#i want to dead
3:54am and i cannot sleep, ah yes.. depression✌
might sell my life on the black market seeing as i can’t look after it myself lmaoooo
USE MY DEATH FOR CLOUT, I DONT GIVE A FUCK. MY SUICIDE WILL SOON END ME WHEN MY FUCKING OVERDOSES START TO FUCKING WORK BRO. LIKE STOP FUCKING SAVING ME PLEASE AND THANKS.
crying isn’t. a. fucking. vibe.
GO LISTEN TO NF HE SPEAKS THE TRUTH SORRY NOT SORRYY. “sometimes i wanna disappear like i just don’t exist find a time machine to take me back when i was 6” - nate by nf
what the fuck is my life. someone come fucking kill me. thanks.
if i cry once more tonight may aswell class me as a fucking water fountain.
oh snap i got tagged! @crimsontentacles thanks for giving me something different to do on here!
Favorite color: If I had to just pick one, then lavender, obviously :p Lavender/cyan iridescence is my JAM tho
Last Movie: The Goldfinch! I was rly curious about the movie after finishing the book the other day. Visually and atmospherically it was great but it doesn’t communicate the plot of the book really that well :’v
Currently Reading: after The Goldfinch my friend recommended The Picture of Dorian Gray to me so hopefully I’ll be getting on that at some point ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
Sweet, spicy, or savory: savory for sure! Sweet is very good but only when I have my really intense cravings for it. Sweet/sour is also bomb as a savory food
Tea or coffee: coffee doesn’t seem to really do anything to me physically but I just love the flavor ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I usually end up having two or three per day. I did use to be a tea drinker though!
uhhhhHHHH also paging @poketto-monstaand@inkie-heart!! but if you’re any other of my mutuals then i wanna read your answers by default (in any case tho feel free to steal this obvi)
Why does every day feel like a fight to survive? “If I can just make it one more day everything will get better.” Over and over again, it’s a never ending cycle of longing to die but trying to live. I’m tired of it now. I just want to turn off my brain to end the pain.
A break from life would be nice. Especially if it were a never ending one.
