#life sucks
Why do bad people always get what they want?
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There’s a lot of people out there fighting for someone who doesn’t even want them.
Meanwhile, I’m here alone, willing to give actual effort and love towards the right person.
If only the right person would fight for me instead, then I’d do the same in return.
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I go from “I’m fine being alone for a little longer” to “I can’t handle being alone anymore and want to die” too often.
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My dad straight up told me to stop seeing my therapist. That I should just shove all of my bad feelings down and “put a lid on it”. I have never more clearly seen the way he fucked up my head.
I really want this year to be over with…
fml today i’m 40 yrs old, still single, still feel like i’m physically 90 (aches, pains, med conditions, falling apart xD), but mentally i will always feel like i’m 19 or 20 yrs old xD…….fuckkkk…..getting old just sucks big time! and being a single cardiophile for almost 12-13 yrs (something like that) just fucking sucks total ass!!! wish someone lived here in my state of WV (age 21-47, male or female or trans), a cardiophile, and local to date for life ughhhhhh!!!
life mostly sucks but you still have dogs to pet, books to read and art to make.
'Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around~
Just been having a bad day myself…
Last one is a reference to this:
I feel my life is over before it even started.
the pain of being alone is completely out of this world.
Sometimes i dont know whether to live my life to the fullest, be a crazy teen and do all kinds of unforgetable crazy stuff or get education, a job, be a busy person and never be able to have fun and get crazy like that,but to make sure im not failing at life ?
Currently having a very boring life
