
Holding on to my thoughts like there is no way I can change them.
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive.
Because not all of them care about me and to know that, makes it even worse.
But maybe the thoughts are true and I’m not worth it.
Pretending to be okay is more destructive than all the drugs you’ve ever taken.
The future is unknown. It is not worth knowing, because if the future is known then the future is established and therefore, not ours to create.
The reason why I keep my feelings to myself, is because I can’t explain them.
No one notices your pain until it’s too late.
I’m trying so fucking hard and no one sees that. I’m trying so fucking hard to stay alive but my breathing is getting shallow and my heart is beating slower and if I don’t wake up tomorrow just fucking forget about me.
