#trauma vent

Being hypersexual feels so disgusting. I want nothing to do with my own thoughts and I keep convincing myself they’re just intrusive thoughts but what if this whole time it’s just me?

I need a long hug and a gentle punch in the face with a chair or something.

I won’t even set an alaram, it doesn’t matter on the Last Dayy!! ^^

It’s my blog, I can post whatever I feel like posting….

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.Anyways….Tw for blood and missing limbs

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Anyone want an extensive knowledge of my childhood trauma?

Medical traumacore inspired by ya girl

Can we talk about little space for a moment?

Not ddlg k!nk shit. Just people who go into little space because it is so so misunderstood. It’s not about wanting to have s3x with child or an adult “pretending” to be a kid.

Some people were robbed of their childhood. Some people suffered traumatic events in their childhood, maybe even infancy. They never knew life or even childhood without trauma. In teenage years or adulthood it can be therapeutic to enjoy the things most kids do. They didn’t get to back then, so who are you to tell them now that they can’t? Everyone deserves the sweet feeling of innocence and joy.

(Maybe tw) For example, my first traumatic experience was at 2 years old. A dog attack that made me terrified of going outside. I didn’t get to play on playgrounds or sidewalk chalk like others did. I was inside too scared to go out and have fun. I experienced s3xual abuse from 3-6 years old. I never knew a life without trauma. I never knew childhood without trauma. Now I’m 20 and I honestly find so much enjoyment in toys, stuffies, playgrounds, crayons, etc. I’m always so embarrassed to admit it, I’m afraid to look immature or stupid or like I’m just k!nky. It’s not s3xual at all for me. It’s coping. It’s an escape from my normal self (who is anxious, depressed, paranoid). Instead I get to be playful, innocent, and imaginative.

That was my writing, these pictures are not mine but go along with the post: