Dear —-, 

I guess sometimes things get found at the wrong time. Words get lost along the way. I’m still sad we never said goodbye or thanked each other for it all. I did not reopen the letter. I don’t think it’s mine to open. It seems kind of beautiful that some love is left safe and sealed in an old blue envelope. The bluejay stamp is three years tattered. Who knows where it’s been, but I hope it finds you okay this time. 

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This Tumblr page has been…

The only place where I’ve been able to be who I am. The me behind the forced smile. The me who truly expresses myself and takes time to figure out how I feel. Ngl, sometimes realizing this makes me sad. Other times, it makes me so happy to see how many people have decided to follow this page that I on the spur of the moment decided to create one day. Desperate to see if anyone else felt as alone. If anyone else was as confused about why they were so different…We were made to be different.

We are the healers. We aren’t 1 percent to be like everyone else. We are the shamans and sages that live at the top of the mountain, where all the village people come to with the questions they know only a wise person will carry and openly share. Higher perspective. In this modern day, technology fueled world, this has just turned into people texting you for advice, consistently dumping and venting onto you, and only talking to you to receive what they need.

It doesn’t feel as good as it probably did back then, when a sage would sit in a cave at the top of a tree filled mountain. Where you could feel the breeze, listen to the silence, find joy in the sound of a singing bird, and hear your own voice and feelings enough to know that they matter just as much. It was probably exciting to see someone taking form upon the hill. Someone who was willing to walk up the mountain to receive your advice, and even more, valued it enough to work their way to it.

Its officially been 2 months since I broke down and just packed up my car and left without telling any of my family. I have been living out of my car, just traveling. Recording my experiences on YT. Life is so blissful from this moving mountain I now travel in. No contact, no dumping, no drain. Just PEACE. It does exist.

Thank you for supporting this page. Essentially validating that my emotions exist. I would love for you peek into my travels on YT. A collective I would be happy to live chat with and comment to on my videos. This INFJ is working hard to get to 1k. There are 5k following here so I’m hopeful if you’re the one who’s made it to the end of this post that you’ll be excited to follow me there like it led you to here.

I’m forcing myself to be brave and not be afraid, to ask for help, and show myself and travels. I hope it inspires you to do whatever protects your peace and fills your heart. If you do subscribe, please let me know so I can extend a personal thank you. From one INFJ to you. Possibly someone like me, who went on tumblr trying to find relation and understanding. Protect your energy. Protect your peace. I’ll always support you, I hope you’ll support me. Peace and Love

YT- Lucid Lunix

R o s e s

3000 Followers!!!!!

Omg that’s so crazy. Thank you so much. I don’t really know what to say apart from thank you and I appreciate you all so much. I never thought people would really see what I posted because I thought no one would care but this is so crazy.

I’ve been thinking of maybe doing some other stuff on my page but idk. If anyone has any suggestions let me know. I’ve considered maybe writing if that’s something people would like. I would carry on what I’m doing as well. I just want to appeal to everyone.

Sorry this may be a bit cringe but I’m honestly speechless. Thank you guys so muchhh

Love you all xxx

THANK YOU!!!

hello guys omg! A lots going on but I realized I have 2.3k on tiktok and 500 on here and i am GEEKING!! Thank you all so much im so happy to have so many new friends and people who enjoy my niche content! So now onto the real ish… Im coming out with a pose pack and 2 sims (all outfits) as a thank you <3 i seriously never thought this would happen, im excited and greatful. thank you all so so so much

We are grateful to have a warm home, free food, and a loving family. May you all be kind, eat well, and surround yourself with loved ones. Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Thank you very much for the support provided to my blog! 

I’m so grateful for that!  

I’ll keep giving my best… infinite thanks!  

Remember to stay healthy physically and psychologically. 

I love them!

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