is there even a single good reason to get up when you can just sleep forever?

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I’m tired of feeling like I’m being lied to but when I ask for explanations somehow I’m the bad guy…

Why does every day feel like a fight to survive? “If I can just make it one more day everything will get better.” Over and over again, it’s a never ending cycle of longing to die but trying to live. I’m tired of it now. I just want to turn off my brain to end the pain.

It’s hard to want to live when the world around you is telling you to die.

A break from life would be nice. Especially if it were a never ending one.

Anyone else find that it takes super long for someone from the crisis hotline to text you back, like it’s almost been an hour and idk if it’s worth it

My laughs are empty

My passions are hollow

Longing is the only feeling

It’s like my stomach has a black hole eating up any hope, any light

And my brain is rotting with self hatred

I want it all to stop, the voices, the pain, the betrayal, all of it