#progress
Do you remember where you were exactly four years ago? I do. On January 31st, 2014, I went to see my favorite band. It was meant to be a pre-birthday celebration, watching them play one of my favorite albums with my best friend by my side. However, what should have been a great night ended up being one of the worst. The short story is that I had the most intense panic attack I’ve ever experienced…
I’ve been blown away with the luck and blessings I’ve gotten from the Gods this past year. I got to the point where I can justify having business cards for my art (which I made to double as mini-prints!)
Honestly, I can’t thank the gods, and epsecially Apollo, enough for it. I’ve made some awesome things and I’m still getting to do it. I can’t sustain myself on art work alone, but it’s been a great start.
Hope everyone is well and safe, and that you can pursue the things you love be it art, butterfly collecting, or just relaxing with a candle.
Cheers!
-D
I know this might not seem like a big deal, but I’m now just a little over 2 months post op and I walked 5 miles in one day for the first time and I am really proud of that
“Without deviation from the norm, progress is not possible.”
When people are annoyed.
So you’ve lost a bunch of weight and your life has pretty much drastically changed completely and all you wanna do is share that joy. Like shout it from the rooftops because you can finally climb up there . And the people around you are totally supportive and are proud of you.
BUT THEY GET TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT IT.
I get it. It’s annoying to constantly talk about the same thing over and over again. But seriously I’m 9 freaking months pregnant and I fit into a size XS hoodie at Pink yesterday . NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I BEEN THIS SMALL AND IM 9 MONTHS PREGNANT. I just want to celebrate. But it feels like I’ve run my course of people being happy about it. So whatever.
So whatever. I’ll just shout it from my own rooftops and be grateful that I’m not where I was and I can enjoy the last few weeks of pregnancy not completely miserable.
I literally can’t wait to meet my little Benji and hold and love on him. But I also can’t wait to see where my body lands after he’s born. And to get back into my exercise routine and healthier eating habits and get these last 30 pounds off
One year difference
By this time last year I had already lost about 50 pounds and I was feeling amazing now I’ve lost 108 (115 total with a 7 pound gain during pregnancy so far).
I can do so many things I wasn’t able to before, including carrying a baby this far . This is the most pregnant I’ve ever been . 25 weeks 3 days. I get to meet my little man in just over 13 weeks .
I always imagined pregnancy would be a miserable process because I was already so heavy that I would be miserable from day one. This pregnancy has been the most amazing experience I’ve ever had. I am so eternally grateful to experience it.
Having weight-loss surgery was one of the single greatest decisions of my life.
Life update
So it’s been a hot minute again. ♀️. Life happens.
I am coming up on my one year surgiversary . Around 113 pounds down. (It’s been awhile since I weighed) Less than 30 pounds to goal weight. And I’m 21 weeks pregnant . We have our anatomy scan on Friday and I’m super excited. We already know he’s a boy, but we are going to confirm.
At 21 weeks I’ve only gained around 1-2 pounds . I have managed to lose weight in other places but it’s all going to my belly!
I’ll do a year update next week!!