#bpd life
Me when I say to anyone “I’m fine lol”
It’s one of those nights. I don’t even know how to tell anyone what’s wrong. I don’t really even know what’s wrong. But it’s all wrong.
I’m not ok.
SAME AND ALSO BO
If you have borderline personality disorder or are struggling to control your emotions, try DBT (dialectical behavior therapy) it’s serriously a life saver if you stick with it!
I was 13.. I don’t know why i still feel like i need to protect you. You were 19, you saw my body before it could even fully develop. You never touched me physically, and maybe that’s why i feel like i need to protect you. You drug me along emotionally online for months telling me you loved me, begging me for pictures.. Phone sex and sexting, pictures became the norm, it didn’t feel like love anymore, i felt used. I told you i felt uncomfortable, but you blamed me, it was my fault, i started flirting with you first. You wouldnt even talk to me in public, now i know its because it was illegal. The older i get the more this hurts me, you’d think that the years would make it better, but it only makes it worse. But it was okay, right? Because you “loved” me?
just invited a terf to argue w me bcuz i’m having a bit of a rage episode and i need someone to take it out on bcuz i don’t wanna attack my loved ones or fp wish me luck
Wake up besties, new unhealthy coping mechanism just dropped
